"There was once a song that said, 'Do you know what it feels like to be lonely? Loneliness comes about because of who you miss?'." Actually, I didn't ask for much. It was enough to know that I existed in his heart. It didn't matter whether they could be together or not. Even if they didn't meet, even if they lived close to each other while missing each other, it was still a blissful feeling that permeated the heaven and earth. How wonderful to think of a person, even if it was just a memory to refer to. At least I can still see him, can't I? "
"It's good as long as you feel good. I'll always be on your side."
"Thank you!" Zi put his hand on his belly and murmured something she couldn't hear.
Whether she and her brother could walk into the marriage hall or not, she knew Zi was happy, because her brother's love for her would never change. There was no betrayal between them. There was only the bitter struggle of being together, the only longing that filled the sky.
Zi didn't take the initiative to say these words to Diwu Yan, and Diwu Yan also didn't explain anything to Zi. Knowing what Zi was thinking, coupled with the scene he saw that day, Diwu Yue did not remind him at all.
Everyone avoided this question with great tacit understanding.
Zi was rather thin and hadn't shown it in the past three months. When she was at home, her clothes were usually loose, and it couldn't be seen from the outside. However, the pregnancy reaction was the same as usual. Sometimes, when she was in a good mood, she would eat more. She would vomit after a short time in her stomach.
During these two months, Zi learned a lot of things. He couldn't eat enough, or else he would feel very uncomfortable. If he didn't digest it well, he would vomit everything out. In order to reduce the number of times she vomited, she ate some light food every day, or some very sour and vicious food. Eating more every day made the situation much better than before. Although he would vomit, as long as he did not exercise, it was not a big deal for him to sit there quietly and rest.
Seeing that she had really lost a few laps, looking as if she had just recovered from a serious illness, Old Madame Diwu instructed the kitchen to make more delicious dishes to give Zi. Diwu Yue immediately said that Zi's stomach was not good, and that whatever he ate, he had to pay attention to his diet. She would take care of him during this period of time, so there was no need for the old lady to worry.
The old lady thought for a while and didn't object. She walked around the garden and entered the house.
As soon as Diwu Yue sat back on the bench, he opened his eyes widely and exhaled a long breath, his right hand even hitting his chest. Zi looked at her mouth and knew she was saying, "It scared me."
She covered her mouth and laughed secretly. Although she could not tell Old Madame Diwu that she was pregnant, but during this period of time, she had experienced the deep concern Diwu Yue and Hong had for her.
She often dealt with people who were ruthless and unscrupulous. Her life often wandered between black and white. As a girl, she also needed the love of a man, as well as the love of a family member. Every time she went out to do something, she would always choose to quietly bring Diwu Yue along or follow behind that woman Hong.
It was as if as long as she looked at them, her heart would collapse.
Diwu Yan returned home and went upstairs. He gently opened the door and looked at the person who had already fallen asleep with a face full of love and guilt. Unknowingly, so many days had passed, and he knew that even though she didn't say it out loud, she was also looking forward to it. However, every time the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back.
He didn't know how to talk to his grandma. He was afraid that if he saw the disappointment in her eyes, she would explode in anger. Because of this, he had wronged this seemingly strong but actually weak woman. To her, he owed her far too much.