She clearly knew this was a sign of disappointment, but she still couldn't conceal the disappointment in her eyes.
It was just like her dream. She had clearly been dreaming this entire time, thinking a lot, constructing a lot of things, but she suddenly woke up midway.
The deep grief caused her face to turn pale and weak.
I couldn't bear it, but I remembered Lin's words. Don't be emotional.
Ning Xiaoyao could make people worry for her when she was sad, but when she needed to make use of something, she didn't hesitate to make plans even for those close to her. From that day on, she and I began to drift apart.
I really don't like her methods, so why is it impossible for her to be the same as before? They were separated by a layer of gauze and were no longer able to be intimate with each other. There was only the division of master-servant status. There was only the division of master-servant status.
I was extremely loyal to her. I wanted to take care of her and take pity on her. However, I can't really do anything that can be forgotten.
I will be a good man, but I will not be a good man.
"Yes." Ning Fei let out a long cry, causing her heart to break.
Lin Xin glanced at me with a smile on his face, then said shyly, "Lady Ning, tomorrow I will go to the Huangshan Mountains to draw the sea of clouds, to wish the Emperor a birthday celebration. With her help, this official will paint a more beautiful picture and capture a more wonderful Yellow Mountain and Cloud Sea. "When that time comes, the effects will surely be different if we were to deliver them to the emperor."
These words of his were quite mysterious. Sending them together as a gift? They should be giving the painting to esteemed wangfei as well, right?
If I hadn't guessed wrongly, the painting would have been done long ago.
He also sent it up and looked at it, but the emperor only doted on pear fragrance right now, so how could he remember the Ning Concubine from the Cold Palace? He waved his hand and left with a chuckle.
Go to Huangshan, can I? That's what I like, too.
Huang Shan did not even look at the clouds and sea when he returned. That was a fairyland. I did not know what kind of wondrous scenery it was.
Shangguan Bing had said, my sight, my world, is still not big enough, so what I drew was still not good enough.
I want to travel the world too, to paint the beautiful scenery of the world.
But before I could make it to my dreams, my home was ruined.
Can I leave the palace? Can I still go to the Yellow Mountain? My heart leaped.
I looked nervously at Lady Ning. She must have understood Lin Bei's words. Hurry up and agree, my heart is already flying, I want to go to Huangshan ah, to see the sea of clouds ah, to draw the sea of clouds ah.
In fact, I never put down the painting in my bones. I want to paint as much as I can.
Get rid of the palace, I can do my best in the painting, I can still find my happiness, my feverish dream.
Ning Fei looked at Lin Xin, "Huang Shan, is also far?"
"Exactly." "The Emperor loves the mountains of Huangshan the most, and the clouds of Huangshan the most," Lin said quietly.
"Do you really like it?" Concubine Ning said quietly.
I somewhat anxiously looked at Lin Xin, hurry up and persuade Ning Fei ah, my heart was stirred up, I can't calm down.
If not, I wish he'd never said it, so I wouldn't think about it.
As soon as his heart started pounding, it would beat like crazy.
Lin Xin chuckled: "Of course the emperor likes it. We should hand it over and draw more pictures. If the emperor wasn't busy with politics, I'm sure the emperor would have gone to the Huangshan Mountains to enjoy his magnificent appearance."
Ning Xiaoyao laughed lightly. "That's good." The beauty, wonder, beauty, and grandeur of a mountain like Huang, had always been a sight to behold in the world. "Go ahead."
With a light sound, I actually heard the sound of wings flapping.
At this moment, I really wanted to jump up and laugh. I really wanted to kneel down and thank Esteemed Empress Ning.
Tell her that I will help her and I will take good care of her.
However, the light wink from Lin Xin made me stand there quietly. I couldn't help but smile, and the corners of my lips couldn't help but rise.
"Early Snow." Ning Xiaoyao called lightly.
"Esteemed Ning Xiaoyao, please speak." My heart flowers, I feel particularly comfortable in this cold autumn. No matter what she said? I'll do my best to promise her. Sigh, Ni Chu Xue, it's not like you haven't been out of the house before, how could it be like this? I cursed myself. Why was it like a child? Little Jing was much calmer than she was before. I can't just say yes, Lin Xin said.
"You must draw the best, you must let the emperor like the best, you must do the best, you must listen to what Painter Lin says, you must let Painter Lin pick the best, do you understand?"
I nodded. "Understood, esteemed wangfei."
Hehe, Lin Xin, then I won't be polite, since you've come, then you have prepared a favor, and I will send it out for you. I agreed so readily.
Painting well, I am a palace maid, and Lin Bei's request is for me to ink.
Even though I knew he would let me draw it, and we would have a contest.
How could Ning Xiaoyao not know? I looked at Lin Xin with a smile in my eyes.
