I'm still afraid. I know that if I take this step, I can't turn back.
He pulled the building to break the evil and gave him a hard blow: "tell you to go. Do you know what the result is today? What is shuangfeiyan, do you know? Chuxue has to marry two people. I don't know whether to kill you first or you kill me first."
I held Shangguan and burst into tears: "Shangguan, don't fight."
"I woke him up, Lou poxie. Why does my little girl belong to you?" he even cried.
I know how unwilling he is, and I don't want to, but why is the result like this.
"You dare to go and show me again. I have to break your feet. What are we? We are brothers. I have no brothers since I was young. I am also alone. I am lucky that I met Chu Xue in Qin Zhun, and you are lucky that you met Chu Xue in the palace."
I couldn't bear to listen and turned my face to wipe my tears.
"Don't do this for me." Lou po said, "I will stay far away." he sighed gently, his eyes full of wounds: "what shuangfeiyan, these Taoist words are not credible."
"But I believe it." I gritted my teeth and sat between them: "it's too difficult for three people to be friends, but I'm willing to try." Lou poxie's heart can no longer accommodate a second person.
His beautiful eyes were filled with water: "first snow?"
"I also have such a decision. If you want to go, I won't stop you."
He sat up and held me in his arms in front of Shangguan Yu: "chuxue, I'm willing to try. I don't know where to go. I'm afraid you're sad and afraid of your pain. Therefore, I want to go farther, but I've only gone for a while. I always look back and want to see you again."
Shangguan Yu robbed me from his arms: "enough, what worldly life, are not all people who have died several times? Go away and live our life."
I know it's a shocking thing, but it's too difficult for us to separate.
He and Shangguan Yu stroked Lou poxie from left to right. He kept shouting, it hurts.
The first time I heard him call this, I felt that such building breaking evil finally replied to some.
We didn't live with the Cai family anymore. Shangguanyu asked people to build a thatched cottage far away and away. Where did the three move during the new year.
I'm not worldly anymore. They won't hurt me.
When the snow melted away in spring, the weather began to warm up again.
I was lying on a chair made of bamboo head, basking in the sun. My belly was slightly lowered. There were children.
Shangguan Yu was cooking, and the smoke rose in a burst.
There was a roaring voice in the room: "Lou poxie, what are you doing? Go out with Chu Xue and see what meat you cut for me. I'll fill it for you later."
After a while, I saw a black building breaking out.
I chuckled: "I'm out."
He breathed softly, "how can I cut so thick with my big knife?"
He wiped his face and put his head close to my belly: "why doesn't the baby move?"
"It's still early? Fool, that's my son. After my son is born, I'll ask Chu Xue to give you one." Shangguan Yu came over and gave me a kiss.
Some of my faces were red, and when they said these words, they no longer avoided me.
I still couldn't listen freely. Lou poxie looked at his left foot: "if my foot wasn't still painful, you wouldn't get ahead of me. The child conceived by Chu Xue must be mine. I don't think you're satisfied."
I covered my mouth with one hand: "don't talk to me again."
The hot kiss fell on my left and right hands. Shangguan Yu stroked my stomach: "madam, you haven't painted for a long time."
"Yes, I also like watching you draw." Lou poxie smiled: "how about another one."
My eyes are hot: "Shangguan, break evil, I want to be a nanny, but I dare not go back." what are the two men around me like?
"In this way, chuxue, after you have a child, let Lou poxie take the child here. I'll take you back to see them and let them rest assured. Your nanny will be happy when you meet your prospective son-in-law."
"I'll take the children?" Lou poxie pointed to his nose, "I won't do it." how can I say that Chu Xue came here to wait on her? Spoil her and ask him to take the children for them, but it's not his.
"OK." chuxue smiled sweetly, "you work harder. It was September at that time. There were still a lot of lotus seeds to eat. We'll bring them back."
Lou poxie laughed and said, "aren't you afraid of my resentment and strangling me with one hand?"
Chu Xue twisted his ears: "No."
"Don't be pregnant with your child in chuxue. I'll give her a miscarriage as soon as I'm pregnant. You'd better be careful." Shangguan Yu warned.
Everything is fine, but when it comes to these, I always blush, bury my head in Lou poxie's arms and whisper, "I'm hungry."
The prospective father was a good husband, so Shangguan Yu hurried to be his cook again.
The days pass slowly between the fingertips and in happiness.
