C5 Search for her

Nuan Xi replied gently, "Yes, I remember seeing you for the first time when I was young. Do you know how I feel?"

Si Yu replied, "I don't know, but do you think I'm very cute?" He thought about how his parents always said he was cute when he was young.

"No." Nuan Xi denied and then voiced out his thoughts: "I feel that you're very stubborn."

"Very stubborn?" Si Yu asked, not knowing that he had such a characteristic.

Nuan Xi agreed: "Yes, you're very stubborn. Even now, you're still very stubborn; even if you're not with me, you shouldn't be with Xiao Yichen. If you're together with him, you're bound to be injured."

"There's no retreat." Si Yu sighed and replied. No matter what, he had already married Xiao Yichen, so even if he had gotten a divorce, he would still be injured.

"Don't worry, I'll take you no matter what." Nuan Xi joked about the way he said his oath. He didn't give himself any pressure, and didn't give himself any reason to feel guilty.

"I'm sorry." Suddenly, he felt that he had always been the one feeling the most sorry for Nuan Xi, always finding him when he was at his wit's end, and he patiently comforted himself.

"Since you feel sorry for me, then treat yourself well."

Si Yu gave up and replied, "I'm afraid I'll have to disappoint you." After a moment of silence, he continued, "I feel like I'm a bad woman. You, who are well-informed, like me, but you've always used your feelings for me."

"What nonsense are you spouting? I am doing this voluntarily. As long as you are happy, I will be happy." Nuan Xi held the phone tightly. Even if he knew that he had to give her some warmth, it was still good. As long as it could make her feel warmth.

"Thank you." He had let down his relationship. Other than thanking her, he really didn't know what else to say. "What should I do?"

"You mean with Xiao Yichen?"

"Yes."

"If I love you, I definitely won't let my heart be hurt. If it hurts, I will let it go and give it to the time." He could not say that he was going to leave Xiao Yichen.

"Well, yes." Si Yu understood what Nuan Xi meant. In the end, it was impossible for her to be with Xiao Yichen. Not long after, his phone was turned off. Facing Si Yu, all he felt was darkness. He really wanted to go on like this and on like this until tomorrow when the sun would no longer appear.

After Xiao Yichen sent Xu Liwei back, the phone that he had called Si Yu with was still ringing. He dialed Linda's number, "Linda, where is your Director Zuo?" Xiao Yichen said anxiously.

"To the party." Linda had also been calling Zuo Siyu, and was also talking on the phone.

"Haven't you gone back yet?" Xiao Yichen asked anxiously.

Linda was truly speechless. Director Zuo was participating in the ball with him, but she had come over to ask about the whereabouts of her own Director Zuo, and she hated Xiao Yichen more and more.

Xiao Yichen hung up and drove around the residence nine. He thought that if Linda did not come to pick Si Yu up, then where was Si Yu.

Holding the phone, Si Yu felt that he couldn't just spend the night in the park like this. He had to go back to the office tomorrow morning, and it would be weird if someone saw him in his evening clothes.

Xiao Yichen drove very slowly and saw a person walking on the side of the road. Looking at the person's back, Xiao Yichen immediately recognized Si Yu and hurried to drive. The car stopped by Si Yu's side, and just by the license plate alone, Si Yu recognized that it was Xiao Yichen's car. Why was he here?

"Get in." Xiao Yichen said angrily. What he hated the most was Si Yu turning off his phone and not answering his phone.

The air outside was still very cold. After being outside for such a long time, Si Yu was already numb from the cold. Plus, he hadn't eaten anything at night, so he didn't have any strength left. He didn't want to be angry with Xiao Yichen anymore. Now that he was here, no matter what, he was slightly moved by it, even though it was only after ten thousand points of damage.

As he leaned against the back of the car, his mind kept thinking about the little things that had happened since he was young with Nuan Xi. Why didn't he like Nuan Xi?

Looking in the rearview mirror, Xiao Yichen saw that Si Yu's face had turned purple from the cold, so he turned on the air-conditioning in the car. Si Yu's haggard face and lackluster made Xiao Yichen feel as if his heart was being tugged by something.

Tonight, he was truly going too far. Xiao Yichen himself realized that he actually hoped that Si Yu would cry and cause a ruckus, but Si Yu was very quiet, so quiet that he felt that it wasn't real. In the next second, Si Yu turned into dust and left.

Without Si Yu's consent, Xiao Yichen drove back to their newly married villa. The villa was in the suburbs, and the environment was very good.

If nothing happened, Si Yu would definitely feel really happy and happy, but now it seems that it was Xiao Yichen humbly trying to curry favor with her, causing her to feel even more disdain.

Just as she entered the door, the Nanny Li came over to welcome him, "The young master and his wife are back." This was the first time that Si Yu and Xiao Yichen had returned together after everything had happened. Nanny Li thought that their relationship should have eased up.