What was it? Gratitude is still the greatest. Friends, close friends, life is hard to come by a close friend, it's so good, so wonderful.
When we left the cold palace, Lin Xin shook his head and smiled at me.
I laughed heartily. "Yeah, when I heard that, I feel really happy. I can't help it even if I want to."
He looked at me lovingly. "You want to go out and take a look?"
I nodded my head vigorously. "Yes, I really want to, this palace wall is too high, no matter how I paint it, I can't draw this wall. "In the outside world, the scenery is much larger."
He smiled and walked in front, "I knew it. Ni Chuxue's intentions are no different from mine. Ni Chuxue, you have a close friend in life, and I'm satisfied with what I have."
"Lin Xin, why did you steal my words?"
"It's a mess." He pushed it back for me, looked at my face, shook his head, and said, "I knew you'd be happy, you'd go. Go back and pack up properly. Tomorrow morning, we will leave the palace. It'll take a while to get back and forth, right? "
"This is simply a dream. Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that I would be able to leave the palace and even go to the Yellow Mountain to draw." Did I start to step in the sea of clouds, I floated up.
He smiled helplessly, "Ni Chuxue, you have to show me what you can do when the time comes."
"Why not?" I laughed.
Raising my hand, the beautiful Heavenly Jewels make me even happier, it is really the source of my happiness! Wearing it, how can I be so lucky?
Thank you, Shangguan Yushi. If he knew I could go for a walk, he would be happy for me.
I was so excited that I couldn't sleep for the whole night. He tossed and turned, but couldn't fall asleep. The mountainous cloud was always floating in front of his eyes.
The next morning, I got up, packed up two pieces of clothing, and went to the small courtyard to wait for Lin Mo.
After waiting for a long time, he still had not come. It was now Lin Si Ji's turn.
I gently greeted him. Lin Si Ji curiously asked me, "Chu Xue, didn't you go to the Cold Palace?"
I couldn't help but laugh. "I don't need to go today."
Just as he was speaking, Lin Xin's voice sounded from outside: "Chu Xue, are you ready?"
I replied excitedly, "I'm ready. I'll be right out." He nodded at Lin Si Ji. "Sister Lin, Chu Xue will be leaving first."
I hurried in, grabbed my bundle, and went out.
Lin Si and his father-in-law were standing there. I smiled at him.
He took the bundle from my hand and gave it to the father-in-law, and we walked out side by side. A carriage was waiting there, and this was the first time I had left the palace.
There was a thin autumn mist all around, and the scenery was fresh and chilly.
Never in his wildest dreams would he have thought that he would still be able to leave the palace and see the mountains and seas in his dreams. Why do my mind start to wander before I go? Lin Xin sighed and shook his head at me.
I just can't help but want to laugh. I'm not like him, the wind won't blow.
I move when I blow, hehe. He climbed onto the carriage, lifted the curtain of the small window and looked into the palace.
For the first time, so happy to see, for the first time, so many, red high walls, glazed tiles, the distant rise and fall of the court, the rockery. Everything was beautiful like a dream, but this was only an illusion. Only after entering that dream did he realize that the dream wasn't as beautiful as it looked.
We weren't going through the main entrance, we were going through the back door.
I still remember coming in from here not long ago, the panic and confusion in my heart, the fear of the road ahead.
Fortunately, I, Ni Chuxue, am quite lucky to be able to know so many people.
The heavy door of the palace emitted a muffled sound when it was opened. It was so strange that it made people feel uncomfortable.
The bell in the belfry rang loudly, and I was accustomed to its mournful sound.
My heart quivered. I was about to leave. It was good to just take a look. I really wanted to be able to fly freely in the sky. I can't think too much. Otherwise, how can I stand the palace? I think about it all the time.
Shangguan Yu's words were too beautiful and enticing. I choose to be disappointed, do not bring hope, this way, I will not hurt so much. This way, disappointment won't hurt me much. I took it for him to say, just words, and I listened to him and I was happy.
There was only me, Lin Xin, an uncle, and a driver. It's just a casual trip anyway. I'm wearing palace maid clothes, so it's not good.
Lin Xin looked at it and said, "When we get to the street, I will give you another set. The cold autumn air is not a joke."
"Lin Xin, alas, I don't know what to say. I've been looking forward to it since yesterday."
"Enough, there's no need for you to say anything else. We're not here to play, but we need to draw the best." He looked at me and smiled. In his eyes, there was a faint doting, a deep smile that made people want to be enmeshed in it. Ah, Lin Xin, how could you give birth to such a good person. If it weren't for the fact that I had a Shangguan Bing in my heart, I would have been dreaming again.
I gave him a light punch and said smilingly, "My best friend."