Chapter 183

Bai's parents couldn't see their daughter's pain, so they had a talk with Lu Yuanchen.

Lu Yuanchen knows that he is selfish, but he really wants Bai Feifei to leave him like this. For him, Bai Feifei is his salvation. It's the only source of happiness for him to live in this world. It's really impossible for him to let go. If Bai Feifei leaves, Lu Yuanchen doesn't even know why he will live in the future. His world will only go into darkness again.

After that conversation, Lu Yuanchen nodded his head in extreme pain. It's also the limit of Bai Feifei. There is not much time left. All chemotherapy has stopped, and everyone wants to let her leave happily.

That night, Lu Yuanchen lingered outside the ward for a long time. He didn't know how to get in and tell Bai Feifei. He was also afraid that when he entered the door, he saw only a cold corpse with no breath. After Bai Feifei's illness, Lu Yuanchen spent every day in this kind of fear.

In the end, Lu Yuanchen summoned up courage to step into the ward.

At the moment of entering the ward, Lu Yuanchen put away the sadness on his face and showed a happy smile, "Fei."

Bai Feifei slowly opened her eyes and saw Lu Yuanchen show a weak smile, "Yuanchen, you come to pull." Then I want to struggle to sit up.

Lu Yuanchen immediately came over and stopped Bai Feifei from getting up. He said softly, "don't get up. I have your favorite beef brisket soup today. I'll give it to you later. "

"Thank you." Bai Feifei looks at Lu Yuanchen and is very moved to be busy. Bai Feifei knows that Lu Yuanchen's voice is also very good. He has never served anyone before. Since she began to get sick, she has been taking care of her by herself.

Because of long-term chemotherapy, Bai Feifei's face is not a trace of fat, it looks like a skeleton with a layer of skin. It's terrible to be thin. More unacceptable. Bai Feifei's body began to fester in a large area. At first, it was just all over the body, and now it has been crawling all over the cheek. They put away all the mirrors so that Bai Feifei could not see himself like this, but how could Bai Feifei not know his body? He just cooperated with them and pretended not to know. It's only when you're alone that you cry.

Even if the beauty of Bai Feifei is gone, Lu Yuanchen has never given up on Bai Feifei. Facing Bai Feifei's forehead with a kiss, Lu Yuanchen serves Bai Feifei to drink the soup, expecting Bai Feifei to spit out. It's like this every time. One drink and two vomit.

Lu Yuanchen even holding the spoon's hand trembled, looking at Bai Feifei to still cover up his pain with a smile.

After drinking the soup, Bai Feifei slowly closed her eyes and was drowsy.

Lu Yuanchen went to the French window, opened the curtain, looked at Bai Feifei lying on the hospital bed behind him, and suggested with a smile: "Fei, the doctor said today's weather is very good, and also suggested that I take you out for a walk. I'll push you down later, OK?"

Bai Feifei opened her eyes, face full of fatigue, but looking at Lu Yuanchen still said with a smile: "good."

Bai Feifei also realized that she had fallen to the limit, and there was not much time. So every day can not sleep do not sleep, as much as possible to see Lu Yuanchen a few eyes, until can no longer help sleepiness will reluctantly close the eyes.

Lu Yuanchen asked the nurse to bring a wheelchair, and then put on a hat and scarf for Bai Feifei. He held Bai Feifei in his wheelchair and covered a blanket before pushing Bai Feifei to the back garden of the hospital.

Breathing the fresh air, Bai Feifei showed a bright smile that she hadn't seen for a long time and said, "it's good that I haven't breathed the fresh air for a long time."

But this sentence made Lu Yuanchen's eyes turn red.

Bai Feifei has been on chemotherapy, taking medicine and resting in bed since she was ill. She hasn't been out of the ward for half a year.

Lu Yuanchen half squatted in front of Bai Feifei, took Bai Feifei's hand, hid the sadness in his eyes, and said with a smile: "when you get well, shall we go to Ireland to get married? I'm ready for the auditorium. " Knowing that this is a promise that can never be realized, Lu Yuanchen can't help but promise.

"Good." Tears have already blurred Bai Feifei's line of sight, but still to Lu Yuanchen smile soft voice response way.

Looking at Lu Yuanchen in front of her, Bai Feifei raised her hand and gently stroked her. After a long time, she slowly said, "Yuanchen, I'm not willing to leave here, not because I'm afraid of death, but because I can't trust you."

Bai Feifei knows Lu Yuanchen too well and knows that he is not as strong as he imagined. She is afraid that if she leaves, Lu Yuanchen will be lonely, so even if it hurts, she will stick to it. She doesn't want Lu Yuanchen to feel that the whole world has abandoned him, at least she will never abandon him.

Lu Yuanchen holds Bai Feifei's hand tightly, tears flow down the corner of his eyes silently, Lu Yuanchen chokes and says: "I know, I know." He knew that she was afraid of her own sorrow and would choose to endure the pain in silence.