"Nanny Li, go cook some food. Si Yu did not eat." Xiao Yichen told the Nanny Li, and most of the Xiao Yichen's gaze during the banquet fell on Si Yu, as he knew that she did not eat anything other than wine.

Si Yu immediately refused, "No need." Then she went to the fridge and got a glass of milk. She hadn't had any appetite during this period, and her appetite was extremely small.

Ignoring the reaction of Xiao Yichen and the Nanny Li, Si Yu went upstairs. Returning to her room, was still the same arrangement she had when they were newlyweds. Because of Zuoqi and Hongji's cooperation, she had started working on the second day of marriage. She had not come back to this so-called home many times, but there was no need to think about it, Xiao Yichen should have come back even less.

Xiao Yichen followed him into the room. Seeing Si Yu standing in the room in a daze, he walked over and gently said, "Go and take a bath."

Si Yu thought about it and walked into the bathroom. It wasn't because she wanted to listen to Xiao Yichen, but because she didn't want to speak.

Seeing that Si Yu did not argue with him and was very calm, also willing to return with him, Xiao Yichen felt that Si Yu was willing to forgive him. After he finished showering, Si Yu held a white towel and rubbed his wet hair with great effort. Xiao Yichen was sitting on the sofa, playing with his phone.

Seeing Si Yu walk out, Xiao Yichen said, "I'm going to take a bath."

Si Yu saw that Xiao Yichen seemed to be very happy because of his actions. He felt that he had already forgiven him, but the truth was not so. What he had done could not be forgiven, because it hurt his heart. Even if his head wanted to forgive him, his heart still ached.

Looking at the wedding photo on the bedside, the two of them were really compatible. Xiao Yichen was very handsome and he was also a beauty. On the other hand, Xu Liwei was an ordinary woman. No matter what, he was not worthy of Xiao Yichen in all aspects, but it was precisely this kind of woman that would arouse a man's desire to protect his. Thinking of this, Si Yu laughed mockingly at himself. She had really failed. He couldn't even keep his husband's heart. This was a woman's greatest sorrow.

"Xiao Yichen walked out of the bathroom half naked. He didn't know what Si Yu was thinking when he saw him staring at their wedding photo. What are you looking at? " Xiao Yichen walked over, and wanted to hug Si Yu from behind.

However, just as Xiao Yichen touched Si Yu, he was dodged by Si Yu. Si Yu looked at Xiao Yichen and coldly said, "Don't touch me." Just thinking of Xiao Yichen being together with Xu Liwei made her feel extremely disgusted.

Xiao Yichen's eyes flashed with a hint of injury, and said: "How do you want this to end?"

Si Yu did not expect Xiao Yichen to ask such a question. What did he think this was, it was as if he was pestering his to the point of not letting go? He was the one who did the wrong thing! Was he, Xiao Yichen, mistaken?

Even though Si Yu was protesting in his heart, he calmly replied, "It's over."

"Is this the past?" Xiao Yichen frowned and asked.

Si Yu looked into Xiao Yichen's eyes and asked a string of questions, "What do I look like? What do you want from me? Director Xiao, let me see if I can fulfill your request. " What did Xiao Yichen want to do? He had already done his best, what if he still wanted him to do it?

"Like before?" Feeling Si Yu's anger, Xiao Yichen asked humbly. He knew that his request was unreasonable, but he had to settle this matter as soon as possible. As time passed, the two of them would not be able to return.

Looking at Xiao Yichen, Si Yu replied word by word, "Xiao Yichen, I can't do it."

"Why? I know you love me. Can you please express your love?" Xiao Yichen held onto Si Yu's arm, and said with a little excitement.

Si Yu looked at Xiao Yichen in disbelief, thinking to himself, how can this be? How can Xiao Yichen say such shameless words? What logic did he have?

"Xiao Yichen, I've said it! But you have failed, I express, you have failed once, I was so desperate to love you, you? What did you do? You're a fucking bastard, you know that? " Si Yu immediately roared, and the anger that filled his heart was once again forced out of him by Xiao Yichen.

"I'm sorry, I know you're sad." Xiao Yichen hugged the excited Si Yu.

"Why are you still doing this after knowing that I'm sad!?" "Why?!" Si Yu was extremely excited as the Nanny Li was drawn over by the sounds of quarreling.

"Nanny Li, go back." Xiao Yichen glared at Nanny Li, telling her to go back. Nanny Li hesitated for a moment, then ran downstairs to secretly make a call to Xiao Yichen's parents.

Xiao Yichen admitted his wrongs lowly, "It's my fault, Liwei. I can't let her go." This was the first time Xiao Yichen said he was wrong.

No matter how much he admitted his wrongs, it was difficult to calm Si Yu's emotions at this moment. He interrogated Xiao Yichen sternly, "If you can't let it go, why are you still marrying me? Back then, when you were married, did you not intend to break off with her?