Chapter 247

"Evil, I'm fine. I know that no matter how I think, I'm still ashamed. For him, I can only say that it's fate and no share. I can't say I'm sorry for him. That's to discredit all his efforts and my previous love for him. I don't know what to say." I'm a little confused in my heart.

He gently stroked my face with one hand: "it's my fault, that's it."

"I'm also wrong, so it's so hard to punish us." I looked at the sky.

He sighed gently: "he is a lonely and proud person. I don't know what I can give you, but I just like you. I think I can only look at you in the dark, see you comfortable, see you happy, see you happy, and then I have greed and strong greed. No matter what's wrong, let me bear it. There's no other reason, just want you happy."

As soon as I bit his finger, I didn't give up. The faint smell hit my throat. I'm also a selfish person.

I was responsible for Shangguan and his deep love. The sweetness on my back is heavy. I chose it. I have no regrets. I can only feel guilty. Then, I wish Shangguan to find a good and good person.

"In and out, are people, but not the people I want. Everyone's smile is their most beautiful, but not what I want to see." he said gently: "chuxue, I think I'm leaving the capital."

I was surprised. Why is it like this?

He jumped down, took me to sit under the tree, rolled my hair in his hand, and slowly pulled him forward.

Some reluctantly said, "didn't you see it today? Has the Empress Dowager's attitude changed a lot?"

I nodded. My hair hurt a little and I had to get close to him.

"That's it." he pressed my head down on his knee and gently stroked my face. I felt comfortable and wanted to sleep.

He said, "the Empress Dowager has an imperial edict in her hand."

I opened my eyes and looked at him.

He smiled: "I don't care about this. I think this is one of the reasons why the imperial brother forbids you, and I don't want anything. If I want the throne, I won't wait until now. I know freedom and freedom. I don't like being in the palace. When I leave Chongge palace, I don't give up. There is your shadow."

"Fool." I smiled gently. I only lived there for a period of time, but it was very important to him.

"It's inconvenient to leave and enter the palace, so it's hard to see you, but leaving also solves some constraints for me."

"I want you to leave. I'm afraid it will take a long time to leave the palace. I can't go out. You're outside. You're my eyes. Help me see where the world is the most beautiful. When I go out, don't waste time. Just rush over and let me see enough."

I want him to be happy. He's lonely outside. In fact, he won't be happy.

He is not me. He has no friends and confidants. He doesn't even talk much. It used to be the same. He always looked back and didn't hum. When he said something, he felt so embarrassed, because he didn't say anything before. Slowly, in his eyes, he saw desire, hope and brilliance.

It was also a period of time together that he would say more words.

When I'm in the palace, if I don't talk for a day, I always feel that no matter how I look for happiness, I still force a smile.

I looked at him quietly, and he smiled, "OK, I'll look at it."

"I'll miss you," I said.

He lowered his head and gently printed a kiss on my face: "thank you, chuxue. I have to leave. I want you to get out of the palace quickly. I think it's beautiful that we can work together, whether it's farming or mulberry picking."

"It's better to leave. There are too many beautiful ladies in the capital." I pretended to be worried.

He pinched my nose: "they are all people, just people, nothing else."

Oh, it's really so simple. They are all people, just people. No one will let him remember.

He lowered his head: "I'm even more upset. Brother Huang's treatment of you is not just used to involve me. Then once I hang up the official and leave, it's no use for him to imprison you. Chuxue, brother Huang likes you."

"Hehe, it's too late."

He smiled and hugged me. "Fortunately, you still heard me."

"Lou poxie, you are not an ordinary hateful. Yuzhen poisons. You don't ask or tell until you check." he was still there, as if he wanted to kill me.

"Chuxue, I'm sorry. In my heart, I pay more attention to family affection."

"I see, I'll pay more attention to you." otherwise, with his strength and intelligence, how could he fail to let the emperor take the initiative to marry me to him?

But at that time, many things must have changed.

Once one side loses, it will be a lot of disappointments.

"Chuxue, I will miss you very much. I want to go to the north. That place is arrogant and generous. There, do something that belongs to me, and you can have no worries in the future."

"What about you?"

"Me?" he was stunned.

I nodded: "yes, what about you? Evil, why do you always think more about others? Don't you have anything to do and realize?"

