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I raised my head and let the cold rain fall on my face. It was so comfortable. The rain could pour down all the warmth in the palace. He became lifeless and indifferent.

But no, if Shangguan Bing saw it, she wouldn't be happy.

I opened the umbrella and waited there in a daze. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and I was soaked from head to toe.

In this kind of weather, no court ladies or eunuchs would come out. Who wouldn't want to burn down in a warm room?

Tomorrow is the emperor's birthday celebration, there are a lot of things to prepare. Who cares what I look like standing here?

I don't know how long I waited, but my heart began to race. I looked up and around.

That white shadow was still as tall and big as before. It was him, it was Shangguan. How could he be so disappointing that the tears would flow down his face? He had not changed. He had become too haggard.

He looked at me, and I looked at him, and all the lovesick thoughts flew out of the woods.

He hurried over, and I gripped the umbrella with my fingers. I was scared, and I was looking forward to it.

He hugged me and opened the umbrella in my hand.

I don't know what kind of feelings it was, but both of my hands were hugging him tightly. It was the same familiar smell, the faint medicinal fragrance, and the cold rain.

As if not satisfied with the hug, he lowers his head, turns my hair behind my ear, and kisses my earlobe.

It was a scorching feeling, and I felt weak all over. I was scared, so what did I want to do? to pass on my thoughts.

"Shangguan." I called softly.

He kissed me gently on the side of my face. "Don't talk. Let me feel your presence."

His voice was husky and low, and I took his hand and looked steadily into his face.

He was still as handsome and as good-looking as ever. I looked at him greedily. "Shangguan, I believe in you."

"I want to kiss your lips." He suddenly said this.

It scared me. There was a lot of love in his eyes, a lot of torture.

It was nothing, the nurse said, to have a man kiss her on the cheek. When a girl's face was born, they would kiss once they were close relatives. You can't let a man kiss you on the mouth, that's your husband.

I shook my head and kissed him on the cheek, trembling.

He laughed. My head was burning when I was buried in his arms.

He ran his hand gently through my hair and whispered, "Beginning snow, beginning snow."

I looked up at him and smiled.

His fingers caressed my face lovingly as he said, "Ni Chuxue, I like you."

Why didn't I know? If I didn't know, I wouldn't be standing here. If I didn't like him, I wouldn't be standing here.

The cold wind, drizzling rain, and flashing lights formed a scene that no one could see clearly.

Two people, like fools, you look at me, I look at you.

The more I read, the more sad I felt. I sighed.

His expression changed, "I won't marry Princess Jade. If I didn't want to see you today, I wouldn't have entered the palace."

I chuckled. "Thank you, Shangguan."

He laughed arrogantly. "No need to thank me. You only need to like me."

"And if the princess must marry?" In my heart, I was still very uneasy.

He smiled mysteriously, "Then let her be a princess in the palace. I won't be there where she is. "Ni Chu Xue, do you think that's good?" He looked at me.

I shook my head. "I don't know."

"I already have no way out. I'm just short of dying for them to see." He gritted his teeth, "There are many reasons why you would not understand. If I don't tell you, I don't want you to be unhappy. My Ni Chu Xue is always the happiest. " The doting look in my eyes made me remember it in my heart.

How happy I am to hear that. However, how did that worry me? "Shangguan, don't. As long as the mountains remain, there will be nothing to fear. "

"Of course not, I, Shangguan Yu, am still waiting to fulfill the promise of marrying you." He looked at me. "Will you marry me when you leave the palace?"

I nodded, a little shy. "Ask my father."

He hugged me again. "Why is the world always so fickle?"

"Shangguan." I sighed softly. "Are you doing well?"

He shook his head. "Not good at all."

"Wait, I have something for you." I broke free from his embrace and took out the Black Eyed Heavenly Jewel from my bosom.

It still brought with it my warm breath, I grabbed his hand and placed it on his palm, saying word by word, "This Black Eyed Heavenly Jewel can also bring you happiness."

He even grabbed my hand tightly: "Where did this Black Eyed Heavenly Jewel come from?"

"Isn't it just them who gave it to us? Shangguan, do you still remember Little Jing?" "It seems like things aren't going well, I'll get them to send Little Jing over to you." There was no need to say anything else, Shangguan Bing would definitely understand.

