The room was empty when my mother died.
Remembering the tears of a loving mother;
I will never be able to return the favor,
Only nostalgia remained in his heart.
After Zi Peng and Lixia separated at Taoyuan Grain Station, he watched her walk far away until she could no longer be seen. He looked at his watch. It was ten minutes to two.
He thought: It's time to go to work. He still has to go to work at the factory. On the way to work, he thought back to the day they had met: three hours, but that was enough. He had said what he needed to say, done what he needed to do, and enjoyed what he needed to enjoy. Besides, she had no one to look after her house today. There were so many chickens, ducks, geese, dogs, and pigs waiting for her to come home and feed them? So he understood her; he felt sympathy for her; he felt more respect and love for her.
Especially today, when Zi Peng and Lixia were walking up the mountain, he felt that it was very interesting. He thought that the conversation that followed today had led to a secret that he knew little about. If she did not rush him to tell her secret today, she would probably never be able to tell him about it. He would probably never know about it, and she would probably be buried in his heart for the rest of her life. Thanks to her suggestion, he was allowed to continue on from his last date. This led to her having been fond of him before; she had been unrequited in her love for him before; she had been sincerely in love with him before. However, he didn't know anything about this at the time. He had taken her proximity to him as a mutual concern; as a normal friendship between people. He didn't think about the relationship between men and women at all.
Because at the time, she was a beautiful young woman in her 20s with cultural knowledge, and he was approaching the age of 40. Due to the difference in age, he did not think about it. But today, in the midst of their conversation, he had pushed the conversation to this point. Reluctantly, she told him the secret she had kept hidden in her heart for more than a decade. When he had finished listening, his heart had been moved. He was moved by his age, by some people who secretly felt affection for him, by some people who secretly missed him, by others who loved him from the bottom of their hearts. He felt both pleased and gratified by this, as well as proud and proud …
Today in the pine forest together, because of the above reasons, he showed her more affectionate, more deep love, more considerate. He was convinced that she could feel it. He was satisfied that he, Wang Zipeng, was able to meet such a woman who loved him so much in his life. With her, his life became more lively; with her, his work became more active and optimistic; with her, his spirit became more energetic; with her, his life became more colorful …
Zi Peng walked along the road, and as he thought about it, he unknowingly arrived at the Fire Resisting Plant of Tonggang. He strolled upstairs and into his office. Coming out of his own office, he went back to President of the Trade Union's office. President of the Trade Union was not there. He returned to his office.
Zi Peng picked up the thermos and poured a glass of water into the water glass. He looked at the thermos and saw that there was not much water left in it. So he took the kettle back to the water house and filled it with cold water, then came back and plugged it in. At this time, he took out the love letter that he had stuffed into's hands when they parted hands.
Zi Peng accidentally received a letter from Lixia today. He felt very happy. He hadn't expected her to write back to him so soon; he hadn't expected her to hand him the letter just before the date broke up. So he was surprised and surprised; he felt a kind of happiness in his heart...
After Zi Peng sat down, he took a sip of water and impatiently unfolded the love letter that Lixia had given him. A clear pen font caught his eye:
Big brother that I miss every second of my life:
little sister has not written back to him since he received your letter on 5 May. There were some unfavorable conditions for writing a letter, but the main reason was that the little sister was lazy, so he hoped that his brother would forgive him.
Dear brother, I can't wait to read your letter. The more I read, the more I felt that the contents of the letter were intimate; the more I read, the more I felt that one of my brother's sincerity had been dedicated to me, and I couldn't help but shed tears of excitement. Big brother, your letter was too good. You used your true feelings to recall the scene of us being together for half a year. Now that he thought about it, it felt like it was happening right in front of his eyes. In particular, each time my brother recalls something, he explains it with passionate poetry; he shows it with passionate poetry yesterday; he celebrates each of our reunions with the poetry of true love. Brother's letter, which uses a lot of poetry to recall the past, is intended for us to remember it forever. As a result, the little sister liked it a lot.
Missing brother, so many poems in letters, so many long poems, I do not know how you think out? From this, it could be seen that her brother's imagination was very rich; from this, it could be seen that her brother's talent was not ordinary.
