Chapter 223

It's cold and tasteless. I'm only 22 years old. I feel old. Everything is the same every day.

Even if I walk with my eyes closed, I can walk backwards in my Chongge palace several times.

I'm cold. That's what they say. In fact, I'm very lonely. I don't even have a speaker.

I seldom appear in front of people except reading books and practicing martial arts.

I have already reached the age of Na Huan, but I don't want any woman to join my life.

So I refused all the time.

That day, I took 17 to see concubine Ning. In the palace, as long as it is a concubine, it can't be an aunt or a mother. I can only call it a concubine.

Seventeen was afraid and dared not go in. I took him in. He stood timidly at the door.

As soon as I approached, I smelled a strong smell of medicine. Empress Ning had not been well for several years.

The old lady was nodding, and they were taking a nap.

I suddenly heard a sound like the sound of nature, which came from the trees behind.

I felt strange, so I went out through the small open door and saw a woman.

Sitting quietly under the tree, just two leaves, played a song.

That dress is a palace maid. I think this palace maid is very brave. It must be the palace maid of concubine Ning. Isn't it noisy to concubine Ning when she blows here.

She plays very well. I'm a little fascinated.

Perhaps it was because of these appreciation, so I put on a straight face. I said coldly, "Hey, you palace maid, why are you here?"

She turned around, and there was panic in her eyes. Her pure eyes were like the blue sky.

After a pause, she had no fear in her eyes. She didn't bother to salute. I asked her who she was.

She said lightly, "I'm Ni chuxue."

Ni chuxue, the name, is good, and her reaction is not like that of ordinary palace maids.

I still coldly said to her that she should try her best to serve Princess Ning.

I don't want the seventeen concubine to have any paintings.

When I was growing up, there was no mother and concubine around. It was lonely. How could I not know.

No one will feel heartache for me when I fall, and no one will accompany me when I am lonely.

I always come by myself and learn to hide everything. I don't want my closest people to be hurt. I long for family affection.

My brothers have no family ties to talk about. They smile kindly on the surface, but more often they hide a knife in their smile.

I thought I had passed like this, but later the spy told me that the prince was very close to a man named Ni chuxue.

I feel strange, but I don't care. This is the prince's private affair.

And I had some impressions of her there.

In fact, I know something. Lin Meimei asked the palace maid and the palace painter Lin Pei to draw.

It is said that the maid in waiting is very clever and has avoided some troubles.

I sneered and paid secretly. The maid in waiting probably wanted to fly to the branches.

But that day, when I arrived at the cold palace, my closest person, Ning Fei, wanted to die.

I am very angry, I am afraid, because I have always been a person, I don't want to lose more family affection. In the palace, it's better to have a concern than to be lonely and cold.

I slapped her so that she was on one side. I didn't get rid of my hatred. I threw her heavily. It seemed that I heard the sound of the bone.

I'll kill her. Where was she when Ning Fei was suffering?

I didn't think about anything. I just feel hate. I'm afraid Princess Ning will leave me. How much, she is similar to my mother.

The imperial doctors in the palace are useless. What should I do?

She said, please go to Guanyu, I was surprised.

More strange.

Shangguanyu is the best doctor in the world. He also has some relations with the palace, but he is very arrogant and arrogant.

If you can enter the palace, Princess Ning doesn't have to live in the cold palace.

She said, "Ni chuxue of Qinhuai."

She is a proud person. Her eyes are filled with struggling emotions and pity.

At that moment, I felt regretful, but there was nothing to make up for.

To my surprise, Shangguan Yu really entered the palace.

He treated concubine Ning. Moreover, his relationship with Ni chuxue seemed very unusual. He always looked at her.

And there was hatred for me in her eyes.

I told her several times to keep her duty. She despised it in her eyes.

She probably didn't know that her duty was also a living word in the palace.

Someone sent a picture of her.

That quiet and smiling eyes, with warmth, I actually like it very much.

I was attracted. I saw the annoyance in Shangguan Yu's eyes.

Later, Ni chuxue drew a picture and put it on the windowsill. The sunlight, light and thin, shone there.

