"Let's go. It's annoying. His cheeks are thin." he pinched his hands. Some of his cleaned hands are cold and still have the smell of medicine.
"Shangguan, I have a word to say." he and I missed many times. This time, I don't know if it's the last time. In short, I don't want to miss it again and have no regrets.
God, how many chances do we have?
"Shangguan." I looked up at him: "don't leave me alone in the future, okay?"
He took my hand and carried the baggage in his hand.
I'm a little smiling. He won't drive me away again. It's not good here, but he's here.
"This time, I thought very clearly. I thought for several days and nights. I wanted to draw, but I couldn't draw until half of it. Shangguan Yu, even if you are in the sky, I'll find a rope to climb up. Moreover, here, thousands of mountains and rivers can't stop me."
As soon as he looked back, there was a faint smile on his face. In his eyes, he was wet: "he can speak more and more."
"No, Shangguan, in the future, let me accompany you. As long as you say you don't like me now, I'll leave immediately. However, I'm not an object, you can't push it to Lou poxie. All the previous things are in the past, but I want to have a future with you."
In the past, who was right and who was wrong, with what kind of perspective? It's always unclear and confused.
Shangguan Yu raised his head and sighed, "what else can I say?"
At the corner, he picked up my waist and sat on the bar with his forehead against my forehead: "my little girl, I swear, I will never push you away again. I have regretted it for a long time. I will never let go this time. It's really sad to live without you. I want to make myself better, but I think it's so difficult."
I thought so much that I brushed away the cold silence and worry in his eyes. I said softly, "I really, really think very clearly. No matter when shangguanyu is here, whether you are here or not, in fact, I am amazed at your appearance. You said to leave, which makes me sleep at home every day. You are always the one who will protect me. What else do I ask for?"
Tears, gently flowing down, he gently wiped away.
Bow down and kiss my eyes: "don't cry, my little girl."
The burning kiss made my heart tremble. My little girl, my tears flowed more fiercely and threw themselves on him.
"I'll never push you away again. You're my little girl," he said under oath.
Hold up my head and give me a lingering kiss: "don't let me worry. Stay in the room, okay? I don't care who it is. Anyway, it's what I love. But it's you, the person I care about most in my heart. Chuxue, you can't go everywhere. I'm afraid you'll catch the plague."
His fear flowed deeply in the bottom of his eyes.
I nodded, "I listen to you."
"That's good." he stroked my face. "I'm most worried about you."
At the moment of seeing me, I saw the ecstasy in his eyes. I couldn't believe it in his eyes, and then it turned into anger. I had enough. I came all the way. This look was enough for me to comfort.
Maybe I've been afraid of mutual injury, but it's always hurt.
My promise is always weak. I hate myself like that.
I don't care what I say to the emperor? I don't care what I used to be, I'm a selfish person, and I'm just a woman. I really don't want to cry at midnight.
Leaning on his shoulder, the heart no longer floats around. Holding the hand of the son, holding the old with the son. No matter how much I say, I think it's useless in the end, but I have to say something. Some things will last forever.
These years of grinding experience have also made Shangguan vicissitudes. He was as proud as a peacock.
"Shangguan, how far is it forever?"
He smiled: "until you can't stand shouting, you scream and you can't walk."
I have some expectations. How can I scream old?
"Fool." he scraped the tip of my nose: "how can I be willing to close you? When you were painting in Qin Zhun, it was so beautiful that Qinhuai couldn't find a second person so beautiful. Your seriousness is the most beautiful painting. It's enough for you to look at mountains and rivers and I'll look at you."
I didn't know that Shangguan Yu would say these sweet words.
I chuckled: "is it true?"
"Of course, what is Yan Lixiang? Is she half as good as you? In my eyes, one day, one ground." he snorted coldly and smiled: "but he hates you and doesn't care. He also thinks that this woman makes me always think. You taught me to be generous."
I smiled and felt bored in his arms. I felt that time stopped here, here.
This has always been what I want.
"There is no man like Shangguan Yu in the world. He is arrogant, talented and superb."
"Eat honey." he sniffed my lips.
