Chapter 188

I don't know. I can see him. Alas, fate turns in circles and always responds to one word.

It's mine. I can't run away. It's not mine. Otherwise.

Don't think, don't think, think of the heart will tangle up.

I raised my head, smiled smartly and ran on the open space.

He must be able to see in the distance. It's also a comfort to watch me leave with a smile.

Lou poxie caught up with me. I turned back and smiled at him.

It's really a beautiful feeling that I can ride away together with him.

Loupo evil Gu arranged for himself and only took 50000 troops back to the capital. It's also taken into account. What about it? The border still needs manpower. What about the second? When a large number of people go back, Lou Po RI will be more afraid of his rebellion.

He still doesn't know his brother well enough. People have to get along with each other.

Otherwise, I wouldn't know him.

But on the way, even after several days of heavy rain, the rocks and soil slipped down, and it was very difficult to walk. After walking for several days, he took his men and horses to another road.

Everywhere I went, I really sighed. The people were extremely poor.

Midway, someone sent the edict. There is also a lot of news about the front line.

He won't let me see or tell me.

Cold eyes, some angry, some hate, some sigh. He rubbed his head like a kilogram.

"What's the matter?" I asked him.

He didn't answer me. After a while, he said heavily, "first snow, clean up and I'll take you to a place."

The string in my heart broke at once.

"What's the reason?" I asked anxiously.

He sighed: "don't ask, the first snow, the capital won't go back. When you go back to the border, there is a fight again, and you can't follow me anymore. I'll take you to a place."

I bit my lip: "why don't you let me know."

"First snow." he called softly, looked at me deeply and said, "I'm for you, you know?"

"It's all for my good, but I want to know why." I don't want it. This sentence always comes to kill me. I can let them control my destiny.

He took my hand and went out. I grabbed the table but refused to go.

He picked me up: "chuxue, just listen to my arrangement this time."

It's almost roaring. He hasn't talked to me like this for a long time.

This time, I really feel that my heart is close to him. He had been worried and uneasy. He felt that he had robbed shangguanyu of his happiness.

I looked at him, full of grievances: "really can't you say?"

He shook his head. "Don't know. Let's go."

He ordered the army to return to the border, led by several generals, to quickly rescue the critical situation at the border.

In the drizzle, there was a horse. He took my waist and went up a mountain.

At the foot of the mountain, I couldn't go right away, so I went all the way up.

I held his hand tightly, some afraid, some cold.

The more he doesn't say, the more I can guess? Even the palms are sweating.

He grasped some, almost painful, and pulled me up step by step. No one spoke, only a short breath.

"I'm tired, I don't want to go," I said softly, looking at him with another meaning.

But he shook his head. In his beautiful eyes, there was a loving aura: "chuxue, you are very strong."

I shook my head: "I don't want to be strong, I want to stop."

"No, you have to go and go your own way. Listen, chuxue, I'm still in a hurry to go to the border. I'll pick you up after everything." his eyes darkened.

I sighed heavily: "at the border, you pushed me away and refused to leave the door. You still can't concentrate. You are always afraid. Here, I will believe that you will really pick me up?"

He smiled and looked at me firmly: "a gentleman has something to do, something not to do, something to let, and something not to let."

"What do you mean?" I stared at him.

He smiled and looked like a floating flower: "what do you say?"

"Now you love to bully me. I think your sentence can make me realize it for a long time." I sighed low in my heart, or I don't have to wait for him to pick me up. Don't I have long feet?

After walking a little, I gasped and said, "Lou poxie, I'll miss you."

His trembling hand gripped again.

"Lou poxie, you have to pick me up quickly. Don't want it here. It's not as good as our future."

A gust of wind swept by, he hugged me tightly: "chuxue, don't say that."

I gently hammered his chest: "is it difficult to scold you and say you are incompetent? My building breaking evil is always the most powerful."

I smiled at him. I heard the sweet bell on the top of the mountain.

He breathed out and looked at me deeply: "little fool, is it your building breaking evil?"

I laugh, I already feel the desolation of fate. Being together is also a kind of fate.

If you want to separate, why not look at it with a smile.

Nodded: "I Ni chuxue alone, I am very exclusive."