Dear brother, in the last few months, we have only been able to see each other twice a month on average, and it was brother himself who came to visit me at my house. Do you know what the little sister thinks of you?
Missing brother, I was in an unfortunate family, and because of the discord between her and me, I was even more troubled and anxious about this lifeless family. As a result, the little sister would think of you crazily. Only when I see you will I feel good; only when I see you will I feel happy and happy; only when I see you will I feel happy and happy. But alas, my brother is now a worker, how could it be easy for me to see you? Actually, I often go to Taoyuan in order to see my brother on the road and in the market. But the more I want to see you, the less I'll see you. Do you think you can fulfill your wish by coming to see me twice a month? Do you know how many times I go to Taoyuan every month? At least eight times a month. Sometimes I come over to your house to send you something, but you're not home. Now that my mother has passed away, my heart was already in pain. Furthermore, I couldn't even see my brother anymore, making my heart feel even more miserable.
Dear brother, you came to see me on July 24th, and I was out selling vegetables. When he came back, he found that his brother had been there and had written the date and place on his' family '. I was in a very good mood when I saw this. But at the same time, I feel sorry for you for waiting for me all afternoon. So, on the Sunday in August, I didn't go anywhere but waited foolishly for my brother at home. Only you are not allowed to come, I am not allowed to wait. I actually waited for my brother twice. Do you know how pleased I was to see my brother? Do you know how happy I felt when I saw my brother? Do you know how happy I felt when I saw my brother? On the afternoon of August 14th, you come to my house, Xiao Wei is also at home. In order to let the two of us get along well, I sent Xiao Wei away, to the well in front of us to get a bottle of cold water. After Xiao Wei left, my brother and I tightly embraced each other. That kind of feeling was really memorable …
My brother, whom I missed day and night, talked about working in the production team on our date of 29 July. In fact, I was very nostalgic about the situation. When I was working in the team, I felt really good. Plus, he was able to work together with his brother every day, chat together, and play poker together. He was in a really happy mood then. No one can say that you are not good when it comes to your brother's character. From the observations that little sister had of you, you are indeed a good person whom everyone admires and admired. So I tried to get close to you. But the closer I get to you, the further away you are from me. I don't know why. Could it be because I'm afraid of eating you? Or maybe you're afraid I'll bite you? It puzzled me.
I miss my brother, I was having fun in my life, but I didn't think that I would have to split the land and live a single life. This kind of life was a cruel torture to me; this kind of life was a prison life to me; this kind of life was like a year to me, a life worse than death. Beat me and scold me for drinking so much. Marriage was already unfortunate to begin with. Coupled with the destruction they had suffered, it was really adding fuel to the fire …
Dear brother, I am finally looking forward to February 24, 1987. This afternoon, my brother took me on his bicycle to the Erdaojiang to buy a thermometer, then brought me back, and we walked back to the sixth team. My dead heart began to recover; my insensible heart began to beat; my hopeless heart began to look forward to...
Dearest brother, my life is all thanks to you. Otherwise, I would have carried my child and wandered around Hami River a few times. I wanted to throw myself into the river and commit suicide, but my life would have ended there and then. However, when I thought about it again, the child was innocent. By doing this, I was released from my fate. However, the child was grieving for his life. Thinking about it, I continued to live on with my last breath …
Big brother, I always miss you. After meeting you, you gave me care and love. After meeting you, you gave me hope and courage. After meeting you, you gave me happiness and happiness …
Dear brother, we have been in love for seven years. For seven years, with my brother's care, I felt happy and happy. For seven years, with my brother's encouragement, I felt like a person. Thus, little sister was unable to repay Big Brother's true love and love for me in his entire life. He could only wait until the next life to repay his brother. If there is an afterlife, if I can be a woman, I will have my brother at last.
Alright, big brother, little sister's mouth was open when she said that. If you talk too much, big brother will be annoyed as well. Tomorrow is our date, if you have something to say, we'll talk about it tomorrow.
I wish my brother a good job and a happy spirit
This to
Salute
Your little sister
Grass of 30 August 1994, 2 p.m.