Chapter 249

"What am I keeping you for?" he said to himself.

I went a little far. He shouted, "Ni chuxue, get out of here. I don't want to see you like a dead man again."

"Really roll?" I asked with some surprise.

"Roll, roll as far as you can." he was angry.

My heart was trembling. Is this to let me out of the palace?

I ran outside the room. He grabbed me faster and held me firmly: "what's the hurry? Do you want to reincarnate?"

Buried his head on my shoulder, my neck, printed with some damp heat. Only their hearts beat loudly.

"Ni chuxue, I don't like your unhappy appearance. It's not what I want." he said difficultly.

I pressed down my excitement: "thank you for your success. The emperor will find his own happiness."

"It's hard, I tried." he held it tighter.

"Emperor, happiness is your own, not who gave it to you. Chuxue thanks the emperor for his kindness. If chuxue's happiness can make the emperor feel happy, chuxue will be very happy and happy."

He sighed, "really? Are you fooling me?"

I shook my head: "no, Emperor. In fact, you are a good emperor. It is your credit for the stability of Yan Dynasty."

"Since childhood, I am not as good as this brother and nothing. Tell me why you like him. Am I not as good as him?"

I chuckled: "Emperor, you and I met first at the beginning, and we were also very happy, weren't we. Chu Xue hated him very much. He always scolded me, always wanted me to know my duty, and wanted to break my wings. I told him that only those who didn't want to fly, not those who didn't dare to fly, could trap me. You're not inferior to him, but you and him , it's fundamentally different. How can we compare everything? "

"I just like you at that time!" he hugged tightly.

"Emperor, I shouldn't like him, because Shangguan Yu has been waiting for me. You don't know how he fought on the battlefield. Yelu grabbed me again. As long as he thought, he and I can not only stay together, but also get a lot of power. Chu Xue likes his indifference, his bloodthirsty for the Yan Dynasty, or when he is in the palace I've fallen in love with him for no other reason. I've fallen in love with him all my life. "

He gently put it away: "chuxue, I don't want anything else. I just want to keep you by my side and let you accompany me. I also want you to be my confidant."

I know, he thought: "emperor, God will not leave you. You are promising, emperor, and you will have your own happiness. It is more worthwhile than what you are given."

"Chuxue, you go. Break my fingers one by one and walk without looking back. Even if you look back, I won't want to let you go. When I think of it tomorrow, I may regret it again."

"Thank you, Lou Po RI." I gently grabbed his fingers, one by one, wet and hot.

He sighed gently. Every finger was sighing, and then gradually, it moved away.

"I'm just for you. Have you considered for the emperor, chuxue?" he kissed me on the face quickly: "go."

I carried my skirt and flew to the outside of the palace. I knew that I couldn't open the front and back doors at this time. I could only go out from the side door. There were bright stars outside, but I was no lonelier than Xingzi in the palace.

I think I'm crazy. Out of the side door, it's dark outside.

Where am I going? I don't know how wide the sky is and how big the earth is. Where is the evil of building destruction?

However, I don't want to stop at all. It's too close to the palace.

I'm running on the dark street. I'm not tired at all. I think the farther I run, the better. I don't dare to be too happy. It seems incredible.

When I followed him to the side door, my father-in-law said, "you can't leave the palace without a special token so late."

Naturally, I couldn't wait until dawn. I couldn't wait for a moment. I said hastily, "the emperor let me go."

He still won't open, and I have nothing to rely on. Do you want to wait? Or go back and ask for a token. Can you still go?

Duke Chen came from far away and made me prick every pore. I was so afraid that he would say, Ni chuxue, the emperor asked you to go back. I stared at him and he sighed: "the emperor has an order to let her out of the palace."

He relaxed and smiled at him, "thank you, father-in-law Chen."

He waved: "if you go, it's OK. It won't affect the emperor any more. Let's go and go away. Our family will suffer less."

The darkness is endless, but my heart is clear.

There is nothing I miss in the palace, but where am I going? I don't know.

Lou poxie refused the official and didn't even ask for the palace in the city.

Tired of running, I hid in the dark alley, where I sighed low. Where am I going to find him.

In the north, it's not just him. He hasn't been away for a long time. I can't find him.

