This is the second time Mu Jiyun stepped into this simple and warm small suite. It was totally different from his first time when he came. At that time, he was just full of curiosity about her, and absolutely did not have the full of love like today, so he saw a very different feeling.
His slender fingertips glided over each article with his walking, and finally stopped on a thick stack of well kept newspapers in the study. His eyebrows were not consciously wrinkled, and he curiously drew out a look. Unexpectedly, what he saw above was that he had been reported in a large scale. In the picture, he was full of evil charm smile, and his eyes were gently focused on that gang If he hadn't seen him here, he would have forgotten that he had even taken such a picture and published such a report. The content in it was nothing more than that he had spared no effort to spend thousands of dollars on the whole hotel to celebrate his birthday in order to make the beauty smile.
Mu Jiyun gave a cold smile. It seems that the media are really capable of catching the wind and shadows. If he remembers correctly, it is just a small birthday party. It just wrapped up a restaurant on the first floor, and did not package the whole hotel as mentioned in the newspaper. He threw the newspaper back because of his lack of will. At this time, a few lines of delicate and elegant small characters attracted his attention, which was new again Take it up and look at what is written on it.
"It's a romantic birthday party, but it doesn't belong to me. Although that beautiful man is his husband, I don't exist in his world. So I don't know that today is also my birthday. When he hugs other women, I can only look at the little face of my son in a daze to express my missing for him 。’
The words are not many, but they are enough to shock all mu Jiyun's thoughts. After reading the newspaper quickly, it turned out that it was more than four months ago. This recognition made him urgently pick up the next newspaper and continue to browse. The content in it is still related to him, just that there is a woman standing beside him, and the notes are still on the side A few lines of little words.
"Lin piaolan, a very charming and beautiful woman, has a beautiful appearance and figure, and she exudes the charm and charm of her heart and soul in every move and every move. That's why he has always favored her for so many years! But did he know that there was another one I was sleeping all night for my son's fever? "
Her writing is very delicate, which is very different from her cold character. At the same time, it also makes Mu Jiyun's heart burst of pain. She takes a copy out of the thick newspaper. No accident, she still has her own evil figure, but her handwriting is a little crooked, not as neat as we saw just now.
"Mu Jiyun, do you know that just as you and the woman in the picture are playing by the pool, I just experienced a life and death struggle, so the date of the newspaper has passed ten days, so I can raise my pen to write down my deep complaint about you. Do you know who's in front of me when I was stabbed by a gangster The most precious son, but you who always despise me. It's ridiculous. No, if I can, I'd rather I never fell in love with you, because this kind of torture has reached a limit for me, but you still don't know, right? "
Mu Jiyun's hand holding the newspaper was shaking, and the whole person was unable to slide down and sit on the ground. She said that she loved him. She didn't think about another one of her at all. She actually loved herself. It turned out that every time she watched her trance, she was not thinking about someone through herself, but the expression of her love for so many years On top of the obsession with myself.
"President Mu, are you ok?" Du looked at Ji Yun without any doubt. He was puzzled about what was so small.
"Oh! I'm fine. Are you ready? " Mu Jiyun closed his deep eyes and asked in a choked voice.
"Yes, I'm going to meet the Colonel soon, so..." Du looked at him hesitantly, not knowing how to explain his meaning to him.
"Du, can I continue to stay here for a while?" Mu Jiyun looked at the tall newspaper, which had many things he had not read. He wanted to stay and continue to understand how she spent many days in his absence.
"That's OK, but don't touch the Colonel's stack of newspapers. It's her favorite thing." Du didn't know what was in the newspaper, because the colonel had repeated to himself many times that he could touch a lot of things in his study. However, he was not allowed to look at that stack of newspapers. Over the years, he was obedient and obedient. Seeing the increase in the number of papers, his doubts became more and more curious day by day, but always He did not explore, because he knew it was the Colonel's privacy, and he could not and should not.
"Well! I see. Thank you Mu Jiyun smiles bitterly. Ouyang Ruixi, since he loves me, why doesn't he let me know all the time? Can you own me with such a large stack of newspapers?
"Then I'll go first. Just lock the door when you leave." Xiaodu was holding a large bag of daily necessities, looking at the newspaper which was obviously read by Mu Jiyun, secretly testing that the Colonel would not be angry, right!"Little Du, please ask your Colonel to call me when you arrive." Mu Jiyun's mood is very low. He can't tell what kind of mood he is now. If he can, he really wants to hold her in his arms and tell her that this stack of newspapers can really let her have her completely. From now on, his heart will only beat for her.
"OK, I'll tell Mr. mu. Goodbye." Xiao Du said and then went out. Today's Mu Jiyun gave him a very sad feeling. As a man, he was moved by it. He just didn't know what was in the newspapers collected by the colonel, which made him deeply moved.
Mu Jiyun watched Xiao Du open the door and went out. His sight went back to the stack of newspapers again and reached for the bottom one. The date was a little early, because the handwriting was not very clear, but it could still crush his whole body and mind.
