Chapter 236

"Your body is also dirty. You should hold it. Wash it and hold it again. Xiaojin, come on, Dad."

In the evening, Shangguan Yu kicked me out in the name of taking Xiaojin to sleep. He smiled and said, "chuxue, you promised him to have a daughter for him. I don't want to know who the child is."

I walked in the yard with a red face and blinked at the autumn stars all over the sky.

How can he laugh at me like this? I'm sitting in the yard, alone and cold. I don't dare to knock on the door of the broken evil building.

Looking at the windows on both sides, the lights are on. Why am I standing under the tree alone.

I shouted, "I'll cook something to eat. Which of you wants to eat."

"Ni chuxue, you're nervous. Xiaojin woke you up." Shangguan Yu pushed open the window and closed it again.

Lou poxie saw me and looked straight at me. I was embarrassed.

He came out: "I'll watch the stars with you in the yard."

"Go to bed." I summoned up all my courage, pulled him into the room.

Lying on his bed, however, I was too timid to look at him.

He smiled and hugged me from behind: "chuxue, don't think too much."

I looked up at his face: "I said I didn't care, but I,,"

"Well, I know. Stop talking and go to bed earlier." he just kissed my face and hugged me to sleep.

I breathed out. It really needed a lot of courage.

There are only two people outside. I can accept him. Now, I feel embarrassed. Maybe I will get used to it slowly.

Holding his waist, in the stable breath, I also looked at his handsome face and smiled slightly. These two men love me very much.

I think if Lou poxie didn't pull me recklessly and let me slow down, fall on the tree and fall down again, otherwise, I couldn't live anymore. Even if I survived, I couldn't give birth to the people I love.

I think I want to have a child for Lou poxie. Whether it's a son or a daughter, it must be as beautiful as him.

I don't know. Lou poxie and I went to Qinhuai, which will attract Xiaojing and Shangguan's so-called four-year disaster.

After more than a year, I began to experience the pain of production again. This time, I had been in pain for three days and nights and had not been born yet.

Lou poxie had already collapsed and could only hold my hand. He couldn't say anything and could do nothing. He just wanted to hold me and alleviate my pain.

Jin'er was also scared to cry. Shangguan Yu kept telling me to hold on.

After a while of suffering, finally, everything ended the pain in the child's cry.

Shangguan Yu said, what a big golden light, this child must be an extraordinary man.

I don't know anything. The pain is killing me.

"It's a daughter." evil kissed my forehead: "thank you, chuxue."

He even cried. His hot tears fell on my forehead. He quickly wiped them off: "first snow, first snow."

I smiled softly. I couldn't stand the pain for so many days.

What a beautiful daughter. She is tender and tender. Her little face is like a broken evil building. She is so small. She looks very cute. As soon as she opens her eyes, the glittering brilliance is clear in black and white. In a gentle blink, it hurts people.

As a result, Shangguan Yu held and coaxed all day, and xiaojin'er also quarreled to hold his sister.

In my life, I have nothing else to ask for.

Lou poxie gently combed my hair and said with a smile, "chuxue, daughter, give me a name."

"Yes, it's so cute." Shangguan Yu hugged and approached again, followed by Shangguan Jin at his feet.

He came over and shouted in my arms, "Mom, I want my sister, I want to hold my sister."

"When jin'er is older, jin'er can play with her sister." how happy I am. I close my eyes and hear these smiles, my heart is full.

"Think of a name. I'll get the red paper and write it." Shangguan Yu suggested.

I shook my head: "I'd better not. To be honest, I can see the Yu written by your doctor. The evil words are good-looking. Let him write them. I'll draw a picture for you all and leave a souvenir."

As soon as Lou poxie knocked on my head, he hugged me and said, "what's left to commemorate? Give me a name. My daughter's name should sound better."

"The building is broken." Shangguan Yu said hatefully.

Lou poxie looked at him with fierce eyes: "nonsense."

"Call yue'er." I looked at Lou poxie: "I hope she will always be happy."

He read low and his eyes were wet. Knowing that I wanted to make up for his previous loneliness, he nodded: "call Le'er, Lou Le'er."

"Jin'er, come and call sister Le'er." he said moved.

Little jin'er was tired of it in my arms and excitedly called, "sister Le'er."

Sometimes Lou Po Xie sat under the tree and looked at it blankly and smiled gently. The tenderness in the corners of his eyes was flowing like water.

I like painting again. I paint every corner of the yard carefully.

I drew down everyone's growth.

I want to write down all these.

I don't know why.

