Chapter 387

Su Xiaoxiao goes back to the room, kicks off the slippers on his feet, throws his coat and bag aside, and then goes to the small bar in the room, takes out a touch of whisky and pours it into the glass. One cup after another.

Now Su Xiaozao is not the Su Xiaozao who blushes when drinking in the first day of junior high school. In recent years, how much cooperation has been discussed on the wine table. Every time Su Xiaoxiao gets drunk, she goes to the bathroom to spit out and continue to drink, and her drinking capacity is just like this.

I didn't understand why people like to drink to relieve their worries. Only now did she understand. Every time I think about Lu Yuanchen, Su Xiaoxiao can't help but drink a lot, hoping that he will get drunk, so that he won't miss and suffer. Maybe I can see Lu Yuanchen in my dream, which is her only hope and comfort.

In this way, Su Xiao's drinking capacity is getting better and better, and some even begin to drink.

Pick up one side of Lu Yuanchen's photo, Su Xiaoxiao tearfully stroked Lu Yuanchen's cheek, mouth whispered, "Yuanchen, I miss you." Silent eyes closed, tears down the corner of the eye, put the photo on his chest, as if she was hugging Lu Yuanchen at the moment.

"You bad guy, why don't you appear in my dream once. How can it be so bad... " Raise the glass, tears mixed with wine swallow into his stomach, Su Xiaoxiao taste a touch of bitter taste.

Su Xiaoxiao didn't find that the door of her room had been opened a small crack, and three pairs of eyes were staring at her.

Gently closing the door, Beibei looked at her two brothers and said with worry: "Mommy must miss her father again. I see that she is crying with her father's picture in her hand. What should I do?"

The three were silent and didn't know what to do. Just now, Beibei used the word "again". Obviously, this is not the first time they have seen Su Xiaoxiao like this.

"Shall we go in and comfort Mommy?" Beibei suggested.

But the baby shook his head and vetoed: "it's better not to. Mommy doesn't want us to know that she'll hide and drink quietly."

Knowing that the baby was right, the three were silent for a while, and then went back to their room step by step.

The three children sat on the big bed, sleepless, and seemed to be discussing something.

"Baby, I miss Dad too. Do you want dad, too? " Beibei looked at the baby and asked, with a little silence in her voice.

Baby looked up at Beibei, then nodded, "well, I miss him too." The baby's voice sounds sad, too.

In how mature, they are still children after all, and will miss their father. Although many people love them, they are not their own father after all. How can they be the same?

Although they miss their father very much, they never mentioned it in front of Su Xiaoxiao, because once Beibei asked for his father because he saw that other children had a father, but he didn't, so he asked mummy where his father had gone. However, they saw their mother crying. They cried very sad. The first time they saw their mummy crying so sad, they knew that the word "Dad" was taboo in this family and could not be mentioned. They would cry very sad when they mentioned mummy. So from then on, although they envied that other children had dads, they never asked their mummies again.

Beibei looked at Lele and asked, "brother, you are older than us. Have you ever seen dad?" In the eyes of Baobao and Beibei, they don't know the difference between birth and adoption. In their eyes, Baobao is their big brother, the big brother of their whole life.

Lele shook his head. "No." In fact, nine year old Lele has learned a lot. He knows that Su Xiaoxiao is not his own mother, but he treats himself as if he were his own, and his two lovely brothers are also very kind to him. Therefore, Lele is also good to them and takes good care of them from the heart.

Seeing Lele shaking his head, Beibei made no secret of his disappointment, "don't you? What kind of man is our father? " Beibei tilts her little head and looks like thinking.

"Have you seen a picture of dad?" The baby said suddenly.

"Yes, I have, but it's a picture after all." Beibei retorted, pursing her lips.

They have all seen Lu Yuanchen's photos. This is what Su Xiaoxiao showed them. Su Xiaoxiao will tell them that it is their father. He will tell them that his father is a hero and loves them very much. Because he is delayed by some things, he will take some time to come back.

"Mommy said that my father has gone far, far away. Do you think my father is dead?" Beibei asked sadly.

At the beginning, they didn't understand the meaning of "far, far". Until Wu's mother passed away, adults also told them that grandma Wu who loved them had gone far, far away. At that time, they realized what death was for the first time and cried very sad.

