"Not long after you were born, I found someone to tattoo your body in the way he told me to. It was a tattoo that only your family would have. "I think that even if I die that day, you will still find your own father through this. If I am still alive, then we will live each other's lives together." Yi Xue looked apologetically at her son. He looked so much like the man she loved. A faint layer of mist covered her eyes. It was as if she could see his figure in her mind's eye.
"Little Flame, mother knows that this is very unfair to you. I have never felt fatherly love before. It might make you feel ashamed for your mother to exist in such a position, but your mother really had no choice. That kind of love … Maybe I really shouldn't be able to get the approval of the world, and shouldn't be forgiven by others. "
Yi Xue lowered her head. The sorrowful look on her face stung Yi Yan's heart.
"There is no hate, no complaint, no blame, and there is no lack of understanding. This kind of mother makes me feel very proud. Because she used to be so full of food and clothes, did not abandon me, raised me so healthy, so handsome. Let me have the capital to flutter around in front of those mistresses. With such a mother, how can I go back and complain? " Xiao Yan could only cry beside her as he let her lean on his shoulder.
"Now, I can bear all of this. Mom doesn't need to work so hard in the future, go do what you want." Yi Xue didn't understand what her son was talking about, but she could hear the hidden meaning behind his words.
"Did you see what happened just now?" Yi Xue looked at her son and said.
He wanted her to be happy, including love.
"That person looked like him, or maybe my eyesight was too blurry, I was mistaken …" As she thought about the scene downstairs, she looked across the street at the middle-aged man who was sitting with his face turned to the side. Her heart started beating rapidly.
Joy, surprise, worry …
"Mommy still loves Daddy, right?" He could see the hope in his mother's eyes, and the surprise in her eyes couldn't fool anyone.
"What can love do? He should have had his own children by now, wrapped up in their lives. My appearance will only make my situation even more awkward. Rather than doing this, it would be better to stay by myself and live a simple life. " Yi Xue smiled and wiped the tears off her face. She got up and cleaned up the dishes.
He sat on the chair and watched his mother's busy figure. He swore to himself that even if they couldn't be together, he would still let them meet as bystanders. For no other reason than to shed tears that his mother had missed for the past twenty years.
"Fifth month walked up to her son and carefully wiped the sweat off her face. Then she took Fifth Day's hand and sat back down on the chair." "Don't just keep running around. Look at all the niggers now."
5th Dawn smiled and shrugged his shoulders. Recently, Mommy seemed to have matured a lot, and she looked even more adorable.
"Mommy, are the Red Aunt and the Purple Aunt coming over tomorrow?" Wu Chen wore beach pants, and his fair and tender skin felt healthier from the sun bathing.
"Oh, they said they were coming for a vacation. I don't know if it's true." May took a glass of juice and placed it in front of 5th Dawn. Then she looked at her other two sons who were still playing on the beach in front of her.