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"Is there?"

"Yes, I saw it clearly."

"Grandmother called and told me to go back."

"So fast?"

Zi didn't think that not even half a month after he came out, he would return. Although he could still see him, those feelings had to be hidden and not be discovered by others. She had endured that sensation for many years, and her suppressed emotions were making it hard for her to breathe.

"I'm sorry!" He walked over and held her, letting her cry by his shoulder.

He knew it would hurt her, but there was nothing he could do to stop it. Making her cry in his arms became a luxury. Holding her was like holding the most precious jewel in the world. Her tears soaked into his clothes and into his heart. Over there, her sparkling tears, her endless sadness, her charming and moving shadow.

"Come back with me tomorrow. I'm worried about you staying here by yourself."

He will always be so gentle, clearly sad entanglement, but he will still make you feel warm. Even if you know that the road ahead is difficult, his gentleness will linger in your heart, so you won't feel afraid.

She nodded, then wiped the tears from her face and smiled. "Your clothes are all dirty."

"Never mind."

"If I go back with you, will they guess anything? If we expose our relationship, won't it cause a lot of trouble? " Her words pricked his heart like needles. She had never fought for anything for him.

At that moment, he suddenly wanted to hold her hand in front of his grandmother and say that he wanted to marry her and spend the rest of his life with her. But in the next moment, he held back. He couldn't let her get hurt, he had to be prepared. Actually, he wasn't completely sure that he would be able to prevent her from being harmed in the slightest. Suddenly, he hated his identity and had the urge to escape.

The pressure from the family, the pressure from public opinion, they had to bear too much.

"You're always like this. You're always thinking for me. Why can't you be willful for once?" His gentle eyes were filled with heartache. She could see it in his eyes, and she could feel it in her heart.

"I love you and I am also willing to bear all of this with you. You are the most precious gift that the heavens have given me, so I will use all of my strength to protect you. Even if you are covered in wounds, even if you fall into the abyss, as long as you are still well, it will be my greatest wish. "

She was smiling, but his heart was clenching painfully.

Without a word, he pulled her tightly into his embrace, fiercely, until she frowned from the pain.

"I won't allow you to think that way. If you do that, my heart will only hurt even more. In the future, no matter what you do, you have to think for yourself. Don't let yourself suffer the grievances and say what you want out loud. Only then will I have the courage to face your feelings, because I'm afraid I'll hurt you. "

"I know you love me, and that is enough. I am not very greedy, and I have always dominated your heart. I felt warm and secure there, and even in the face of a barrage of bullets I would not be afraid. Because, I know, that place will only belong to me. "

Her love was selfless.

"If one day, I can't watch you put on your wedding dress and walk into the auditorium hand in hand with me, I'll regret it for the rest of my life."