Joey was stunned and didn't move again for a long time, while yejingxuan took her hand and didn't loosen it.
His eyes stuck to her face for a moment.
Joey cried, but she casually wiped her tears, pushed away yejingxuan's hand and sat back in her chair again.
She stopped dodging and looked closely at yejingxuan.
His face was still a little pale, but his eyes were bright, which made her heart sour.
Such a good yejingxuan, she thinks she doesn't deserve Joey!
She said in a hoarse voice, "yejingxuan, I'm really happy. Your words make me really happy! Because when I'm most unbearable and I'm still wandering in the dark, it's enough for me to be proud to have a dazzling and beautiful man like you to confess to me all my life..."
She sobbed, and her thin shoulders trembled.
Yejingxuan didn't speak, but reached out and took out a paper towel and handed it to her.
He knew she needed to talk.
She has always been very strong, and even Jiangnan Xi thinks that Joey has struggled to occupy from the marriage change, but yejingxuan thinks that Joey is not as strong as others think.
He doesn't know how he feels like this. He just feels that he knows her!
Joey took the paper towel, dried his tears, looked at yejingxuan frankly and said, "but yejingxuan, I can't promise you..."
Yejingxuan's heart trembled, but he smiled, which was expected by him.
He smiled: "why?"
Joey was in a trance in front of him. His calm and gentle smile was like a calm and deep pool of water. It was suddenly illuminated by a beam of sunshine, suppressed by the darkness at the bottom of the pool, and disintegrated in an instant!
Joey's heart trembled. She tried to keep calm, but she bowed her head and said, "yejingxuan, I admit that I'm actually a very incompetent woman. I can't let go of the past. I'm still trapped in jealousy, resentment and love for Xu Wenchang. I haven't come out completely!
Although I told myself to be strong again and again, I'm just an ordinary woman. I can't do it... "
Tears fell on her knees, and on her skirt, an irregular shadow was fainted.
Yejingxuan didn't interrupt her and handed her another piece of paper.
Joey wiped his tears and continued, "I can't put it down, so I can't accept another person. Otherwise, it's irresponsible to two people and unfair to you..."
"You don't need to put it down, you just need to heal yourself. You make yourself better and naturally put it down. It's a natural process!"
Yejingxuan whispered something very philosophical, which stunned Joey.
Joey looked at him with some shock: "I've been making myself better..."
She tried to empty herself, put all her energy on her work, create wealth and give Xu Qiaoqiao a bright future... She has been working hard!
Yejingxuan smiled: "you're not trying, you're just competing with yourself. The more you compete, the more painful it will be!"
Joey was a little silly. Yejingxuan's words came to her heart: "you, how can you understand me so much?"
Yejingxuan's eyes were dim for a moment and then brightened: "at first, I was caught between my mother and my brother. I tried to maintain a balance and get the double love of my mother and my brother. However, it was me who was hurt in the end! Later, I figured out that I might as well be myself as I begged.
I love my mother, but I will not rob Ye's estate according to her wishes;
I love big brother, and I won't embarrass him! I stay away from Yeshi and find another way! But I also protect my mother from him!
That's why the elder brother didn't do it to his mother. He also kept a brotherly feeling for me
So, Yi Yi, you can't change the world, just change yourself first! "