"I like it a bit less, right? I feel a bit moved by warmth, but I don't feel that kind of heart-beating sensation. Do you think this can be counted as liking it?" Si Yu looked at Xu Mo and asked seriously. Regarding love, she still had to consult Xu Mo.
Xu Mo clasped her hands behind her back and skipped a beat as she said: "I think it's an omen of liking you. If the two of you were to continue like this, you would definitely develop into one. Besides, Chu Ran likes you so much too."
"Does Chu Ran really like me? But he never told me. " Si Yu asked.
"That's for sure, I can tell that Chu Ran likes you with a glance. You must know that in the past, Chu Ran had never gotten close to women, ever since I met you, I have always wanted to be with you." Xu Mo said disapprovingly.
Si Yu quickly caught up to Xu Mo and said, "But he never indicated it."
"Perhaps he felt that the time was not right, or maybe he was a bit shy and had yet to think of how to explain it to you." Xu Mo said.
Si Yu continued, "But if you like it, you probably wouldn't be able to resist expressing it. It was just like how Chopin said to George. Zan, even if you hate her from the beginning, but when you fall in love, you don't suppress your emotions in the slightest. "
"Everyone is different, don't keep thinking about such a desolate love story, you know that was a tragedy, the last two people were not together. "Alright, tell me about that junior high student." Xu Mo changed the topic to prevent Si Yu from being tangled.
"He's called Nuan Xi and I have always considered him to be a good friend. At that time, I was very young and I didn't even know what emotions were. Si Yu said somewhat sorrowfully.
"Did you have any contact with him afterwards?" Xu Mo asked.
Si Yu sighed, as if the scene from all those years ago was right before his eyes. He then continued, "Contact, later on he said that he wished to be friends with me, and no other feelings would have happened. However, I still avoided him and knew that we had been in contact recently, and only recently did I know that he still liked me."
"This kind of guy is as warm as his name. Why do all these warm-hearted guys like you? He's not like me." Xu Mo said a little desolately.
"What happened to yours?" Si Yu was very curious, because in her view, love should be like this. Otherwise, what would it be like?
Xu Mo looked up and recalled: "I talked about one in high school. That was my first love.
"What kind of dog blood?" Si Yu thought that Xu Mo had never been in a relationship before.
Seeing the complex smile on Si Yu Xu Mo's face, when the night wind blew past, Xu Mo's short hair was blown to her lips, making her look somewhat aged.
"I was long and straight and he said he liked the smell of my hair, so I didn't change the shampoo for three years until I broke up." Xu Mo did not answer Si Yu's question, and only answered his own question.
Si Yu grabbed Xu Mo's arm and said, "It's all in the past now."
"Yeah, it's all in the past now. When I first broke up with him, I thought I would never love him again for the rest of my life, that he would always stay in my heart and disturb me, but he didn't. He still exists now, but he can't affect my emotions anymore." Xu Mo spoke very frankly, but her words always gave off a kind of infinite vicissitudes of life and loneliness.
Si Yu did not continue asking. As long as it was a wound, no matter how long it had been healed, the pain from the wound would still remain in his mind. Every cell had its own memories.
"I will eventually encounter a scenery in my life. Since I'm just passing by, I might as well keep my beautiful memories." Si Yu consoled.
"Fuck good memories, I hate him!" Xu Mo suddenly said with excitement.
Si Yu did not understand how Xu Mo could suddenly have such a reaction and even cursed out loud.
Xu Mo suddenly turned around and seriously said to Si Yu: "Don't believe in love, love is not as sweet as it seems. It's painful no matter how sweet it is. But I don't know why I still believe in love. "
One must know that there will always be a person passing through the mud and wind to come to your side. After listening to all the songs you like, watching every movement of your body, taking care of every trace of your emotions, then accompanying you from red clothes to 100 hair. " Si Yu once again held Xu Mo's hand and firmly said.
"That's a bad idea." Xu Mo suddenly laughed.
Si Yu did not understand what Xu Mo meant by she was calm, angry and smiling at the same time. It was probably because of the contradictions in her heart.
Xu Mo continued to speak, "At first, I was very fond of my first love, and it was fine if I had to sacrifice my life. But now, my feelings for Lin Fengxuan are not any weaker than my first love, for every single relationship I have is my first love.
Looking at Xu Mo, Si Yu admired her from the bottom of his heart. He didn't have her courage, and was even more afraid of getting hurt. Sang's love, however, had never really thought that it would happen to her. Father said that he would find someone for her to take her as a princess. She believed in her father, giving her love to her father.
"I think I will be able to date someone in the future. As long as it's someone my dad has his eyes on, I should be fine with it." Si Yu said.
Xu Mo looked at Si Yu and said, "I haven't met anyone that can make you throw your life away." She didn't agree with Si Yu's theory. A person who hadn't loved before would naturally not know how powerful love was. Of course, it also had its destructive power.