He grabbed my shoulder. "Ni Chu Xue, do you understand? What kind of painting are you drawing? It looks like they have no good intentions, and with these things added on, what do you think they are trying to do? You must be harboring malicious intentions, why don't you give it to them to draw? "

"Shangguan, you're still so concerned about me." Shangguan, I didn't draw. Really, I only drew a picture of the Yellow Mountain and the Clouds. He gave me the Black Eyed Heavenly Jewels, so don't bother about what he meant. Anyway, I'm just a palace maid, how can he find me? What use did he have to the palace maid? "Isn't it?"

He smiled and pinched my cheek, "Ni Chuxue is getting smarter. That's right, why did she lose so much weight? Do you miss me?"

I don't want to bother with such a detestable sight, and I don't want to disappoint him. He entered the palace just to see me once.

I nodded slightly. "Some."

"Chu Xue, why is there some? "I really miss you, Chu Xue. You have to believe me, okay?" In his eyes, there was only worry.

I smiled. "Of course I believe you. I have always believed you."

Shangguan Yue sighed, "I think too much, I will bring you out of the palace now and never come back."

"That's why the dream is so good, so no one believes it. Shangguan Yu, as long as we trust each other, what else can we do? I can understand whatever you do, really. "

He laughed, "Of course, I won't give up until the last step. Just you wait, I'll make them laugh."

"Shangguan, don't be too arrogant." I looked up at him. "You'll get hurt."

"Let me hug you again. Chu Xue, we meet again this time. I don't know when we'll meet again." He looked at me steadily.

I closed my eyes and let him hold me.

"You must wait for me." he said softly.

In the rain, the umbrella was lonely under the rain.

"There is only him in my eyes, what, he is too far away from me." "Shangguan, remember, when you look at the Black Eyed Heavenly Jewel, you see the happy Ni Chu Xue."

I raised my wrist and a flash of red appeared in front of his eyes.

He smiled deeply. "Chu Xue, take care of yourself."

"Yes. "Shangguan, someone is coming." I looked at the figure in the rain. I couldn't see it clearly, but it stopped there and looked at me and Shangguan.

He let go of me and looked at me deeply, his eyes filled with something deep in them. This thing, it made my heart feel like April tea, soft and sweet.

"Chu Xue, let me take a good look at you. I'll remember you in my heart."

I am also reluctant to part with you, Shangguan Yu, I am in the palace, how can it not be a calamity for you?

There was still another one at 12: 30. Hehe.

When I sent Shangguan Bing away, his back disappeared from my line of sight. It was as if I had sent my heart away.

I stood in the rain and used my smile to send Shangguan Bing away. After he disappeared, I closed my eyes. My heart was filled with bitterness. I really couldn't bear to part with him. I really wanted to cry.

The lonely umbrella and I faced each other. I silently shed tears.

Heart wrenching pain, I squatted down, Shangguan Xue, I really want to fly out with him, I'll never be able to come back.

However, he and I, how many ties.

An oil umbrella was placed over my head, blocking the heavy rain.

I raised my head and saw the expressionless face of the Seventh Prince.

I ignored him. I wanted to cry, so I held my head and buried my face in my lap and cried.

I don't care what my duty is, what the rules of the palace are, what his identity is, whether he'll kill me or not. Anyway, he saw everything, that's all, so what?

How? Shangguan Yu, how can this side fill up with my love as deep as the sea?

"Let's go back." The Seventh Prince's cold voice rang out loudly.

I looked up and glared at him. "No." It was all because of the royal family. Otherwise, things wouldn't have turned out like this.

"Let's go back." He was still the same word, but much lighter. His eyes must have been clouded, and I saw a flash of pain in his eyes. He had no heart. He was such a cold and indifferent person, how could he feel heartache?

I didn't care for him defending me from the rain. I stood up, not even noticing his oppressive aura.

When I stepped back, he started to walk, and I couldn't tell what kind of resistance it was, so I ran.

I heard his low voice, and a little fear ran through me.

I ran so fast, it rained so hard, I lost sight of the road, I lost my eyes.

So painful, so painful, so painful in the heart, so painful in the eyes, so painful in the wrists. He caught up to me and grabbed my wrist. There was a big lake in front of me, and I had nowhere to go.

I glared at him. "Let go."

He gritted his teeth and sharply said to me, "Ni Chuxue, how dare you."

"Yeah, I have such big guts. What does it have to do with you? Just kill me. Come at me." Do you really have anything else to say? It's all because of you, forcing Shangguan Bing to marry the princess. Do you really think that he would be happy like this? Do you think that Princess Yuzhen will be happy? "

"You're just a palace maid, why do you care so much?" He said coldly.

I was so angry, I actually yelled at him: "I want to control, I like Shangguan Yu."

"You're not allowed to like it?" He was also furious.