"Why don't we go out of the mountain," he said bravely.

I looked up and said, "is that ok?"

"What's wrong? Just don't move so far."

I raised my head and smiled at him: "OK, I want to go to Qinhuai to see the nanny, but you probably can't go. My father doesn't know you yet. Don't scare him."

"I said Chu Xue, don't go to see your father. It's really frightening. Think about it. You also belong to the dead class. It doesn't matter to see your nanny. Otherwise, you're afraid of something." he said in a deep voice.

I pinched his waist: "who says I'm dead? Don't I live?"

He grabbed my hand and said, "just go. Go and pack up. Let's go now."

At the thought of going back, I was afraid and my heart kept beating. After walking most of the mountain with Lou poxie, I said, "will it scare people?"

He sighed and took me away. "You're not a real ghost. You're shy about your family, aren't you? Just tell her quietly that you're fine."

"It seems so." I nodded.

After walking for most of the day, we were a little tired. We bought a carriage and drove away.

I think of my coming to Yunze. It's really crazy. I'm driving a carriage alone. I'm not afraid of meeting anything.

"Chuxue, there are people selling steamed stuffed buns in front. I'll buy some to fill my stomach."

I grabbed him: "I'd better go. Along the way, it's evil and beautiful. Is it really eye-catching?"

He stroked his face: "I don't think so."

I was a little naughty and kissed him on the face: "very beautiful, more beautiful than Jin."

The life in the mountains didn't wash his lead, but it looked more pink and tender. Shangguan Yu and I were sad. Why didn't we become more and more beautiful.

He doesn't look like a man in his twenties at all. He takes a great advantage in appearance.

After buying several steamed stuffed buns, he returned to the carriage. Lou poxie pulled the saddle and let the horse walk slowly outside the city.

I brought the steamed stuffed bun to his lips and he took a rude bite.

Several horses ran quickly. Lou poxie had sharp eyes and put down the picked up horn cloth vine.

"What's the matter?" I whispered.

He grabbed my waist and held it tight: "I'll show you later."

After a while, he slightly opened the window: "look at the first snow."

I looked closer. It was ruofeng and there were several strong people.

I was a little afraid. He hugged me and whispered, "don't be afraid. I'm afraid that yeluzhong doesn't believe it. If you come to find someone, just find it. Not many people in the world know we're alive."

"Yelv is heavy. He's fine. I couldn't get out if he didn't open one eye."

He kissed my face: "I've already seen that he's different from you."

I sighed: "even if I go out now, I don't know whether they recognize me. After so many years, and I have a child, I must be a lot older."

"Who said, Ni chuxue is becoming more and more beautiful."

"Really? I knew I'd buy a mirror."

"Of course it's true. Chuxue is so cute."

I nodded and he said, "chuxue, give me a daughter."

He added: "I like such a comfortable life and like to have you with me. I don't think about the first snow and any ambitions. I just want to see you laugh all my life."

"I don't want to be alone. It's too uncomfortable. My heart is empty every day. I don't know what to do. No one can replace you, chuxue."

He whispered and took me into his arms.

I know that his past and his persistence are only me.

I nodded softly, "OK."

He smiled happily, tore off the steamed stuffed bun and stuffed it into my mouth.

I haven't found any inns. Probably some people have come to these places. At night, they drive the carriage aside, sleep in the carriage, and drive on in the morning.

With him, I'm not afraid at all. I often can't distinguish between day and night.

Out of Yunze, he had the courage to let go. Instead of taking the water route, he went all the way to Qinhuai by land.

When I stayed in the inn, I asked for a guest room. My face was a little red, but I didn't refuse.

Kissing, all the way down, let me a little fascinated.

The black hair scattered around my neck is his. His body is very sensitive after giving birth to a child. He gets hot as soon as he pulls it out.

He kissed every part of my body in worship, and I seemed to be back in the palace that night.

Some fear, he grabbed my hand, wrapped my fingers, kissed my earlobe: "chuxue, if you feel bad, I won't continue."

I turned my face and gently kissed his face: "evil."

He smiled, held my face and kissed me. When I was confused, he entered me. He roared, "early snow, I can't help it."

After all, at this point, I let it go.

Wipe the sweat on his face: "then don't bear it."

In his beautiful eyes, he only saw my reflection. He leaned down, kissed my Jiao Yin and danced.