"My Ni chuxue." he whispered softly, his forehead against his forehead and kissed my face gently. A hot thing fell down. He wiped it away quickly and printed a kiss: "thank you for understanding me."

I smiled and said sweetly, "will you carry me up the mountain? I'll make you tired and let you remember."

"Lazy?" his deep eyes were smiling.

I nodded: "yes, lazy, tired, you spoil me."

"OK, I spoil you." he smiled, hugged me and threw me back.

It was so dangerous that I shouted, grabbed his shoulder and hugged his neck.

His head was buried on his shoulder, deeply smelling his clean taste and the smell of men.

I opened my mouth and bit him on the shoulder, forcing my tears back.

Ni chuxue doesn't cry. No matter where he is, he has to be strong. He can't leave the fragility of tears to him.

"Teeth," he asked jokingly.

"Damn seven princes." I bite hard: "I'm revenge. Who told you to break my waist and tear my painting."

He smiled lightly: "if I had known better, I wouldn't let you bully now."

If life is just like the first sight, there will be no regrets. The past is just the past and won't come back.

If you just stay, you will sigh too much. I don't like it.

I like to conceive the future, go on, support to go on.

The title of the seventh Prince hasn't been called for a long time. He was stunned and sighed gently: "it's all over. There won't be any more seventh princes in the future. If you can, you're ordinary. If you can't, you're a prince."

I pulled his ears and didn't like his heavy weight. There were too many things on his shoulders.

"The Lord is not allowed to take concubines for me."

He smiled and laughed so happily that his voice was soft: "chuxue, why is this?"

"Because I won't compete for favor," I said frankly.

"Don't worry. Don't argue. I'll spoil you all my life."

"I can't believe you now. You lied to me." I raised my head, pinched his neck with my nails, and slowly picked Ni chuxue with my nails.

I know him because I don't know him enough.

Will he really pick me up later?

As the bell rang louder and louder, I said softly, "put me down."

"Chuxue, my mother is here." he said in a low voice, "but I don't want to see her. I sent a letter yesterday. The host will arrange for you."

"That is, are you leaving now?" I stood on the second level higher than him and looked at him equally.

Rain silk, comfort his eyes, how beautiful, how beautiful. However, we have to separate.

He kissed my hand: "take care, you go up."

I shook my head: "I don't like to look back and have nothing. You go first and I'll watch you leave."

He smiled and sighed: "I am the same. You go first. The mother imperial concubine asked me to go first. When I look back, I will be there. I haven't seen her."

The bitterness and bitterness in my eyes make me want to erase it.

Look him in the eye: "will you close your eyes?"

He closed his eyes as beautiful as Canyu. I held his head and printed my own lips on his lips.

Cold and trembling, I kissed gently.

He hugged me, kissed me fiercely and sucked my breath.

To forget forever, to forget the troubled times of disputes, to kiss deeply, just want to not let go all your life, and to integrate each other into your heart. Whose tears, mine or his.

He was not clear and salty, which fell on the corner of his lips and fell into their mouths.

Unable to breathe, I held his hand tightly, gently wiped tears with one hand, and looked at him again.

Both of them smiled, and I nodded softly, "you watch me go up, you have to be careful, you can't break your promise."

"How can I forget you?" he said from his heart.

In his eyes, he was full of energy: "my Ni chuxue, who in the world can be half as good as you."

"Goodbye," I said softly.

Turn around and walk up step by step.

When he reached the top level, he looked back and stood there watching.

I waved and smiled at him.

He smiled, waved and told me to go again.

I'm also afraid. Once I look back, I'll never see him.

He took a deep look at him and walked briskly inside.

A deep voice sounded in the mountains: "Ni chuxue, Ni chuxue."

I chuckled, so that I could know that he had sent me.

It turns out that everyone's heart is so fragile.

Me too. When I was a child, it rained heavily. My mother took me out and bought me a lot of things to eat. Then she gave me silver and told me to buy dough people.

As soon as I looked back, my mother disappeared. I was so anxious that I cried. The feeling of helplessness and emptiness still haunts me up to now.

At my young age, I found a little memory and ran back crying.

In the rain, the wet nurse picked me up with red eyes.

Later, I was even more afraid. I study hard, I study hard, I'm obedient.

But when I grow up, I'm still afraid.