He shook his head: "yes, it's far away, so I don't want to think about it."

"Tell me." I want to know.

He leaned on my shoulder and said softly, "I don't want anything. I just want a home with a warm home and Ni chuxue's home."

It's too simple, but I'm also looking forward to it. My heart softened.

Life in the world, work hard for a lifetime, for what? It's a home.

"Chuxue, I'm most worried about you. You don't understand the things in the palace. I don't want you to understand. It will make you unhappy, but."

"Don't worry, your imperial brother, won't let me die." I smiled. "Besides, don't worry. You see, you've found a good marriage in the 19th century. If your royal brother doesn't care about brotherhood at all, it's useless, isn't it? After all, it's an old saying that you can't kill your own brother. Although you're on guard, you don't have bad thoughts."

"How can you understand, chuxue? Your faith is too kind."

"Well, I don't understand. I don't want to understand. Anyway, I will be very careful. Because there is no you in the palace, I have no one to help me. I have to be careful. I have to learn to protect myself and take care of myself, don't I?"

There was a appreciative smile in his eyes: "yes."

He took my hand and wrote three words "upstairs breaking evil" on the palm of his hand.

Some trembled: "will you really wait for me all your life?"

He nodded and was very cautious: "chuxue, if you want to think of me, think of me more, be greedy, be greedy again."

Hold me tightly, my heart is so sour and not greedy, as long as he lives well, I don't ask him anything! I want him to live well.

"Bark, bark." Yuanyuan also sobbed.

I suddenly realize that I really want to separate. I don't know when I can see you again. I don't know if I can really see you again.

"Chuxue, I want to take you away too. I keep you in Chongge palace for a moment of greed, and then regret my long helplessness."

"It's a little poetic. Those you wrote are still funny. It's unique."

I stood up, isn't it just separation? He left for a long time. How many decisions were made suddenly? I didn't know?

I exhaled, "what do I have to do?"

"What are you doing?" he asked.

"Draw a picture of me for you. Don't forget me. I haven't drawn a picture of me yet?"

He lowered his head and rubbed his hands. "To tell you the truth, I still have your face on my hand."

I smiled: "to tell you the truth, the prince asked me to draw your charming face and send it to Daliao. It's best to let a princess of Daliao marry you directly and make you reconcile."

"Did you draw it?"

"There is no painting. It's too beautiful to start."

For some reason, there was no painting at that time, although I hated him at that time. Later, when I wanted to draw again, I made some changes to him.

I turned to look at him and said shallowly, "if you see the officer, thank him for me."

"What if he doesn't accept it?" he asked nervously.

"Let Lou poxie be an ox and a horse and return his love." who told him to abduct me? "Well, that's it. This time, you go first." I don't want to look back. There's nothing.

He just looked at me deeply and turned away.

I deeply imprinted my back into my eyes. I will try my best to remember, remember.

He looked back and I smiled at him.

When his figure disappeared, I sat on the ground with my knees in my arms. When I looked back, was my face white?

At that time, can I look at her like this again?

What is love? It seems hard to last long. I thought I would spend my whole life with shangguanyu. However, I was still excited about loupo evil.

When Lou broke his evil heart, he was tired and tired. Or find one that can give him a home, a home of laughter and warmth. Can I say that he is ungrateful?

I don't know how long I can go and whose promise I can make.

Send him away happily and bury your heartache under your knees.

Holding Yuanyuan, my eyes were burning and gently wiped away my tears.

"In the future, it's a long, long time. It's something I can't think of. Yuanyuan, I want to go with him." but I can't go.

Hold it, bury your face in white and soft hair, and cry out the tears in your heart.

I can be a senior official, and he can also be a senior official. How long, how far and how heavy is the feeling? What else is there when I am excited?

I'm upset. I don't know why? Is it because I care too much about him?

Oh, Ni chuxue can't cry like this. Once she is sad, she will be bored here endlessly.

Here, I don't know how long it will take. That test can only say that your heart is unpredictable.

Dry your tears, take a big breath and walk to the palace in a low voice.

The lights in the night fluttered and glittered. I watched them quietly. That time I watched the lanterns, which was suitable for breaking evil spirits in the building. The half mask suddenly broke. Would it be my dream.