My stomach is getting bigger and bigger, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, and Lou poxie's feet can walk freely.
It was so hot that I couldn't sleep. When I touched my side, Shangguan Yu was not there.
Maybe it's blowing in the yard. I put on my clothes and wanted to find him.
In the yard of Nuo University, there is a big tree. I like to enjoy the cool under the tree. This tree also has the function of driving mosquitoes, so I kept it all the time and didn't let the building break the evil.
I heard Shangguan Yu and Lou poxie talking behind the tree.
I don't know. What are they talking about? Don't we meet every day? It's also necessary to avoid me.
I didn't shout, so I walked forward gently to listen.
Just look at what they said. In my discipline, it's still difficult for me to accept my two husbands. Therefore, I haven't had that line with Lou poxie all the time.
I heard Lou Po's heresy: "why don't you say anything?"
"What can I say?" Shangguan Yu looked lonely and arrogant.
Lou poxie smiles: "In this world, no man is so generous that he can share all his wives. Shangguan Yu, especially you, even if Chu Xue has a little bit of my position in his heart, even if I love Chu Xue more than myself, but I won't believe it. My legs are good. If there's nothing, I can leave here tomorrow and I won't go back to the palace again There is always a place for me to go. These days, I am really happy, because there is first snow and you. You can allow me to express some love in my heart. My heart is warm enough and I can't forget it all my life. Such a period of time is enough to fill in the blank life in the future. "
I was shocked and grabbed tightly. Why did he leave? Although I don't accept it now, or I will get used to it slowly, I really don't want him to leave. I don't want him to be alone. I love him too.
I held up my stomach, stroked it gently, and then listened to them.
"Shangguanyu, tell me. If you don't tell me, I'll leave here. You're a good brother. I'll remember you all my life." Lou poxie said in a low voice.
Shangguan Yu gently sighed: "some words, still don't say it. Have I monopolized the first snow for too long, I will remind her."
"No, it's not the same thing. You love me very much. In fact, I'm also happy. I want to know the reason why the arrogant Shangguan Yu can make such a concession."
"But you still don't agree, what's your reason? Don't say you don't love Chu Xue?" Shangguan Yu even shouted angrily.
"I love Chu Xue, but I care about his feelings." Lou poxie said gently, "in this life, no one can replace Chu Xue, can't it? If it were me, I wouldn't want to share Chu Xue."
After a long time, only two people gasped.
Shangguan Yu said, "do you remember what Qin Zhun said to me?"
"What words?" asked Lou poxie?
"When I was in Qin Zhun, I saw Chu Xue very uncomfortable, and my heart was very painful, but I didn't know how the fate between me and her would go on. If I came forward, wouldn't it be against what I said and quit? Later, I met a virtuous man who calculated for me. I had a great disaster four years later, it must be a life disaster. Therefore, I saw Chu Xue uncomfortable, and I saw her She cried and I didn't dare to appear in front of her and her. I knew she liked to eat grapes. I put a plate in front of her every day and imagined chuxue eating it quietly one by one. It rained heavily that day, chuxue pitifully had to fold lotus leaves to use as an umbrella, and I couldn't help going out. I hurt chuxue, and I said I would leave in the next day. She didn't say anything. It was so hurt, so I left. I was a fool When I pinched my fingers in my palm, I thought, "no, take another step. After those four years, how much pain I left to chuxue."
He sighed again: "I just wanted Chu Xue to be at ease, so I suddenly said a word at that time. It's better for us to marry her. The plague of Yunze made me go without hesitation. I told Chu Xue to wait for me. In fact, I think you can go to her again if you don't come for a long time. I didn't expect Chu Xue to come and say you love me. I can't stand the sweet attraction of love. I can't care about anything. I'm sorry Just want to be happy with chuxue. "
He choked and seemed very uncomfortable. My tears slipped down gently.
"I heard Cai Bo say that you and Chu Xue are still alive. At that time, I thought that maybe it would be better if you died and let you be together. I thought I was an asshole. I came again. I slowly cleared away the evil, and I asked the Taoist priest to say that there was no sign of Shuang Feiyan in the world. Moreover, I confirmed once again that I was an asshole four years later There's a big disaster. I'm afraid I can't get through it. What about chuxue? What should I do? I want to watch chuxue give birth to my child, which is the continuation of life. I promised my Shangguan father that I must find a beloved woman and give birth to a son. My surname is Shangguan forever. "