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Brother of yearning, hello:

The sea memory confidant, the world is like a neighbor;

My good confidant, knows my heart.

Unforgettable past events, lovesick tears wet towel;

All I ask is that you remain the same and never part of it.

Dear brother, I did not write back to you in time, I know you will be unhappy. I felt that writing letters was a very bad thing for me, and that because my husband was so suspicious of me, he was always watching me. I'm afraid that if he discovers us, our consequences will be unimaginable. Therefore, I did not write back to my brother in time, please understand.

Missing brother, your letter, after I read it, I am very happy. I read it several times, and every time I read it, I get excited. But, I don't know why brother said you're a fool? Am I not a fool? If I wasn't a fool, why would I give you everything? Brother, tell me, are you stupid or am I stupid? Brother, you will know clearly that I treat you wholeheartedly in terms of love, love and longing. Why are you still making fun of me? I really don't understand?

My missing brother, since we became good friends, I have never forgotten what you have done to me and my family. For more than two years, I was tormented by love. No matter if it is bitter or sweet, I can never lose you. You're the one who encouraged me to live a good life. You gave me the courage of my life; you gave me the backbone of my spirit. I still remember clearly that you said in a poem, 'Don't betray me and you'. My dear brother, rest assured that I will never betray you.

You said in your letter, 'I deliberately avoided you.' How could I have deliberately avoided you? I didn't know you could come to my house on the eleventh. If I knew you could come, I wouldn't be able to go up the mountain to pick vegetables.

And then I wanted to ask my brother: Please give me back my picture, and if you don't give it back to me, I'll be upset. However, brother, don't worry. If you view little sister as a good friend, then you must return it to me, and I can give you another. The photo will be exchanged at the next date. Please don't forget it, brother.

I slept and ate for this picture; I was so tired of it all the time; I cried so much for it I don't know how many times. As a result, this photo has become a source of concern for me. Please don't misunderstand my good brother, little sister only wants to exchange another card with you with no other intentions.

Let our friendship flourish! Never!

I wish you a good job and a happy spirit!

This to

Salute

Your little sister

25 May 1990

Zi Peng finished reading the letter. It made him happy, moved him, and made him feel uneasy. To his delight, he finally saw her today and received a letter from her. She would always love him and miss him, always let their friendship flourish and never fail! It made him happy, moved him; it made him uneasy for three reasons. One was to write to him, fearing that her husband would find out, which would upset him; two was to say that she was in a bad mood, and that the sight of the pain in her teeth disturbed him; and three, that in the last letter he had written to her, he had said that he was in a hurry to write to her, and that he was a fool. She misunderstood his meaning and said he was mocking her. Therefore, he felt uneasy.

As for her and him going back to the picture, she was going to give him another one, which he could not guess at. He thought: Maybe once, when I wrote to her, I said in the poem, 'Take out your picture and look at it as if you were laughing at me for being such a fool'. To a large extent, it was because those words hurt her self-esteem. It made her feel disgusted and annoyed. And for that, take this picture back. There was no other reason, was there? Who cares? Since she was happy, she might as well change it. It's all the same to me. On this issue, don't bother with her anymore …

He felt a great deal more open at this thought, and at the same time felt guilty and sorry for the pain in her teeth from her anxiety.

How much pressure had she withstood in order to love him, in order to date him! One was pressure from society. By now, all six teams knew about him and her. Especially those old women, once they got to the point, they would talk nonsense. Good news never left the house, and bad news spread far and wide. After so much discussion, she gritted her teeth and forcefully withstood it. And then there was the pressure from the family. Her family, she had confided to him once, was a miserable family; a hellish family. Who could stand her husband's violence against women? So she felt disappointed to have such a family, such a husband. He felt that living in this world was suffering. There were several times when she went to seven teams of Hami River to drown herself, but she had always given up because of the children she had dragged down.

