Chapter 309

"But I feel so cruel, I don't want to see you feel sad because of the past, because then my heart will hurt."

Ouyang Ruixi stretched out his catkin and gently soothed his frown. She didn't like the way he frowned, because it would represent that he was trapped by something, and such a he would make himself feel incomparably distressed. So he forgot all along that kind of shame and boldly expressed his deep love for him 。

"I'm not sad. I'm just a little helpless, so don't worry about me." Mu Jiyun can clearly feel the shivering feeling from her cold fingertips, and sighs low. It turns out that under her indifferent coat, there will be such a warm heart, and her enthusiasm will only bloom for herself. In this way, how lucky and happy he is, then what else can he not be with her What about the boat?

"Well, if you really feel uncomfortable, don't force me. Although I want to know everything about you, I don't want my starting point to become your trouble, so don't consider my mood." When Ouyang Ruixi said this, her heart was in pain, because she could understand what it was like to be ignored by her relatives. Because she was one of the victims, she could consider problems from Mu Jiyun's point of view, rather than being unreasonable and unreasonable.

"Maybe you won't believe it. From childhood to adulthood, I never know what it's like to be held by my father. What's more, I don't know what it's like to be pampered by my father. From the admiration for the happy atmosphere of other people's families to the unconscious resistance, I've got a deep understanding between the two Although my mother loves me a lot, I will never be as important as my father in her heart. So when they sent me to live abroad alone, I would not feel cold any more. Instead, I felt a sigh of relief

When talking about this, Mu Jiyun still vaguely remember how excited he was at that time. He thought whether he was far away from them, and he would become the only concern in their hearts. Therefore, he studied very hard and tried to show them his best side, thinking that his father would always like himself! But at the end of the day, he was still disappointed, because how Wulun behaved, he always belonged to the superfluous one in that luxurious home, and could not change his own destiny which was ignored in their mind.

So he looked at all these things slowly, and no longer longed for the care and love that could not come to him. Because some things are yours, and if they are not yours, it is in vain to force them. Why should he devote his time to these impossible things?

"Since then, I have made up my mind that if I really can't do my father's duty, I won't be involved in that minefield in my whole life. So although I have affairs with different women, there are few people who can really go to bed with me. All the whoring and disorderly life is just to cover up the truth I think that only by doing this can stimulate my parents, and at the same time retaliate against the marriage they imposed on me. But what I didn't think of was that my radical action would indirectly hurt innocent you. This is a mistake that I can't estimate, so I am deeply sorry for this. "

Mu Jiyun looked at Ouyang Ruixi very seriously. He really owed her an explanation and a late apology. The reason why he was so angry at that time was that he never thought that he never cared about his parents and would suddenly pay attention to his marriage. Therefore, under a moment of frustration, he could not accept that he was still in a state of ignorance at that time Ouyang Ruixi roared, and then turned and left without hesitation.

Ouyang Ruixi replied with a shallow smile, but did not make a sound, because she knew that he wanted to say a lot of words, so she only had to listen quietly, and did not need to intervene in her own evaluation, because even the most beautiful words and sentences could not make up for the once pale feeling in his heart.

"I have a relationship with you, which makes me feel scared, because I suddenly realize that there is a saying in the world that medicine can be prescribed. Sometimes it does not mean that I can be self disciplined and do not give birth to my own children with any woman. Therefore, in order to get rid of the aftereffects of sterilization, I did not hesitate to let Shuhan sterilize me Shu, what I didn't expect was that you would be pregnant with my child one night, which I never expected. "

For this mu Jiyun, I don't know whether I should be happy or sad, because I almost became a man like my father, and without knowing it, I became a irresponsible father. Fortunately, although she has not contacted me for so many years, she finally let her life not leave too much regret, and personally put it The son was sent to his side, so he should thank her. If it was not for her magnanimity and forbearance, not for her reason and kindness, then he would probably pass by with this affection.This time, Ouyang Ruixi kisses him on the forehead. It turns out that the person he wants to target is not himself, but dissatisfied that he was designed by his parents. Unfortunately, she just became the object of his vent, which she could understand, but did he really never think of himself for so many years? She really wanted to know about that.

