Chapter 199

"The Empress Dowager flattered me."

"But no one told you that the more you know, the faster you die?"

I shook my head: "but if I don't know, I'll die in obscurity."

"What a Ni chuxue." she said with admiration, "what should the mourners do with you?"

"The maidservant came up with the palace."

She smiled: "how about the mourning family sending you out of the palace?"

That send word, how many hearts are turning.

I shook my head: "the Empress Dowager is also a compassionate person when she fasts and chants Buddha. Why does she always kill animals?"

"Bold." she looked ugly, rushed up and slapped me in the face.

It was so heavy that I felt dizzy and my hair was scattered. My sharp nails scratched my face. The pain made me take a breath. It must have been scratched.

A hot breath rose from my heart and almost didn't let me fall.

I can't fall. If I fall now, I don't have to wake up.

I swallowed the hot breath. I bit my lips to make myself more sober. I said calmly, "isn't it? The Empress Dowager and the emperor's biological mother are compatriots and sisters. After giving birth to the prince, they will shell in less than a month."

"You dare to insult the mourning family, and the mourning family will kill you." she came up and slapped her face again.

I found my own voice: "how can the Empress Dowager explain to the emperor?"

As soon as she stopped her hand, she was stunned.

I heard my father-in-law shouting outside the door, "long live the emperor, long live."

Peace of mind, he lost.

As soon as I waved my head, the loose hairpin fell to the ground, and my hair was scattered, which was even more miserable.

This shake didn't matter. I didn't have the strength to fall to the ground.

I have a headache that almost breaks away from the shackles of my body. I'm so tired, so tired.

It's the sound of rage and scolding. It seems very far away and very close.

I hate these sounds. Can a person sitting in a high position be unscrupulous to get angry with others? So I don't like it here.

It's always hard to calm people's hearts and think.

He picked me up, as if very distressed, and his fingers gently touched my face.

I'm not dead. I just don't want to open my eyes.

His fingers trembled, and the emperor shouted, "hurry, imperial doctor."

Holding me, I rushed out. When I got outside, the fierce wind made me shrink.

But this warm embrace is not what I want.

Lying on the soft collapse, the imperial doctor took my pulse and said, "tell the emperor, maid Ni is not in great trouble, but she has suffered wind cold, virtual heat and some minor injuries."

"Why don't you wake up?" he said anxiously.

The imperial doctor said in some panic, "probably Ni gongnv's body is too weak."

Later, when the palace was quiet, the emperor grabbed my hand, put it on his face and touched it. I pulled it out hard.

Only then did he know that I was awake and my eyes burned my face. He said, "first snow, why don't you open your eyes."

"Chu Xue, what are you talking about?" he even pressed down all his pride and dignity and said sadly.

After a while, he stroked the wound on my face and said low, "chuxue, I'm sorry. I know what the Empress Dowager's idea is and let you go. Why don't you even ask for it, you stubborn temper?"

Beg, beg will only make me fall step by step.

How could I not know? One has two.

I also owe this to him and the Empress Dowager. If these come in exchange for his guilt, I will apologize again. It's also worth it. After a long time, I didn't dare to face it and kicked my disobedient maid out of the palace.

I always think so, it will make myself more powerful.

He raised my eyelids with his two fingers, and I looked at him straight.

He was weak, put it down again, sighed heavily and said, "you have a good rest."

I'm really tired. After he left, I almost crawled back to my room. I didn't even have the strength to go up to the bed.

This disease seems to pull up all the major and minor diseases of my body.

The palace brought black medicine, black, sour and bitter. I thought they were quacks.

If shangguanyu, he wouldn't let me like this.

After drinking medicine, I fell asleep and heard someone crying.

I struggled to open my eyes, saw a small face with rain, and looked at it with heartache.

I want to wipe his tears. I don't even have the strength to raise my hand.

"Auntie." Xiaojing knelt in bed and looked at me with heartache: "Auntie, does it hurt, does it hurt. Auntie say something!"

He was still a child. He was afraid that I would leave him.

I chuckled, and the corners of my eyes were sour. Xiaojing gently wiped them off for me. "Xiaojing, there's nothing wrong with my aunt. It's just a cold. It may be more serious. It'll be fine in a few days. Silly child, why are you crying? Who hasn't been ill? Bite his teeth and come over."

"Really," he asked seriously without blinking.

