I held his head and tears fell on his hair.

"I hate your heart for Lou poxie, so I'm desperate. Chu Xue, let me say it. I'll feel better."

If there is no love, how can you hate?

"Shangguan, it's all over. We don't want to be together before. We want to be together in the future."

He looked up, the cold in his eyes slowly warmed like autumn sun, gently wiped my tears: "little girl, never separate."

I nodded. Shangguan's heart was full of holes.

"Our children will be happy together with us before." I'm not doing well, but I always tell myself that's it. Don't be greedy, you will have more happiness.

I have tasted such happiness. I want to go back to the past, and my state of mind will no longer be the same.

In the cold palace, the warmth and coldness of human feelings have already tasted enough, and it is going to be bitter and sweet.

"Alas, what are you doing? Get up, wash your face and have lunch. There are green vegetables today."

I was happy, "really."

The officer took the coat and put it on me. "Of course it's true, but the green makes me boil yellow." he hugged me and walked out: "it's getting heavier and heavier."

It was so comfortable. I didn't even want to let go of my hand. I hooked his neck. "How heavy is it?"

"I can hold you no matter how heavy you are. Little girl, wash your face, wash your mouth and eat." he smiled more brightly than the sun.

Washing away the weakness of the night, I was moved when I looked at the dish of yellow vegetables.

I think it's not easy for him to ask anyone for these vegetables, but I urgently need to eat something.

"Little girl, it's time to eat." he waved.

I chewed. I think I've never eaten such delicious food before.

He held his face and looked at me like a child, with a smiling face full of joy. "Little girl, it's a great pleasure to watch you eat."

I smiled: "eat well."

"Little girl, you're going to be at home alone. Don't open the door. I'm going out to have a look today. I've brought new drugs. I have to see if it's the kind I want. If there's a deviation, it's not good to eat."

"I'm with you." I don't like being here alone, and I can't sleep enough. I want to draw, but I'm too lazy to pick up my pen.

He thought, "what are you waiting for? After dinner, I'll get some water."

A burst of cheers in my heart and hurried to pick up the rice.

Fengcai city is slowly becoming normal. There are also those who have serious plague gathered in the temple. They have to take medicine and observe again, but this is a miracle. The whole city dances happily and breathes a sigh of relief.

With rice and medicine, we can maintain it.

Cloth was distributed at the edge of the city. Each person had only a little piece of cloth. A loud voice shouted, "Madam Shangguan, go and get the cloth quickly. It's a beautiful cloth."

Shangguan Yu smiled: "OK, go and have a look later."

He would never laugh like this before. I like him like this. The hands he holds don't care about the admiration in everyone's eyes.

It was brought by the seventh Lord himself with a pledge, rice grain, medicine, cloth and other things. Dozens of cars were distributed.

I saw Mi Ruyu, the richest woman in the Yan Dynasty.

She was not afraid of the plague here at all, and followed the seventh Lord in.

I think she must like Lou poxie very much, otherwise she won't follow in.

Timmy's people said that rice was donated by the rice family, cloth and more herbs.

For a moment, MI Ruyu, like the Bodhisattva who saved the suffering, made Fengcai people want to kneel down and thank her.

Loupo evil did not covet this false name, so they said.

Business people don't have to wait until they're almost ready and almost tortured before they come to relief. They finally won a good reputation. If the MI family is in this area in the future, it will be as solid as gold.

But I feel that it is far inferior to Shangguan Yu of my family. I want to laugh. I even say he belongs to my family.

"Please give me another piece of cloth. My daughter and children can't wear clothes anymore." a man begged bitterly there.

It is said that men are not aggrieved when they are folded. It's not complacent.

"The cloth is limited, so you can only take one. Go quickly. The people behind you are waiting?"

Shangguanyu let go of my hand, walked forward and said, "give him my share."

"Shangguan doctor, good," those people even know Shangguan Yu.

"Give them my little girl's, too. We don't need it."

I chuckled. Yes, we don't need it. It's good to wear clothes. What's better than these when we go out?

Alas, my nanny must be very worried.

"What are you thinking?" he asked, looking at me.

"I think my nanny must think I ran away with a man. I'm afraid she's worried, so I said to go to Huangshan to draw."

After gently handing over my hair to my ears, he said, "go to Qinhuai immediately and let your nanny rest assured. It's necessary to worry. Come again and be happy. After all, she finally married you."

