Not to be doubted, I looked at Pear Fragrance.
She bit her lips and stretched out her tender white hands, slapping herself in the face. The crisp sound made my heart ache, I could almost see my father's sad face, as an elder sister, I actually beat my younger sister.
Pear Fragrance's intentions aside, she's my sister. I don't think the Seventh Prince has this kind of kindness when he doesn't say how much he wants to fight.
There was not a single tear in her eyes. She bit her lips tightly to prevent herself from crying out.
I hurt her and she slapped me as if she were hitting me.
I knelt down. "Your servant requests Seventh Prince to forgive Pear Fragrance. This is all the fault of Pear Fragrance. Please punish your servant, Seventh Prince."
Kneeling on the ground, he didn't dare to look him in the eye.
There was a swish and I looked up and saw the picture in his hand, divided in two.
The sound, like a knife, was slowly cutting through my heart, and the pain was so intense that I could barely breathe.
It was a Heavenly Jewel that I had painted almost all night, something I had been so excited to give to Shangguan Bing.
I know that the seventh prince doesn't have a good impression of me, but tearing apart my painting really hurts, really hurts.
It was so heavy and stuffy that I couldn't breathe. It was so heavy that I almost suffocated.
That painting, dropped on the ground, as if my heart also fell hard on the ground, my blood and sweat.
As if he didn't feel anything, his tears rolled down his face and he even heard the slap coming from Pear Fragrance's mouth.
The Seventh Prince's hawk-like eyes looked at me coldly. He wanted to see through me and see through me to the point that my blood was dripping. "As a palace maid, do you recognize yourself?"
Wasn't it to punish me? Seventh Prince, you've really hurt me. The little sister I care about the most, the painting I care about the most.
He slashed at my chest like a knife.
I deeply swallowed the pain in my heart. "This servant understands."
"It's good as long as you recognize me. Get up." he said coldly.
I will not get up.
He stepped through the picture, as if he were stepping on my heart, and I heard it, the sound of the scratches, and the tears just slipped down without a sound.
"Stop, get the hell back here and recognize yourself. Although you think you have some looks, if you provoke it like this, the crow's feathers won't be able to shake off its black hue no matter what. Within the palace, there are its own rules."
Riko stopped and kowtowed. "This servant thanks Seventh Prince for his guidance."
I looked back at her, as stubborn as ever, still refusing to cry, my face red, the blood trickling from my lips.
She stood up and left without looking back. Her small body was so straight.
Is the Seventh Prince going to humiliate us sisters like this? My heart ached as I looked at the painting. The moment I tore the painting apart, I felt that my own heart had also been torn apart. He was so heartless and cruel, he wanted me to see clearly what it was like for me.
He looked at her and said heartlessly, "This thing, burn it." A palace maid took the painting and went to the side.
I heard it, the sighing of the Heavenly Jewel. When it disappeared, I heard it, even the broken pieces were not left to me.
Seventh Prince, you want me to know my duty, you want me to know his ruthlessness.
Forget it, forget it if I tore the painting and burned it. This is just an external object. I am not one, so I can't draw anymore.
Although, I may have an extra heartache, less last night's excitement to paint, some mood, less, less style.
But what could he do? It's ruined, I'll never find it.
He turned into ashes and turned into smoke, bidding me farewell and scattering in all directions.
I brought water into the house. When Ning Fei saw me, she lightly said, "Chu Xue, don't mind it too much."
I knew what she was talking about, so I smiled at her in a way that said, "My lady, is there anything that matters? "If you continue to draw, you will have more."
Can I mind? The first Heavenly Jewel for Shangguan Bing, he's the Seventh Prince, do I mind? Could it be that I'm going to fight with him? Could it be that I want him to compensate me by pulling on his clothes?
He is the Seventh Prince, not to mention my painting, even if it were to take my life, I wouldn't be able to do anything about it.
His heart was cold and unfeeling, even more so than the crown prince's.
She leaned on the windowsill and looked at the scattering white flowers as she sighed. "How fast ah. Eight years have passed and I don't even know how I managed to get here. Chu Xue, when the time comes, I won't mistreat you."
I smiled lightly. "Many thanks, esteemed wangfei."
In the future, it would be hard to say what would happen after that. Shangguan Xue would find a way to get me out of the palace.
Whether or not I pitied Ning Concubine, I did not want to stay in the palace. This was not a good place.
No matter how much I like her, I still have my own life. I would never think about how I would have to serve someone all my life. I was also a miss in the past, and to be able to achieve such a peaceful state of mind, how much suffering have I suffered in my heart.
Everyone is selfish. They all have their own thoughts, but I can't do it. Loyalty is only for one master, because deep down, I don't consider myself as a servant. I'm always laughing and consoling myself as I slowly walk over.