Oh, I'll go back to Qinhuai and wait for him. Otherwise, I'm afraid I'll miss it again.

I have missed too many things in my life. I don't want to miss anything again. I'd rather wait for him than miss it.

I looked at the sky with a silly smile and felt so silly. The sky will light up soon.

I'm free, really free. I laugh and want to cry. Thank Lou Po RI. He finally figured it out.

However, I didn't find Lou poxie so soon. He thought that I would be trapped in the palace for a long time, because he saw the love in the emperor's eyes. He retreated to advance and kept away from the emperor to see clearly that he didn't want anything.

If the Yan Dynasty has no buildings to break evil, how can it be so? Don't the emperor think about it?

However, for more than a month, he had already disappeared.

Fingertips are hot. I cover my face. It's also hot. I'm so happy.

At dawn, I left, took off all my palace clothes outside, found a place to throw them away. Anyway, it was hot.

But I have no money. It's a little difficult to get to Qinhuai.

What's the big deal? The cannibal place in the palace can live. The household ore is outside. It's huge.

When I passed Shangguan medicine shop, I sighed in my heart. I took a look and left. I don't want to bother Shangguan anymore. I owe him a lot.

One hand grabbed my shoulder: "why, don't you go in and sit down."

Some tears floated up. I turned my head and smiled, "Shangguan Yu."

He smiled, but he was very haggard and old. He was really old.

My nose is sour: "I'm sorry."

He pulled up a bitter smile: "I'm afraid to hear you say this, but you said it."

"Shangguan, I'm leaving." I wiped my tears and smiled at Shangguan. Don't let my tears make Shangguan sad again. I also saw that the love in his eyes was so deep.

It's not that I don't love Shangguan. It's just that I love loupo evil deeply. I can only bear him.

"OK," he said briefly, and finally breathed out, "get out of there, good."

"Are you going alone?" he asked.

I nodded: "yes, I go back to Qinhuai. It's my home. I've been walking for so long. I have to go back and have a look. I miss my family."

"Just in time, we have a batch of medicine to be transported there. Let's go together. It's not safe for you to go on the road alone."

"No, Shangguan, I,,"

He raised his eyebrows: "can't you even be a friend?"

I saw the injury in his eyes and shook my head: "I don't mean that. I just, oh, thank you."

He grabbed my hand: "that's good. We can't go to the medicine shop. Let's go out of the city first and wait outside the city."

He still knew me so well that I didn't want to stay in the capital for another moment. He took my hand and left, holding it very tight, very tight.

People began to get more and more. He was in front and blocked me away without a step. I saw his tall back. I didn't turn my head and felt uncomfortable. I'm really sorry for Shangguan. He's the one who hurts the most.

Outside the city, he didn't look back, but said, "wipe your tears, I don't like to see it."

I wiped it gently. He turned his head and sighed, "first snow, I can't wipe your tears anymore."

"Shangguan,,,"

He chuckled: "don't tell me I'm sorry. No one is wrong. I gave you up."

"May I know why?" I asked softly.

He was stunned: "didn't Lou poxie tell you?"

I shook my head. He didn't tell me anything. I can only try not to think of shangguanyu, so that I won't feel guilty to death.

He patted me on the shoulder and leaned against the wall with me to feel the thick city and the cool wind.

"He is a good man, chuxue. I will be happy if you want to be happy."

I nodded. Why is Shangguan so good? So good?

"Chuxue, don't ask why. We didn't have fate. We missed it long ago when we were in Qinhuai. It's mine. I can't run away, not mine. I can't catch it." he said faintly.

Low voice, how much pain is condensing. I owe him.

How long and how big it will take him to fill up these injuries.

"It's my fault, but I can only say I'm sorry." I can't love him anymore.

He understood what I meant, turned around and smiled at me: "Chuxue, you are still the same. I like your persistence. Chuxue, the most difficult day has passed. In fact, how to say it? When you moved to him in the palace, I already felt it. I tried to calm down and wanted you to remember my good, but I couldn't stop a heart. Chuxue, don't feel guilty. It's not your fault. Really, it was arranged by God, okay?"

I shook my head and tears began to fall again.

I know, anyway, I have to talk to the Shangguan.

When I was at the border, too much energy was focused on Lou poxie. I was always worried about him.