"Nonsense, Dad won't die. We all saw grandma Wu when she left. Uncle Wu set up a mourning hall for her. Our family didn't have it at all, so dad just went to a far away place." The baby retorts excitedly. I don't want to believe what Beibei said is true. But there is also a tendency to Beibei's view.Looking at the two little guys with red eyes, Lele came forward, took them into his arms, and comforted them in a soft voice: "if we want to believe in mom, dad will come back to us. He won't want us. "

It seems that Lele's words played a role. The two little guys climbed into the bed and were ready to go to bed.

"Then I'll go to bed quickly. Maybe I'll dream about dad and tell me where he is. Then we'll go to my uncle and ask him to take us to Dad." With that, Beibei closed her eyes and went to sleep.

Coax sleep baby and Beibei, Lele slowly climbed into bed, with a pair of small eyes, whispered: "Dad, where are you, Lele miss you so much." Lele has already regarded herself as a member of the family, and she is looking forward to seeing her father. With this dream, Lele went to sleep.

In the apartment, on the big bed, the man wakes up from the nightmare, full of cold sweat, takes the cold water on the table and drinks it all in one gulp, it seems to feel better. But also no pajamas, open the door to the balcony.

A man has a handsome face, a knife like cheek, a high nose, deep eyes and sexy thin lips. This is a handsome face. The only drawback is the scar on the man's forehead. It was because of this scar that he took away all his memories.

The man's name is Shu Baihan. Of course, he doesn't remember these at all, but her wife Ding Xiaoman told him. Even if this woman is his wife, the man can't remember.

He only remembered that the first person he saw when he woke up was Ding Xiaoman, still holding a just full moon child in his arms.

But he didn't remember Ding Xiaoman, and he didn't even know who he was.

Then Ding Xiaoman told him that his name was Shu Baihan, 28 years old. She was his wife, Ding Xiaoman. In her arms was their just full moon daughter, Shu Xiaoxuan. Because he had a very serious car accident, he had many injuries all over his body. The brain injury was the most serious. The congestion in it may not have been cleared, so it led to temporary amnesia.

Shu Baihan is amnesia, but not without thought. He doesn't fully believe Ding Xiaoman's words, but he doesn't retort, because his current situation doesn't allow him to retort.

He was seriously injured. His hands and feet were plastered and his whole body was abraded. It looked like a serious car accident.

He stayed in bed for half a year before he could barely get out of bed. Looking at Ding Xiaoman taking care of himself and his children, Shu Baihan's doubts disappear. Because he couldn't think of any reason for a woman to take care of him so attentively, except that he was a woman's husband.

They live by the sea. The house is very simple. Shu Baihan once asked her why they live here.

Ding Xiaoman told him that they all came out of the orphanage together and worked together. They also had a house in a big city, but a fire broke out accidentally and burned all their things. They were forced to move to this shabby little house by the sea.

When she heard that there had been a fire in their home, Shu Bohan suddenly realized why there was not a group photo of them at home, and they were all burnt out in the fire.

Igniting fire was a drunken second generation official. They couldn't afford to offend him, so they lost very little money and moved here. Moreover, before his accident, they only moved here for less than two months.

She said that his job was actually a truck driver, who accidentally had a car accident on the way of transportation. But it's not exactly contract workers, so in the event of a car accident, the boss just gave them a little money symbolically, regardless of them.

Ding Xiaoman saw a lot of stories about her and Shu Baihan, but Shu Baihan listened to them like listening to other people's stories, and had no memory at all.

It will be a year later when Shu Baihan is fully recovered and can decide to walk. This year, in order to see a doctor and take medicine for him, Ding Xiaoman almost spent all of his family's savings. In fact, where they have any savings, it's not just the compensation for the fire and the money for the man's car accident. In order to take care of him and his children, Ding Xiaoman has not gone out to work for a year, so they are just sitting on empty seats.

So after Shu Baihan recovered, he took over the task of raising their mother and daughter.

No matter what Ding Xiaoman said is true or false, it's true that she saved herself and took care of herself for such a long time. Shu Baihan feels that he has the responsibility to take care of them.