Looking at the medicine on the table, I thought, I'd better not take it. He also said that taking medicine is bad for children.

For a few days, he went out and came back tired and paralyzed.

I told him not to fight so hard and he'll get better in the end.

He said, he wants to be faster, faster. It's not good for children and me here.

I was moved and couldn't say anything.

I saw the red dot on his neck and was frightened: "Shangguan, isn't this the same as those people?"

He also hurriedly looked in the mirror and said cautiously, "I am also infected with the plague."

I couldn't say a word, and tears flowed down. He held his pulse in his hand and sighed for a long time: "chuxue, you stay away from me, which is a little serious."

Biting my lip, my heart twisted with pain: "make medicine quickly, I'll go."

"Chuxue, I know, you have to eat too. I'm afraid, you're infected with it, and you're afraid of me. How can you be so careless." he blamed himself, full of regret.

"I know what to do. Now I burn all the used things, and then we all separate, and then we all have to drink medicine. Everything will get better, won't it?"

He frowned: "I'll call the imperial doctor to have a look. Sit there first."

After a while, the imperial doctor came. He told me that Shangguan Yu was just ordinary, and I only had a little. I didn't even need to take medicine. As long as I didn't answer it, there would be nothing.

But I saw the desire in his eyes.

When shangguanyu went to make medicine, I asked him, "are you telling the truth? I want to listen to the truth. No matter what it is, I can stand it."

He sighed and said, "you have to be prepared."

My heart is tighter.

"He's more serious. Now he can only use our things to make medicine, and you can't touch them. He goes to many places, and it's difficult to protect him. Three doctors died together."

I sat on the bed and couldn't say a word.

"Shangguanyu will be all right."

Fortunately, with children, Shangguan Yu restrained himself.

He'll be fine. He's a doctor. Besides, he has to take care of me and my future son.

He was in the next room and asked me to put all the medical books at the door before he took them in. No matter how serious he was, he never gave up trying to cure the plague.

I'm doing everything without disorder. It's no use worrying now. These won't disappear. Now if I hurry up, Shangguan will feel useless and guilty. Ni chuxue is no longer the daughter who doesn't touch the spring water. What have you never done?

Burn the bedding, and burn the used things with boiling water. Everything was done according to what he said. He was afraid that an carelessness would make me more seriously infected.

Across the window, I saw him walking back and forth, and the shadow turned around by the window.

He must be upset. I don't know how to comfort him to make him feel better. These things are not what he wants to happen.

I put down the porridge and gently called, "Shangguan, have something to eat."

"Do you have a fever today?" he asked anxiously, "I heard you walking around and busy for a long time."

I sat on the steps and the moonlight huddled my shadow.

"It's all right. There's no discomfort at all."

He was anxious enough to be locked up in his room. How can I say that my heart is burning like a fire. In fact, I am also anxious. However, I want me to be calm, quiet, calm and breathe deeply again and again. I tell myself. He'll be fine. He'll be fine. No one can be so optimistic, but he is not who, he is shangguanyu.

"I ate a bowl full of porridge, but I still vomited." I said gently. After listening to a little bit of life, he felt more comfortable.

He smiled softly: "there will be some. Add some orange peel."

"It's not delicious. I don't like the taste. It's strange. People say sour men and spicy women. I think you want me to give you a son. What if it's a daughter?" I stroked my lower abdomen and thought it was magical.

Now, the senior official will not be unable to sleep and worry about being a dream.

He sighed: "chuxue, I really want to go out right away. But I can't hurt you and your children selfishly."

"Yes, you should be at ease. If you want to come out, I'm the only one here. I'm also very boring. If you're here, I can have someone to talk and chat."

"Chuxue, I know what you mean. I also know I can't come in a hurry. I just have more time to debug and see. I can feel it better on myself."

I was surprised: "you have to test the medicine by yourself, but you can't."

He smiled happily: "little girl, what are you afraid of? Even if I carry it backwards, I can carry it out. I know better. This morning, I read a thick book about pregnancy in October. I guess I can carry it out."

He is still the same crazy, the same people want to spit.

"Shangguan Yu, do you want to eat? Today's porridge has more rice. The imperial doctor said, you have to eat more."

"What do you eat? Didn't I tell you? You have to eat more." he seemed angry.