I glanced at him with a smile on my lips.

"Doctor Shangguan," said Doctor Zhang, "those in the temple are getting better again."

"Really? I'll go and have a look, little girl. Don't follow me there. There are many people. I'll go back later."

I nodded, "you go."

I know how to take care of myself, but like my nanny, he always treats me as a child.

Children, finally have laughter, the strength of vitality and various factors of the body. They are well soon and have become a mess again. I think our children will be soft to call their mother and father in not many years.

I don't mind if he doesn't accompany me.

The plague is more important than me.

I walked back. On shiche's Avenue, there were my yellow embroidered shoes and my washed and old skirt. The skirt still rippled its beautiful vortex, like white flowers.

The finely embroidered and gorgeous whip is printed on the bottom of my eyes, as well as beautiful embroidered shoes embedded with pearls and cloud like yarn skirts.

I take a deep breath, I will always meet it. If I don't see it all my life, it's an impassable barrier.

Laugh anyway.

I raised my smile and deliberately didn't look into his eyes. His eyes are always tempting.

I'm the little girl of Shangguan family. I've been there all my life. I don't want to think about things with the seven princes. Life can't stay there. What I want is the future and the future of Shangguan Yu.

Nod my head gently. I didn't even dare to say more, so I hurried to the wrong body and left.

As for Miss Nami, I have no mind to look at it.

After only a few steps, his low voice sounded, "chuxue, how are you?"

"Good, good." I stopped a little and walked back.

Hurried back to where I lived, my heart was relieved. What am I afraid of? I don't know.

How could shangguanyu not know that I would "meet" him in the end? He asked me to step out. Of course I know. I'll step out too. I'll go home. Cooking is also a very happy thing when he comes back.

Perhaps the seven princes of China and Israel will feel bad now, but they will pass eventually.

Many things have passed. Forgive my selfishness. I want to have a happy home with shangguanyu.

I sat on the chair beside the porch, blowing the fragrant and warm wind of early autumn, taking a half squint nap and basking in the sun, waiting for Shangguan Yu to come back.

There were gentle knocks at the door. I half opened my eyes and saw that no one came in.

After a while, I had to put down my crossed feet and stand up and ask, "who?"

There was still no response. I felt a little strange. When I went out and opened the door, I saw a bamboo basket on the ground, full of fresh vegetables and some meat that had been put for a long time.

I looked around and saw a flash of black material outside the corner.

I don't have to see it. I know who it is, Lou poxie.

But I stood there stunned, and I was a little embarrassed.

He sent these to me. Although they are not valuable, how precious they are here in Fengcai.

I'll take it. Will Shangguan Yu have an opinion? I don't want to argue with him.

I don't accept it. I think it's just a dish after breaking the evil intention of the building.

If I don't accept it, I think I can't let him go. I don't want to think about the past.

I stood in front of the door and looked at the dish in a daze.

Shangguan Yu came from a distance: "chuxue, is this?"

I looked up at him: "what should I do?"

After all, who else is qualified to eat these dishes here?

He smiled and didn't mind. He lifted the basket with one hand and closed the door with the other: "when it's delivered, eat it. It's just right. You need it very much."

I didn't ask why? Why ask? Shangguan doesn't mind. Isn't that better?

Some people, especially men, care most about these.

I took the dish: "I'll wash it. You wash your hands first."

"OK, I think you haven't seen these dishes for a long time. You must be curious about how they grow like this." he cleaned his hands and hugged me from behind. I felt his heart beating fast.

I looked back and smiled, "what's the matter?"

He buried his head in my neck and said, "nothing?"

If I don't say it, why don't I know his careful thinking? Naturally, I will see Lou poxie. Even if I don't go out, I must be able to see it.

I swept his head with vegetables: "if you have nothing to do, don't cook. Don't starve your son."

He smiled and held his hand tightly: "the little girl is hungry. I'll cook it right away."

That cheerful look, like a child who ate sugar.

I don't know why Shangguan has these fears. I know that there are many things. He has a tacit understanding with Lou poxie, but he didn't tell me.

Is he afraid? I don't want to ask any more questions?

He stroked my lower abdomen: "are you uncomfortable today?"

"No, it's good." he stood behind me as he picked up the dishes. As soon as he pushed back, I leaned against his chest, and the cooking pot snorted.