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"Move?" Deng Fan was stunned, "Didn't you say that the living here is pretty good? Why would you suddenly want to move? "

Du Xue immediately stood up, and seemingly pounced towards Deng Fan, as he held his hands and said: "I don't want you to fight anymore, let's leave this city, okay?"

"Leave the city?" Deng Fan became even more shocked, "It's all right, why did you leave the city? I just started my career and I don't want to leave right now. "

"Don't be so naive, that Mr. Hong is not even a good person." Du Xue said.

"How do you know?" Deng Fan was surprised, "You know him?"

"I don't know him …" Du Xue immediately denied it, "But I can see that he isn't a good person. If you follow him, you will only sink deeper and deeper into the abyss. When the time comes, even if you want to come out, you will not be able to leave.

"The more I hear, the more confused I get. What's wrong with you? Why are you saying such nonsensical things?" Deng Fan was puzzled, "You only took a glance at Mr. Hong and he was already deemed as a bad guy?"

"I don't want to explain it to you. You have to believe me no matter what." Du Xue pleaded with all her might, "Let's move!"

"You are unreasonable!" Deng Fan flung Du Xue's hands away, and turned her body with a look of displeasure.

"Why don't you believe me?" Du Xue frowned, her expression extremely disappointed.

"There are some things that you women won't understand." Deng Fan said.

"You really won't listen to me?"

"At least for now, I can't leave."

"Alright, you will definitely regret it." Du Xue turned around and went straight back to her room after she finished speaking, and did not pay any more attention to Deng Fan.

Deng Fan felt that Du Xue was hiding something from him, but he did not want to investigate further. Besides, the person who was hiding the greatest secret was herself. It was just that he did not know this secret herself.

What was his real name? What about marriage? What was his previous job? Even with such a background, Deng Fan still didn't know about it at all. In these past few days, he still couldn't remember a single thing; it was as if he was someone with no past, and his memories were completely blank.

On the other hand, Deng Fan was also a little afraid of recovering his memories, because he was afraid of losing Du Xue. It was also because of his subconscious evasion of the past that the scattered memories that constantly flashed through his mind seemed to have been frozen, never to reappear.

Unfortunately, there is currently no clear treatment for amnesia, usually with psychotherapy. Deng Fan had also mentioned to Du Xue that he wanted to help a therapist, but ever since he was rejected by Du Xue, he didn't think about it anymore. The reason why Du Xue was against it was because she was worried that not only would Deng Fan be unable to recover his memories, it would also lead to some unpredictable mental illnesses.

In fact, Deng Fan was just casually saying it, even if Du Xue agreed, he did not have the courage to go and see a therapist, because he had already gotten used to and fallen in love with her current life.

As long as he could live together with Du Xue, Deng Fan would be satisfied.

In the next few days, Du Xue acted very coldly towards Deng Fan, as if she was always angry at Deng Fan. However, this emotion did not last for long. Du Xue quickly became as passionate as before, and her meticulous care and concern for Deng Fan seemed to have far exceeded before. Even Deng Fan himself felt flattered.

One day, Deng Fan could not help but ask Du Xue: "Why do you seem to be a different person? Didn't you always oppose me following the Mr. Hong? Why are you so supportive of me now? "

"Aren't you happy that I supported you?" Du Xue asked instead of answering.

"Of course I'm happy. I'm so happy." Deng Fan said.

"Can you promise me one thing?"

"What is it?" As long as I can do it. "

"You can definitely do it."

"Go ahead."

Du Xue organized her thoughts and slowly said word by word: "No matter what happens in the future, don't look down on me, don't abandon me, okay?" She spoke slowly, but seriously.

"Why did you suddenly say such strange words?"

"Will you promise me that?"

"Of course, unconditionally." Deng Fan immediately nodded, and replied with a tone even more serious than Du Xue's. "Unless I die, otherwise …"

Without waiting for Deng Fan to finish, Du Xue immediately covered her mouth, "Don't say those unlucky words, I believe in you."

Deng Fan gently removed Du Xue's hand and looked at sher quietly. After a moment, he said: "You're really acting a little strange today!"

"You're thinking too much. I've always been like this." Du Xue said.

"Is that so?" Deng Fan smiled, "I hope I'm overthinking it!"

"Aren't you going out tonight?" Du Xue suddenly asked.

"I'm not going anywhere tonight." Deng Fan stared at Du Xue and said, "I'll stay at home to accompany you."

"Then let's go to bed!" Du Xue suggested.

"Alright, let's study how to give birth to a child as well."