When xiaole'er stumbled to learn to walk, her beautiful eyes were the same as those of Lou poxie. She also liked to be coquettish. Shangguan Yu hurt her to the bone. Fortunately, Xiaojin was not jealous.

I taught him to protect his sister. At a young age, he squatted and jumped under the guidance of Lou poxie every day.

With children, the yard is much more lively and restless all day. I like it.

In the twinkling of an eye, four years have come. My heart is lifted, but it always makes happiness plug again.

What is robbery? We don't know. No one will mention it.

In recent years, I haven't blushed or quarreled. I like to listen to the children fighting in the yard, which makes up for the unhappy childhood and lonely childhood of the three of us.

"Niang." the pathetic cry called me back.

I packed porridge and went out. When I saw the joy of sitting on the ground, my saliva kept flowing. I learned to call my father and mother.

Wipe the nose water: "Le'er is good. Come and have some porridge. My father will come back. Jin'er, don't run away. My mother has a headache. Why don't you look at my sister."

"Mom, dad said, you have to run fast to grow fast." he kept running.

"Who said, come here." I waved, wiped his sweat and fed him some porridge.

Both are my sweethearts.

Le'er holds the bowl in both hands and won't let me feed jin'er. At a young age, she learned to spoil her alone.

Xin'er spread out his palm: "Mom, this is sugar. I left it for my mom."

I smiled and looked at Le'er drooling. Looking at jin'er's eyes, I bit the sugar open, half to jin'er and half in my mouth.

Le'er stretched out her hand and grabbed: "Mom, mom."

When I got close to her mouth, she stretched out her mouth and wanted sweet sugar.

I walked away and stretched out my hand to tease her: "come on, happy boy, come here."

She looked left and right, saw that jin'er also squatted beside me, took a small step, took two steps, and rushed in.

I held her and smiled, feeding sugar into her mouth: "if you eat again, your teeth won't grow."

She is so cute that everyone loves her very much.

Jin'er took out a sugar from his pocket and said, "Mom, jin'er still has it."

"Who gave it to you? Didn't my mother tell you? You can't eat too much sugar."

The door opened with a squeak. I thought it was Shangguan Yu who came back. Without raising his head, he said, "snow, come back."

However, jin'er didn't happily call his father, but depended on me.

And Le'er didn't get excited.

I looked up and saw the boy. He was familiar, but I didn't know who he was.

I frowned and said, "who are you looking for?"

His beautiful eyes looked at me for a long time. I felt strange. I recalled it carefully. In my mind, I didn't know this teenager. I seldom went out in the mountains these four years.

Is it Xie and Yu's friend? It's not like that. They don't make friends, let alone tell people that they live here.

The seclusion life is plain and comfortable, and no one will break it.

He watched it for a long time before he whispered, "aunt."

Aunt, how long is this term? It's called out from his.

A flash of light came into my mind. I cried in surprise, "Xiaojing."

He nodded and passed, but looked at the two children coldly.

Xin'er was a little afraid and shrank behind me, while Le'er narrowed her eyes and was about to cry.

I quickly pacify: "don't cry, don't cry, happy, mother hurts you."

"Aunt," he raised his voice.

I smiled. I don't know how to say this. I used to hurt Xiaojing, but now I have my life. I don't want anything to disturb it.

"Xiaojing, how did you come here? Sit down first and my aunt will pour you a glass of water." I picked up the joy of fear and led Xiaojin into the room.

But Xiaojing held me, with a black face: "aunt, the emperor asked me to come to you."

I turned pale: "Xiaojing, wait a minute." Shangguan Yu and Lou poxie were coming back.

They went to collect the bee for water.

"Aunt, come with me now and don't go back to the palace," he said.

"Xiaojing, I won't go back. Can you be an aunt if you die?" I didn't beg me much, but I wanted to beg Xiaojing when I was dead.

He shook his head and said in a low voice, "aunt, I've never been when you die. I always feel that you live in the world. I went to Qinhuai. Yin Lixiang told me that you're still alive, I've been looking for you and found here."

"Xiaojing, do you want to be happy?" I asked softly.

"Aunt, I like you," he said.

Very light, very light. I opened my mouth wide and looked at him in disbelief.

"Aunt, I like you since I was a child. Aunt, you come with me." he pulled me.

Xiaojin pulled his hand hard. As soon as he pushed, Xiaojin fell to the ground.

I went to help Xiaojin with heartache, but he grabbed my hand: "go now."

I waved hard: "Xiaojing, what are you doing? I'm your aunt. I can't."