"I ate it. Someone sent rice today. I washed it many times before cooking it. Besides, I like sweet potatoes. Maybe my physique has really changed and it's strange to eat. Do you want to eat?" I pretended to be light.

Actually, I don't like it at all.

"Chuxue, you want to deceive me. It's still a little short of heat. I don't know the grain operation here. Everyone doesn't have much rice and can only barely drink porridge. I don't know if a few meters are boiled into a bowl of water." he immediately promoted my lie to poverty.

I felt warm in my heart and stroked my cheek: "eat, I'm really full. Don't I know that I must be full at this time? I learned a lot from you. I'm not for myself, I'm also for our children, aren't I?"

He doesn't speak. I think he must be sad.

Shangguan Yu is so lonely and arrogant. How could he become like this? This is also forced by difficulties.

Don't mention eating porridge. Just by his kindness, I am willing to drink water.

There was too little rice grain, so the officers and soldiers had to push it to the gate and let some people push it in. However, this heavily plagued area is relatively remote, and there are too few to deliver.

Many people are so hungry that they even eat the skin of the village.

Qingkezhao's porridge often makes Shangguan Yu look at me with shame.

In fact, he secretly pulled the rice grains from the bowl onto my bowl. I was not as tall as him. He held the bowl high.

I grabbed his hand and had to see it.

He was not satisfied before he showed me.

I saw the white water and I burst into tears.

Scared, he hugged me and said painfully, "you can't cry now. It's bad for the children. Come on, eat porridge quickly." he looked at me with a smile, trying to make me laugh.

I shook my head, "where can I eat?"

He was silent and sighed: "let you bear hardships, but, first snow, you have to eat, you know? You should learn to be more sensible."

"I don't want it." I scooped up a full porridge with a spoon and sent it to his mouth.

He can't stop the persistence in my eyes. He can only open his mouth.

However, the next moment he held my head and kissed me. Then, most of the porridge in his mouth was fed into my throat. I blushed and pinched his shoulder with anger.

He laughed hatefully: "it's a good move. I like it, madam. Feed it again."

"Who is your mother? You're hateful." as soon as my eyes were red, I wanted to cry.

He wants me to live better. He wants me to eat more, I know. No matter what time, he will take me first.

"If you fall ill, who will take care of me."

"Don't be angry, little girl, can't I eat?" he coaxed me gently, took the spoon in my right hand and dug a mouthful of porridge in my bowl. I was afraid of him, so I planned to do it again and covered my mouth.

He looked at me and smiled: "this is called mutual help."

"You take advantage of me." I was more happy when I saw him finish eating.

"Yes, I don't take advantage of you. Who dares to take advantage of you, little girl. I'm busy. Don't walk around. I'll be back soon."

That's what he says every time he goes out.

These are engraved in my heart, how can I not be sad.

He's a young master. He has a temper and eats. He's never mean to himself.

I think he's getting better and better.

People always become strong, grow and thrive in difficulties.

"Ni chuxue, I tell you, I'm free to let you fool around here, so don't let me out." he said loudly, opened a small crack in the door, and then brought the porridge in to eat.

I smiled: "OK, you come out. After we go out, you are tired of me with chicken soup, ginseng soup and raw fish soup."

He sighed deeply, "am I very useless?"

"Yes, you're useless. I told you to be careful. I always said, I'm a doctor. Now I take care of you. In the future, you take care of me for confinement."

"It's needless to say, little girl. The porridge you cook is really awful."

Is it? It's hard for him. No matter how hard he works, he doesn't let me do anything.

He said that doing something for me was what he expected most in the day. It was even happier to see me eat.

"Little girl, I'll be fine. Go to bed early. I can't sit on the ground. There's still hot breath? It's easier to get cold if I blow it again." he's so powerful that he wants to get sick when he does anything.

I think this is probably a common disease of doctors.

Not long after he finished his meal, he put out the bowl and asked, "wrap it with a cloth and cook it in water."

"I see. You are more wordy than my nanny."

"Go out carefully. I'm not polite to you," he said angrily.

"Well, you come out and say it again. I'm not sleepy yet. I'll sit down again."

"Chuxue, blow me a tune," he said softly.

I gladly picked two leaves, washed them and wiped them, "OK, I'll blow you a good one, but I can't sleep."