I smiled: "of course, Xiaojing, don't cry. Don't make your aunt feel like she can't afford a serious illness and she will die."

"Aunt won't," he whispered.

"Of course not. Xiaojing, this disease may be a good thing for my aunt. Really. My aunt doesn't want to stay in the palace. If my aunt can leave the palace, will Xiaojing be afraid?" what to do? So far, I still can't think of a way to let Xiaojing leave the palace. I can't protect myself.

He didn't understand, and then said, "aunt, Xiaojing will be strong. Like aunt, if aunt likes to leave the palace, Xiaojing will learn to grow up."

What a sensible child, I feel relieved: "aunt is not sure, don't cry. You come to see Aunt, to make aunt happy, not to make aunt want to cry."

He smiled at me, the smile in tears was shining, and his eyes slowly had his strong look and toughness.

Yes, this disease is not a bad thing for me.

The emperor also came to see me. As soon as he came in, the room was full of brilliance. The bright yellow clothes of Jiulong opera beads looked out of place in the maid's room.

I closed my eyes and turned inward.

He always thought I was angry, let him think.

After two days of dizzy sleep, my head still hurts badly.

He coughed a little and then sat by the bed.

"First snow." he called softly. I pretended to sleep and ignored him.

He turned my face and said, "don't pretend to sleep. I know your body is weak. Just rest."

"Chuxue, don't be angry. It's my fault. Let you go to the Empress Dowager." he said softly.

Just pick me up and let me lean against his arms.

"I like to hold you like this. Chuxue, all my weakness is placed with you, so I want you to stay." he said faintly.

Kiss my earlobe, I open my eyes and push him.

But he held it tightly: "chuxue, don't move, let me hold you."

"Emperor," I said coldly, "I have a headache."

"I have a bigger headache than you," he said angrily. "I've never asked anyone like this."

"Is the emperor begging me?" I raised my eyebrow. Pull his hand.

The powerful big hand, even my hand, didn't let me move the upper half: "don't you hear it? Pretend to be stupid with me?"

I smiled: "I thought the emperor was angry with me."

"You." he was angry and couldn't say anything.

With another sigh, he said softly, "Ni chuxue, can you be fair to me?"

"Emperor, can you indulge me? I really don't like the palace."

"Do you dislike me or the palace? You forgot how happy we were when we stayed together, didn't you?" he asked step by step.

I'm not allowed to escape. How happy I am. I'm the same with others.

However, he didn't feel it, so he felt it precious.

However, the prince at that time, or as a friend, was not a stranger. He didn't want to be so cold faced. I don't like it, but I have to.

"Emperor, you think it's happy, then you don't know. Ni chuxue at that time just couldn't be happy."

"Do you like Guanyu or loupo evil?" he cried out in a low voice.

My heart is soft. Yes, I just like it.

Then he lamented, "emperor, what can I do if I like it? They and I have no fate after all. Do you think I can choose one person to hurt another? In the end, I can't."

"What's wrong with you staying in the palace?"

"Everything in the palace is good. I live well, eat well and live well. However, the sky here seems to be surrounded by palace walls. I don't like it. I like to live freely. There is no such class and the relationship between the emperor and palace maids. When I see people, I can't think about whether to give gifts or what to do. I can't kneel down. I'm more free to want to go there Go there. "I yearn for this kind of life.

He clenched my hand and said forcefully in my ear, "I can let you live such a life and accompany me in the palace."

I smiled bitterly and shook my head: "emperor, I know you have this power, and I know you are more capable. But emperor, no matter how powerful you are, you can't separate the world with palace walls."

"I'll do it one day," he said angrily.

"I don't doubt your ability. You are an emperor who can do something. You are wise and decisive, have a plan, be considerate, and say a bad word. Emperor, you are much better than your father." I heard his words. It seemed that I wanted to let me out of the palace.

There was some joy in my heart, and then said, "emperor, if you trap me, the Ni chuxue you want will go farther and farther. What am I like by nature? I don't look good. I know that I am like a wild chrysanthemum. I like the survival of mountains and fields and the Golden Harvest sweeping the world."

He tightened his breath and hugged his waist with his hands, which made me feel a little painful.

"Emperor, I know you don't like me. It's not like this. I'm the princess of Daliao. Yelv replayed me and left, but he didn't want to ban my nature. Emperor, do you want to?"

"Ni chuxue, you are selfish," he complained.