"Isn't it strange that I haven't looked for you once in these years, and I almost forgot your existence." Mu Jiyun seemed to be able to find out the thoughts in Ouyang Ruixi's heart. Before she had a chance to ask, Mu Jiyun told Ouyang Ruixi ahead of time. So his move made Ouyang Ruixi stunned for a few seconds. Is this the kind of heart between lovers that others say has a little connection?

In fact, I can only say that Ouyang Ruixi has thought too much. Where does Mr. Mu communicate with her? It is because all her ideas have appeared on her face. How can Mu family, who has read countless people in the business world, not be able to see it? So it's not difficult to guess what's in her heart.

"Well! Can you tell me why? " In fact, she thinks that no matter how forgetful a person is, it is impossible to forget such an important thing. Even if he really hates himself, the people or things he has experienced should not be completely erased from his mind. Therefore, she is deeply puzzled about this point.

"If you subconsciously resist something, then everything associated with it will be rejected by you, and I am in that state. Because of the repulsion to my parents, even you are excluded from my own heart. It is not that you do not remember someone like you, but you are determined It's impossible for me to choose to forget and find you on your own initiative. Besides, I thought you always lived in Fenglin evening appointment, so I only need to call the money, and nothing else is within the scope of my concern. Of course, this is not for you personally, only because you are the woman they found, so I will implicate you together, so you It will become a poor little one

Mu Jiyun pinched and pinched her small nose. In fact, it was not as hard as he imagined. It was just that the thought was too firmly planted, so he thought that it was a scar that he had been unable to uncover. When the door was opened, he would not want to continue to lock. At least in front of the woman he loved deeply, he did not want to continue There are some reservations.

"I was the victim of the war between the two armies, and you obviously chose the one who wanted me to die in the battle. So you are really cruel to me." Ouyang Ruixi is worthy of being a soldier. She can even compare such a thing to a battlefield. I have to say that she is really dedicated. In this regard, she should be given extra points.

"Yes! I can be said to you is really ruthless heart, for this point I will not go to sophistry, because it is really wrong to do first, but you also in this short three months let me have a lot of first, the first time quietly stay in a certain place waiting for you, the first time for a woman to have that kind of uneasiness about gain and loss, the first time let a woman wantonly Wuji kisses his lips. For the first time, he knows how wonderful it is to love someone. For the first time, I know that I can lower all my arrogant postures and bend down for a woman. "

If these are the punishment that must be accepted for the cruelty he showed to her before, then he also accepted it obediently, because these are all what he owes her, so he does not have the slightest reluctance, on the contrary, he is very happy, because the woman is called Ouyang Ruixi, who is the woman he wants to pamper for his whole life.

"Is all this true? And that woman you're talking about is me, isn't it Ouyang Ruixi looked at him with a cheerful smile. The smile was intoxicating and warm. Mu Jiyun's eyes were dazzled for a moment, and his face was stunned. Because she had never seen such a one in these days, he was very surprised. It turned out that when she really laughed, she was so charming, just like a gentle breeze blowing through his heart and shining his year Hua, even after many years of memory, he can still very clearly capture her today's a beautiful bloom.

"Who told you that the woman was you. I can't believe that Colonel Ouyang is such a narcissistic person. I really don't know how shy he is." Mu Jiyun's first reaction was to tease his little wife, because she seldom had such a tender moment. In general, she would kick her feet, or her cold expression all over her body. Like today's feeling like Mu Chunfeng, she had never seen it before. Therefore, she would make fun of her on the spur of the moment She.

"Isn't it really me? What about that? " Before Ouyang Ruixi's words fell, he directly kissed Mu's extremely soft thin lips. However, she heard that he mentioned that his lips were areas that other women had not explored. So this made her very excited. What he said to himself was true. He never gave any woman a chance to kiss his beautiful lips. She was very happy about this It is gratifying that there is a place in his body that no other woman has ever touched.www.novelhold.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!