Looking down, Lu Yuanchen was struggling in his heart. He finally got up the courage to look up at Bai Feifei. He repressed and endured the pain and said: "Fei, I don't want you to be in such pain. I choose Let go. "Bai Feifei tears, constantly stroking Lu Yuanchen's cheek, eyes, eyebrows, reluctantly said: "Yuanchen, don't be sad, people will eventually come to this step, and I just ahead of time, I will bless you in heaven."

Bai Feifei still smiles tenderly, as if giving a last word to Lu Yuanchen, "take good care of my parents for me, and Xinxin, she is also a poor child, cough..." Maybe it was because she said too much. Bai Feifei's face was pale and almost transparent, coughing violently, and her hand was covering her lips all the time.

Lu Yuanchen looked up and saw Bai Feifei's bloodless face. He was startled. He immediately stopped Bai Feifei from saying, "stop talking, Fei. I'll take you back to the ward."

When Bai Feifei takes her hand, she finds that her palm is covered with lazy blood. The blood drips down the corner of her mouth. Her head is dizzy and her eyes are blurred. Bai Feifei insists on not closing her eyes. She grabs Yuanchen's hand tightly and doesn't let him push her away. She says: "Yuanchen Let me Let's finish. I Cough, cough I know I've reached the limit... "

Bai Feifei clutched the hand of Yuanchen and spoke intermittently, as if she was consuming her vitality without saying a word, "Yuanchen You must Take good care of Yourself, you must Live well, be happy Promise me, promise me. " Bai Feifei is very excited with tears, struggling to get up, and constantly imploring Yuanchen to agree to land.

Life has come to an end, to say who Bai Feifei is most worried about, of course, only Lu Yuanchen. Without her, her parents can greet each other. Bai Xinxin also has her father to take care of her. Only Lu Yuanchen, without her, what should he do when he is sad?

In the face of such Bai Feifei, Lu Yuanchen couldn't help but nodded his head with tears and said, "I promise you, don't talk about Bai Feifei. Let's go to the doctor."

With Lu Yuanchen's promise, Bai Feifei finally breathed her last breath. She leaned on her wheelchair tired, and her mouth was full of the most beautiful smile. "I will Looking at you in the sky... " As if all her strength had been taken away, Bai Feifei closed her eyes slowly as soon as she finished speaking. She grabbed the hand of landing Yuanchen and slid down powerlessly, rippling outside the wheelchair.

Lu Yuanchen watched helplessly as Bai Feifei's hand slipped from his palm. He gave a heartbreaking roar. "Bai Feifei --" was like a wounded beast, making a low cry of grief. Kneeling in front of Bai Feifei, buried in Bai Feifei's knees, crying silently, unable to come out of grief for a long time.

The soft wind at noon is blowing slightly, the leaves are making a rustling sound, the birds are barking in the branches, and Bai Feifei walks away with a smile on such a quiet afternoon.

After listening to the story of Lu Yuanchen and Bai Feifei, Su Xiaoxiao has been moved in a mess, and her face is full of tears. Bai Feifei is such a kind-hearted girl. She can endure all the pain for the people she likes, and also choose to let go for the people she likes to make him happy.

Su Xiaoxiao asked herself that she could not be as generous as Bai Feifei. She would never be jealous of Bai Feifei any more. She was such a quiet and beautiful girl until Lu Yuanchen remembered her.

Lu Yuanchen finished, looked down to see Su Xiaoxiao's tears, frowned slightly, and said, "Why are you crying again?" Then he raised his head and wiped the tears from Su Xiaojiao's eyes.

Su Xiaoxiao shook her head to say that she was OK. Looking at Lu Yuanchen, she said hoarsely: "I'm just so moved, Bai Feifei, she Great, she It's worth remembering her forever. "

Hearing Su Xiaoxiao's words, Lu Yuanchen felt gratified and moved, "stupid woman, Bai Feifei is just the girl I once loved. She is the past, and you are my present and future."

Hearing Lu Yuanchen's words, Su Xiaoxiao was even more moved and in a mess. She threw herself into Lu Yuanchen's arms and couldn't help crying. Suddenly Su Xiaoxiao put out a hand to touch Lu Yuanchen's chest and asked, "is it still painful here?" Let go of his lover, Lu Yuanchen at that time how much pain, watching the people they like to leave. And let him recall again how cruel he was.

Although Su Xiaoxiao said vaguely, Lu Yuanchen, who looked at Su Xiaoxiao's eyes, was surprised to understand Su Xiaoxiao's words. He held Su Xiaoxiao's hand tightly on his chest and said with a smile: "it's all right. With you, it won't hurt, because now it's beating for you. "

This is the most romantic confession Su Xiaoxiao has ever heard. She thought that nothing could move her heart more than Lu Yuanchen's words.

Lu Yuanchen picked up Su Xiaoxiao's cheek, looked at Su Xiaoxiao, and said, "now you know why I brought you to Ireland? I once promised Bai Feifei that I would bring her to Ireland when I found another one