It's a heavenly pearl. It's so beautiful. She's really talented. Many painters in the court don't draw as well as her.

One by one, more special and more similar.

The ruined pearl, and this painting seems to be true.

I think she must have given this painting to Shangguan Yu. They are always together. I don't like it at all.

She's back. I want to break her pride. I want her to know what is the master and what is a palace maid. A palace maid can't have such pride.

Someone knocked at the door. When she went to open the door, it was a gorgeous woman, looking at me gently.

What's so remarkable about this woman? Look at me like this.

I heard her call sister Ni chuxue.

I hate her eyes. I coldly pick her faults and find that punishing her makes Ni chuxue sad, which makes me a little excited.

I also tore her picture, the sound sounded, and I saw the pain in her eyes.

I don't like her eyes, always with a smile and comfortable, warm.

And it's too cold for me.

Why do I always like to suppress her? I don't know.

My eyes always like to turn around with her. She is so serious about everything she does. When she paints, there is only painting in her eyes and nothing will exist.

I know I look good. Many people say I look better than my mother, but I don't remember at all.

Many people look at me and don't want to move their eyes.

But she won't. She always looks at me respectfully, but in her eyes, she is still very proud, and her shoulders are still straight.

Why can I be so good to Shangguan Yu? I want to break her wings. Her warmth makes me so eager.

Later, in Yulong palace, I saw boring scenes.

That stupid woman was desperate to help Yin Lixiang. She was not afraid of being cruel, so she killed her.

I don't think it will end so soon.

So I sat in the dark and watched her wipe the floor. She was very sad, but she didn't seem to be punished for herself, but tears fell drop by drop. My heart hurt secretly.

Isn't she happy that her sister is going to be promoted? What a different woman.

She even hated me when she saw me.

I want to talk to her. She's very proud.

A eunuch smashed the flowerpot and ran away. Soon, soon, someone really came to catch her and convicted her.

She smiled again, as if she knew everything.

I came forward and protected her.

I can't forget the sentence she said: "the wings are broken and reborn. I'm afraid that if I don't even have the courage to fly, I'll be trapped."

Am I trapped by the palace, too?

I don't want to be like this?

Her chuckle, her sneer, her defiance, her anger, in my heart, alternate all night.

I know. She hates me.

My dislike for her has unconsciously turned into paying attention to her and loving her.

I shouldn't be like this. Years of self-discipline are slowly breaking the same.

But I'm confused. I want to get close to her.

I like her a little. I've never liked anyone. That's like it.

Because I want to know everything about her, and I want her to be safe.

This is the first time I like it in my 22 years in the palace.

In fact, I prefer to see her painting. That look and beauty always make me sigh.

Ordinary appearance, but extraordinary talent. She is natural and unrestrained. She enjoys herself. I have never seen this in the palace.

As soon as she saw me, her eyes were filled with disdain and resentment. I actually feel that hate is always a special kind.

She attracted me, her intelligence, her talent, her freedom, her happiness, and her superiority in my appearance. Ni chuxue entered my mind.

I don't know. I've been entangled with her for so long.

It's hard to calm down a moved heart.

This fool went there in the middle of the night.

Didn't she smell anything unusual? In the air, with the cold breath of Xiao Sha.

She didn't know at all. She saw the people in the pavilion.

I really can't watch it. I don't know where she's going to escape. I don't want to see her accusation of private meeting in the middle of the night.

So I held out my hand.

She was probably scared and just looked at me.

The smell on her body is so light and clear. I like it very much.

She's so thin. I can almost hold her waist.

There were more and more people chasing after her, so I picked her up with one hand.

In fact, I turned a circle. I actually wanted to carry her waist and walk away. Close enough to feel her heart beating so fast.

But the goal will come after all.

She said for the first time, thank me. She originally hated me, but things have to be very clear. I appreciate such a woman.

Although I was silent, I was very happy. I think she is so smart. After this time, she should learn some. In the palace, not everything can be believed! She's just too innocent.

But she was also very angry. When she saw me in the courtyard of Princess Ning, she always ignored me and disdained to look at me.

In fact, I often come. I don't want people to see what will often cause gossip in Princess Ning. I watch her work in the dark.