Who doesn't want to be free, who doesn't want to be at ease, I am so yearning, nothing can stop me.
Flying Flower, Falling Leaf Flying Flower, after autumn, there would be no more flowers.
"Niangniang, Lin Si Ji told me to come to the palace in two days to help. Princess Jade Zhen is back, and the emperor will set up a banquet."
Esteemed Empress Ning thought for a moment before smiling. "You can go. There won't be any problem." When Princess Yuzhen grows up, it's time for her to get married. There will definitely be many distinguished people on that day.
I know what she meant by 'banquet'. The yearning in Esteemed Empress Ning's eyes was obvious, but she also thought that Lin Xin would attend, so why did she ask me to look for Lin Xin? He wasn't exactly familiar with it. He had only met it a few times before.
I don't know how to ask him for a favor, even when I think about it.
Shangguan Yuxing came in a hurry, and when he saw me at Madam Ning's hut, he also came in and sat down at the table after the ceremony.
After a while, the Seventh Prince came in as well.
When I served tea, Shangguan Bing smiled at me, but I didn't dare look him in the eye.
I accidentally kicked him to make him restrain himself. Otherwise, how would the Seventh Prince punish me?
Seventh Prince looked at me coldly, and I retreated to Ning Xiaoyao's side.
"I've only searched for half a day and finally found those herbs. I can force the poison out of my body today, but …" He lightly creased his brow as he looked at Ning Xiaoyao. "The Empress's body is still too weak. I'll have to take a good look at it for a few more days."
Ning Fei smiled. "Thank you for your trouble. I feel like there's a huge difference between now and before. I know what is the real meaning of being alive."
When he told the palace maid to steam the herbs he brought with him, I helped him with the acupuncture. When I saw her pale face and tightly gritting her teeth, I felt an excruciating pain that seeped into my bones.
No wonder, he would say that it was getting more and more painful. Fortunately, today was the end, so he didn't have to suffer anymore.
The pain in my heart is well hidden. Besides Ning Xiaoyao, no one else will know.
Shangguan Bing, I wanted to make him happy. I've never spent so much time at night painting a painting. Then don't tell him. How could the Seventh Prince not understand such a thing?
Since the day I entered the palace, I had some complaints, probably blaming the Seventh Prince for hurting me.
No matter how much Seventh Prince wants to prevent me from getting close to him, he can't always stay here. He has his own business after all, so he wants me to recognize my role.
After applying the needles on Senior Servant Chen, I entered my room one after the other.
The green lotus was still as fragrant as before.
"You have something on your mind?" Shangguan Yu raised her brows and asked.
He could actually see that it was not easy to disguise himself in front of Shangguan Bing.
"Not bad." I smiled at him.
"Didn't you sleep last night?" He frowned at me.
I heaved a sigh. "How can you be a doctor? Are you all so ignorant?"
"It's still too young to lie to me. Just be good and don't cry out in pain. " With some affection, he joked.
I lay down and he gave me the needle and I had to start from the neck again. I pushed my hair aside and said, a little fearfully, "Don't hurt too much, okay, I'm afraid it will hurt."
He leaned close to my ear and whispered, "Last night, did you become a thief?" "My mind is so weak."
"Oh, no, don't ask me. I can't sleep. It's wider than the width of Qin Huai's water. "
The stinging needle almost made me scream. "Shangguan, are you taking revenge?"
"This is telling you, a doctor is the last person you should offend." His hand gently rubbed my neck, causing some tingling and lessening some of the pain. It made all my senses flutter.
"Shangguan, were you alright yesterday?" I asked softly.
"Nothing, just talking about the past." As he spoke, he gave another shot.
I asked carelessly, trying to find words, but I didn't dare to ask, so what happened after that?
He wanted to say, "Just say it, always keep it a secret from me, I won't know either."
After a long while, I finally finished the injection. I exhaled lightly and smiled tiredly, "You don't have to be afraid of the poison anymore. You really scared me to death."
"If there's a rash, it gets uglier and uglier." He chuckled. "Do you remember to drink the medicine? I added some licorice to it, so it won't be too hard."
"Shangguan, you always say I'm ugly. How am I ugly? I'm just not pretty." He was really unconvinced. From an ugly woman to an ugly woman, in his eyes and mouth, he had never lost the word 'ugly' before.
What did he suddenly understand? He pretended to laugh deeply. "Women should always look out for themselves, but you still have to be reminded. Otherwise, how would you remember your last name?"
After a while, he took a comfortable medicinal bath and even felt refreshed.
Just as they were lifting their lunches, someone came to deliver a decree for Shangguan Xue to dine in the palace.
What a great new prince consort! He hadn't reached that stage yet and the emperor thought so highly of him. He was truly extraordinary.
I chuckled, a little sour in my heart.