His lips were red and fragrant. He couldn't put me down. He couldn't bear to sleep and kissed me.

My heart was hot and tears came out gently.

He sucked, "did I hurt you?"

"No. I just want to cry."

"Silly girl." he smiled, grabbed my palm and took me to heaven.

The next day, he took me into the carriage in a refreshing way. He had a sore back all day and didn't dare to cry, but he knew and rubbed it gently.

"If we had children the first time, we would be old now," he said

I was stunned, but I still thought of those. If I had children, I didn't know what it would be like.

All the way to Qinhuai, he found a remote inn to live in. When I got to the door of Yan house, I was already very afraid. I didn't dare to come forward if he wanted to hold me.

I don't know. What has become here?

Tell the man at the back door to call the nanny. He looked at Lou poxie and me and went in.

Before long, the old and withered figure made me happy.

When she got to the door, her old eyes were full of tears.

I also cried. Lou poxie held my shoulder and said calmly, "go out and talk. It's more convenient outside."

Outside, the nurse hugged me: "Xueer, my Xueer."

I nodded, burst into tears and smiled: "I am your Xueer."

"Yes, my little Xueer, you've been there for a long time and don't come back. The nanny will return later."

"Nanny, I'm sorry."

"They all say you're dead, I believe it. My little Xueer won't go earlier than the nanny. My little Xueer will come back to see me again." she muttered to herself, wiping her tears as she spoke.

I think I have to see her for a long time. After only a few years of scenery, the nanny has become so old.

"Xueer is back." she smiled and cried, "I've been there for a long time."

"Yes, nanny, he is. He is Xueer's husband." I look at Lou poxie.

He smiled at us and called after me, "nanny."

The nanny's face looked again at her very picky eyes, then nodded admiringly and smiled: "OK, OK, you deserve my little Xueer, but you should be nice to little Xueer."

"I will," he said cautiously.

"Xueer, the master will be very happy." she wiped her tears.

I was stunned and said, "nanny, I don't want my father to know. It's not good to know more."

After all, it's officialdom, not that I don't believe it, but that I don't want Lou poxie's identity to leak out.

Nanny smiled: "of course, Xueer eloped with him. Don't go. Nanny still has some body and money. Let you do some business in Qinhuai."

She thought I was running with the poor.

I looked at Lou poxie. He sighed and said, "nanny, Xueer is at home and has a child, so she can't stay here for a long time."

The nurse stared again: "my miss has given birth to a child."

I'm a little embarrassed. I still nod.

She looked at Lou poxie with warning: "you can't be wronged, our young lady. At least she is also a daughter. You must not be your concubine."

Lou poxie smiled and took my shoulder: "chuxue is my wife, only she."

"That's good." she narrowed her eyes and smiled.

Thousands of words, it seems that there is no way to speak.

A carriage came to Yan house, and I subconsciously took the nanny and Lou poxie to one side. I turned my face sideways. Before long, I saw a woman getting off the horse and painting with the help of the girl. The gorgeous woman was still wearing a Taoist robe and pear incense. She looked much better.

"Nanny, we'll stay a few more days in the inn behind the corner of Qin bridge."

"OK, I'm ready, ready, take a good look at Xueer's husband." I wonder if the nanny should be fully armed and take out all her clothes.

Even then, we want to see it here for a few more days and then go back. It's almost the same as Shangguan Yu's home at the same time.

Home, our warm home together.

When I sent the nanny in, I thought there was something in the attic looking at me, but as soon as I looked up, I couldn't see anything.

Lou poxie took my hand, righted the low straw hat with one hand, and said softly, "let's go, buy some brushes and paper, and see the Qinhuai fat bamboo thin branches and green shade in your mouth in the afternoon."

I looked back in a hurry. The eyes in the small attic looked at me hard.

I looked at Lou poxie: "Xie, I think it's better to go back earlier. Did you see that Lixiang went home just now?"

He nodded: "well, don't use exogenous skills."

Rented a boat to draw between Fu Ye.

He picked lotus seeds within reach, peeled them one by one, and then fed them to me.

As I drew, he shook slowly, as easily as in the clouds.

"First snow. If I have the next life, I must live here."

"It's much better than in the palace, isn't it?" I chuckled and made another stroke.

"I'm afraid, in your eyes, I yearn so much. First snow, I really want to live here."