Only after knowing him did she have the courage and confidence to continue living on. But such a husband, in the sex life, with the brutal method of rape to her, caused her to suffer from the disease of sexual frigidity. She had no feelings for her husband, let alone love him. It was for the sake of her children that she had been able to maintain this unfortunate family, to prevent others from gossiping about her. How could her husband not be annoyed when he heard that his wife had fallen in love with someone else? And her husband was suffering from lack of evidence and dared not make a fuss. At home, her husband put pressure on her. Her husband's pressure, combined with the pressure of society, had left the weak woman breathless. She had no other choice but to grit her teeth and endure. She wanted to love the one whom she loved without turning back. It had been hard for her relationship with him to develop to this day. She could not lose such a good person. She could not lose the love he had for her. She could not lose the love he had for her. As a result, she was more difficult than any other woman …

He was very sympathetic to her situation, very sympathetic to her fate. Therefore, he thought: One day earlier, one day later. I must win her over so that she can live a comfortable life for the rest of her life …

Time passed really quickly. In the blink of an eye, it was June.

On June 18, the Rural Party Committee came to the Taoyuan Village Party Branch to inspect the Party affairs for the past six months. Deputy Secretary of the Party Committee Yu Shenglin and organization member Wang Guoli, two comrades came to inspect. The Branch Secretary Wang Peng received the leader of the Rural Party Committee.

The Secretary Yu first looked at the Party's teaching plans and the ten systems of Party construction work. Then, we checked the files of non-party activists and the responsibility zone of the Party members.

Although it was half a year of inspection, the inspection was very detailed. The Secretary Yu, in particular, was responsible for the job and sought after the best. He could not be careless; he could not make the slightest mistake; he could not lack a system. The inspection lasted from 9 a.m. until 11 a.m. At noon, the village arranged a meal to entertain the village leaders.

In the afternoon, Secretary Yu convened a branch committee to brief them on the situation regarding the inspection of the Party affairs. He lit up a cigarette, took a long drag, looked at everyone with his eyes, opened his notebook and said:

"Today's main purpose is to take a look and promote your future work. After a whole morning's worth of inspection, he discovered that there were some missing items. There are some things to note: First, organize your branch of the Party's teaching program. The Party classes were completed at the request of the Party Committee, but the teaching documents were incomplete, and it was possible that the first half of the year was too busy with work. However, it didn't matter. He just needed to make up for it.

"Second, learn Lei Feng's record book should be established and enriched. There were many good things that the Party members had done, such as Wang Qin and using their own skills to prune the fruit trees for the farmers and guide them on the spot; the Party members were obliged to dig holes and plant trees. There are many such examples. Filling in all the good things that he had learnt from Lei Feng and Yang Yuefa into the records, he had to make use of this opportunity to create a new record book.

"Third, there are 10 systems in the Party's construction work, two of which are missing: the first is the 'tight living system'. At present, we are in a difficult period. Therefore, a 'tight living system' should be established. The other is' the system of listening to the masses'. The voice of the masses, the demands of the masses, and the opinions of the masses should all be recorded in the system. At present, neither of these regimes exists and should be replaced.

"Fourth, the division of responsibility areas of Party members is too large and should be improved, and a person in charge shall be designated in each responsibility area. Reduce the original division of responsibility area, clear the scope of responsibility, so as to facilitate the work.

"Fifth, the reserve cadres should be included in the roster, and comments should be made. Fill in the roster with the names, ages, places of origin, educational level and resumes of the reserve cadres, and fill them in in in a regular, serious and detailed manner.

"Sixthly, the number of activists, with emphasis on autobiography, ideological report, external materials and so on. The application shall not be written on behalf of the author and shall be completed by the applicant himself. The examination table did not reflect the time it took to be listed as an activist, and the question was simple: just add it to the list.

"Seventh, there is no list of people being groomed by activists. This cannot be lacking, so whoever grooms the person will fill in that list. When writing materials, most of them are written in ballpoint pen. Everything written with a ballpoint pen should be filled in again. Because the above requirements are filled in with a pen. Therefore, use ballpoint pen to fill in to correct. Nine is to set up the Organization Development Record. You don't have this book, other villages have it, some don't, make it up.

"In short, after half a year of checking today, I found these problems and have reported them to you. I hope that you will fill in the filling in time, the filling in, the setting of the installation, and the refilling of the refilling. Today, he had only taken a look and didn't come to any conclusion, nor did he score anything. When the end of the year comes around, that's real. If you don't have it, just cut it by as many points as you need. There is no ambiguity. "

Zi Peng took note of these nine questions that Secretary Yu had told him in his notebook, using them as the basis for his future improvements.