I pushed his face away: "no, I like everything about Shangguan Yu's loneliness and arrogance. I have no eyes. I swear and don't lose at all. It makes me tongue tied."
I think I have some symptoms of being scolded.
He always likes to be angry, and then I have to face it carefully.
It turned out that it was the first sweet memory. It passed so fast. The secret date, hiding and dividing up the front and back, really made me feel warm in my heart.
"It seems that you are secretly scolding me. OK, I will spend my whole life telling you that Ni chuxue is the most beautiful woman."
He bent down and said, "I'll carry you."
"OK." I climbed up and hugged his neck: "Shangguan Yu, my promises, make me hate." sometimes, I can't do what I try to do.
I feel powerless and annoying.
"I don't care who you promise to anyway. I just recognize what you promise me." he said briskly.
I breathed softly, "life and death go hand in hand."
"I want to go out alive and let the people here be free," he said firmly. "I want to marry you in a beautiful way."
"There's no need for the wind and scenery. The emperor has a decree that I can't get married in five years." I whispered.
He whispered, "calculate how old I am then. People think I'm going to be."
"Oh, it doesn't matter. You just can't walk. I'll marry too. Anyway, the sky is high and the emperor is far away. The mountains don't turn and the water turns."
"He became smart." he tutted: "fortunately, Yan Lixiang didn't kill him."
"No?"
Hold his neck and stay light all the way.
He lit the medicine incense in the room and said it could calm the mind and expel evil spirits.
Maybe I was really tired. I drank some water and slept soundly until midnight. When I woke up leisurely, I saw Shangguan Yu still looking at me with his eyes open.
The eyes in the faint candlelight were as quiet as water.
"Wake up," he said in a low voice.
I rubbed my eyes: "why don't you sleep?"
"Looking at you, I can't sleep. It's like a dream. If I wake up, the dream will break up."
What a low voice, but word by word pulled my heart up.
"I'm afraid too," I said softly.
Lie in and look at him.
"First snow."
"Anyway, you will marry me. Anyway, I'm not an innocent woman."
There was some annoyance in his eyes: "who said, in my eyes, who can compare with you."
"You don't care about those worldly things. Will you care about these?"
He held me together: "little fool, you can't say this to any man."
I like to be bored in his arms and listen to his heartbeat.
"How many do you think there are in the world?"
"Just me," he said proudly.
Yes, he is the only one in the world. I'm so lucky that I met him.
Low smile: "next time I won't mess around and let the dog bite you."
He hugged me tightly and sighed, "how happy will it be in the future."
Quietly embracing each other at night, listening to the voice that I don't know.
"We'll go out," he said.
Early in the morning, he cooked medicinal porridge and woke me up after cooling for a while.
Squatting in front of the bed, he looked at me and said, "Ni chuxue, little lazy pig."
"Good morning." I stretched. He stroked my hair. "It's so beautiful."
"Is it more beautiful than Qin Zhun's flower mother?" I looked at him sideways.
He lit my mind: "I knew you remember these things. I spent a thousand Liang to ask the moustache. There will be no such stupid things in the future, chuxue."
"Hehe, in fact, I also know that you just want me to know that you have a person around you now, and then you let me rest assured."
How can I settle down? At that time, I was angry.
"What a pity, my pearl." I shouldn't be impulsive. I like it very much.
I sent Lin Yu a jade bracelet that my mother gave me, but Xiao Jing said it was beautiful, but I still didn't give it to him.
He chuckled, then felt a red thing around his waist and flashed in front of me: "what's this?"
"My pearl," I cried with joy.
"What's yours? I gave it to you. Do you want it?" he waved.
I laughed happily: "of course."
He grabbed my wrist and put it on. The familiar feeling dispersed at once.
"No matter how angry you are, you can't take it down."
"Well." happiness is not given by it, but by people's hearts.
But it represents a meaning.
He bowed his head and gently kissed me on the face: "get up, eat something and get busy. Today, some new discoveries may be better for the plague, but they are too serious to cure."
He is in high spirits, with a handsome face. Shangguan Yu, he won't obey God's orders.
I'm always by his side, he will feel at ease. Occasionally, I help him do what I can.