"Hearing you speak like that about love, I don't wish to meet that person in my entire life. I don't want to live a normal life, although sometimes I will be unwilling." Si Yu said.
Just a moment ago, he had been walking behind Xu Mo and Si Yu the entire time, and he had almost heard everything they said. He felt that love was not as mysterious as Xu Mo had said it was, and that he loved her now, but she just didn't feel that way, it was just that she was sentimental, right?
Xiao Yichen never thought that he would intentionally slow down his pace, and seemingly inadvertently follow behind the two of them. He disliked gossip between girls the most, and it was considered an exception today.
Xu Mo glanced at Si Yu and said, "But my sixth sense told me that you wouldn't be so ordinary."
"Alright, then I'll love you so much that I won't care about anything else." Si Yu raised his voice, hoping to drive away the weird things between her and Xu Mo.
At the fork in the road, Xiao Yichen walked towards the male dorm along another path, occasionally turning his head to look at Si Yu's back. Previously, when Si Yu said that he didn't want to meet that person, since he imagined himself to be the person Si Yu spoke of, and Si Yu ignored him, Xiao Yichen shook his head with all his might. How could he have such a thought? He and Zuo Si Yu seemed to belong to the same world, but they never interacted. Xiao Yichen had already decided to find an excuse to withdraw from the student union's New Year's Day performance. He did not want Xu Liwei to be unhappy.
"Oh yeah, let's get down to business. You and Xiao Yichen need to practice more. With so many people, the two of you have the biggest problem." As Xu Mo spoke, he walked into the dorm with Si Yu. Like usual, Xu Mo stayed at Si Yu's place.
"Speaking of this matter, Si Yu also realized that he still needed to practice more." "Then what should I do?" Si Yu asked, wanting Xu Mo to give him some advice.
"Actually, Xiao Yichen doesn't have any problems with that. The most important thing is you, it's too unnatural. If you have nothing to do, you two can practice it more in private." Xu Mo said.
"I will pay attention, but I don't think I can practice this in private." Thinking about how Xu Liwei was like, if she and Xiao Yichen were to practice in private, what would happen to Xu Liwei.
Xu Mo said in a serious tone: "I know that you and Xu Liwei have some unpleasant experiences, but have to be clear with regards to the public and private matters. You two are partners on stage, so you have to cooperate well.
Si Yu nodded, what Xu Mo said was right. Then I will contact Xiao Yichen later. " Si Yu said.
Just as he returned to his dorm, Xiao Yichen dialed Xu Liwei's number, but Xu Liwei didn't answer. Xiao Yichen knew that she was not standing by her side because of the rehearsal, but he was being unreasonable at night, which made Xiao Yichen a bit embarrassed.
A few calls didn't connect. Xiao Yichen originally thought that he had let Xu Liwei down, but now that he was angered by Xu Liwei's actions of not answering his phone, he decided to stop calling.
Xu Liwei was holding her phone in the dorm. had called several times in a row, but she couldn't answer it so easily. She had to make Xiao Yichen deeply realize his mistake and make him lose face in front of so many people. He did not expect Xiao Yichen to stop attacking after a few attacks, and after a while, Xiao Yichen still did not call. Xu Liwei's heart was panicking, she could not be angry, right?
Xiao Yichen immediately threw the phone on the bed and took the towel into the bathroom. When he came out, he only heard the phone crying like ghosts. Xiao Yichen knew that he would not fight anymore, and that Xu Liwei would definitely call him over. How did he understand Xu Liwei?
"I didn't hear the phone." Xu Liwei was still angry, but her attitude had changed a lot, afraid that she would anger Xiao Yichen.
Xiao Yichen said as if nothing had happened: "Nothing, have you gone to bed yet?"
"Hmm, if there's nothing else, I'll go to sleep." Seeing that Xiao Yichen did not have any intention to apologize because of what happened tonight, Xu Liwei purposely said that.
"Alright, then go to sleep. Good night." Xiao Yichen obviously understood the meaning behind Xu Liwei's words, but he did not pay any attention to it.
He didn't expect that Xiao Yichen would really let her sleep. Everyone knew that she was angry, Xiao Yichen had said that on purpose, to let Xiao Yichen know that he was angry and to try to coax her.
After hanging up, Xu Liwei felt extremely furious, but instead, she felt relaxed. Originally, because of Xu Liwei's determination to not see New Year's Day Party, but seeing how Xu Liwei was acting, he started to waver, as well as thinking that it would be difficult for him to go back on her word. If Xu Liwei performed well, he was obviously willing to withdraw for her sake, but Xu Liwei's performance was not very good.
Si Yu came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around himself. Xu Mo immediately got up and prepared to take a bath, when she entered the bathroom, Xu Mo suddenly revealed his head and said: "I've helped you contact Xiao Yichen, come out and practice when you have the time."