"The military doctor said that I was pregnant, and a little life would step into my life from now on. Looking at his big picture in the newspaper, I could not help but drive to the gate of popular international, waiting for him to appear secretly. However, when I saw him holding a certain female star and surrounded by reporters, my heart finally stepped into a piece of ashes If you step on the gas pedal, you may never have a Ouyang Ruixi in his world. Why should I ask for trouble? "
Each newspaper is a few lines of words, but the pain and helplessness of his heart are all recorded in it. It has to be said that she has a very good writing skills, and then carefully and randomly took out a copy. Until now, he knows how much the original way of life is. The women standing beside each newspaper are different, but inside He has always maintained a high spirited manner and never saw the loss. Compared with Ouyang Ruixi's loneliness, he is so sunny.
"Mu Jiyun, Mu Jiyun, do you know how many times I have called your name in my heart silently on the delivery bed so that I won't let myself faint. You didn't participate in my pregnancy. I don't mind if I can't see such a sweet scene on the day of my birth. Although I always tell myself that as long as you live a happy life, I don't care about standing far away I look at you from afar, but how much I hope you can give me a comforting look or a smile of encouragement in such a day, but there is nothing. Everything you have never belonged to me. "
Tears from Mu Jiyun's face gently slide down, he missed how much of her helplessness and fear, in exchange for today's sensible and clever Xuan Xuan, never for anything and to tears, but today he was her words between the voice of the accusation to affect the lacrimal gland, Ouyang Ruixi, such a miserable you let me take you how to do, even if exhausted All of my life can't be replaced by all the years that have passed. I love you, not just by impulse, but by rhetoric. It is a collection of my feelings and treasure. In this life, I love you and never change.
Shaking his hands and then randomly pulled out a newspaper, but it was printed with blood stains, very shocking, this phenomenon let him unconsciously feel panic, but the newspaper himself is still surrounded by beautiful women, is a popular female singer, with an angel's face and the devil's body, smiling and smiling, gently whispering in his ears, and watching It's very sweet and sensational. The words in this newspaper seem to be useless when they are written. It seems that they can't lift a little strength like being seriously injured.
"Mu Jiyun, do you know how much fear I am experiencing when you are intimate with this woman. It will give me a thrilling scene when I am facing the bandits when I am on a mission. Xuanxuan is injured and countless blood gushes out. I have no idea. The whole person is in a state of stupidity, just opportunity Armed with him to the infirmary, at this moment I have to plead God, do not take him away from my side, after I dare not to hope for anything that does not belong to me, Mu Jiyun, you are just a dream I can't hope for, Xuanxuan is the only one of my relatives left, so from today on, I give up this dream, no longer go Want to, also no longer love, just let my baby safe and sound, Mu Jiyun in me and then let him slowly fade out of his mind! I really can't afford it. "
This paragraph is a little long, but also a little messy, which shows how scared and uneasy she was at that time, and how much helpless and reluctant to give up. She continued to extract a piece from it, and the handwriting has recovered her usual cool personality.
"Ouyang Ruixi, you can recognize it! You can never do not love him, once vowed is just an excuse to deceive others, he is like your blood flowing through your whole body, can not drive away also give up, lost such a blood you will collapse want to die, so you are generous to admit it! It's really difficult to let Ouyang Ruixi not love Mu Jiyun. It's hard to bear the pain of being shot by ten bullets. Mu Jiyun, I love you so deeply, even with my whole body strength. Can you think of such a humble me for a second, should not it! From then on, the courage that you dare to walk past me is no longer a place where you disdain me, but you have the courage to face meHe has never been able to stagger into his heart like a long heart, no matter how heavy his heart is, no matter how long his heart can be In, are wantonly running a name, that is - Ouyang Ruixi.
It turns out that there has always been such an intellectual woman in his life, but he has been pushed away from his own world. As his wife, he has never given any love and pity to each other, but only endless hurt and heartless.
Taking a deep breath, the bed still has a faint fragrance of flowers belonging to her, but it is not the kind of jasmine that I love, but a little stronger than this rose fragrance. It seems that she will also like romantic foil, so it seems that I have always classified her as that kind of strong woman. In fact, her heart is vulnerable to everyone He is still on the top of the non-stop to create harm to her.
Ouyang Ruixi, do you know what kind of remorse I am now and what kind of heartache I feel like a knife? Are you intentional? Deliberately let me see such a wounded you, deliberately to me in the situation of irreparable, but you waved your sleeve, did not give me a chance to repent, let me a person buried in this there are many stories about you, can not walk out also do not want to lift the pace.
Thinking of that large stack of newspapers, he knew that there were many kinds of reports about himself, and he was sure to be marked with all his sentimental and love at that time by her one by one. However, he had lacked the courage to continue to read. He was afraid that he would not be able to help flying to find her. What he was more afraid of was that such a full body of shortcomings had already been found Without the qualification to love her, he has never cared about his former erosive way of life as at the moment, and has never so despised his superior status. At this time, he doesn't want anything, what he wants is just a Ouyang Ruixi.
www.novelhold.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!