"You're so bad!" Du Xue snorted, she lowered her head, and her cheeks flushed. She wasn't the kind of girl who was shy easily, but when it came to men and women, she couldn't help but blush, even though it wasn't the first time.

Before he finished speaking, Deng Fan had already carried Du Xue to her bedroom …

Ever since Deng Fan joined the competition in the Underground Arena, he had been victorious. He fought in almost ten arenas and never lost a single match.

That night, he won the competition as well. However, not only was he unable to cheer up, his heart had also turned into ashes, as if his soul had long been snatched away by the messenger of hell.

Deng Fan went back home, his mind still preoccupied. He did not turn on the lights as he walked into the darkness and sat down on the sofa in the hall. His face was extremely ugly to behold.

Usually only a sick person or a person who has suffered a major mental blow would have this kind of expression.

At this time, the lights in the hall suddenly lit up, and Du Xue, who was wearing pajamas, appeared under the light.

"You're back." Du Xue said.

Deng Fan did not reply, and only hung his head low and did not say a word.

"Why don't you take a bath?" Du Xue asked again.

Still no response.

Du Xue had also noticed that something was amiss with Deng Fan long ago, she immediately walked over to Deng Fan's side and sat him down, then asked: "Did something happen?"

"I killed someone." Deng Fan slowly spat out these words.

Du Xue was slightly moved by her words, but she quickly regained her composure and asked suspiciously, "How can this be?"

"I don't want to kill him …" As Deng Fan spoke, he could not help but recall the scene on the stage earlier.

Those stubborn eyes, that fearless aura, that body that struggled up from the ground time and time again … These scenes flashed past Deng Fan's mind like a bolt of lightning.

"Why, why is he unwilling to surrender …" Deng Fan covered his head with both hands, and fell into a painful memory. "Why did he pounce at me time and time again even though he knew he wasn't my match …"

"You really killed someone?" Du Xue didn't seem to believe it.

"Really, I'm sure he's dead." Deng Fan said, "He was carried down. Everyone knew he was dead."

"Looks like what I was worried about has happened." Du Xue was a little disappointed.

"Although Mr. Hong told me that he would settle this matter and assured me not to worry, after all, I have killed someone. Deng Fan said.

"Then what are your plans for the future?" Du Xue asked.

"I don't know, but I really don't want to fight anymore." Deng Fan shook his head hard, looking like he was in pain.

"Then stop fighting, I'm afraid that Mr. Hong will not let you leave so easily." Du Xue said.

"Xiao Xue, I'm sorry … I really made a mistake this time. I should have listened to you and left earlier. It's too late now. " Deng Fan was filled with regret, and was about to cry.

"It's not too late. We can leave together." Du Xue said.

"No, I will leave by myself. I don't want to bring you any trouble." Deng Fan said.

"What do you mean? Are you going to abandon me? " Du Xue asked in shock.

"No matter what, I can't just leave." Deng Fan said, "I already have matters on my mind, so it's impossible for me to get away so easily. I don't want to implicate you."

"Is that why you abandoned me?"

"Why don't you understand? There's no future for you to be with me. I'm already in the pit, and I can't drag you in. " Deng Fan was emotionally stirred.

"I won't listen, I won't listen! You promised me that you wouldn't abandon me no matter what! " Du Xue hugged Deng Fan tightly as she sobbed.

"Little Snow …" "Sorry, sorry …" Deng Fan finally could not hold back the tears in her eyes. Closing her eyes, two streams of hot tears rolled down his cheeks, "It's all my fault, I have to bear it all myself.

"Don't leave me. No matter what happens in the future, I will face it together with you!" Du Xue hugged Deng Fan tightly, afraid that he would lose if she let go.

"Let go of me …" This time I was really wrong. "

"I'm not letting go!" Du Xue cried and said, "Where are you going alone?"

"We can go anywhere, but we can't be together." As he spoke, he stood up.

"Why can't we be together? I won't leave you no matter what! " Du Xue also stood up at the same time, her arms tightly grabbing onto Deng Fan's waist.

Deng Fan used all his strength to break apart Du Xue's hands and push her down onto the sofa before he walked out of the room with big strides.

"Brother Li!" Don't abandon me, you promised me! " Just as Du Xue fell on the sofa, she immediately stood up and rushed towards Deng Fan, once again hugging him tightly.

Deng Fan did not speak, and repeated the same actions from before, but this time, he did not push Du Xue away.

"I won't let you leave me!" Du Xue once again pounced towards Deng Fan.

Deng Fan shook his head helplessly. At this point of time, the tears on his face had dried, and his expression was firm and emotionless. He said slowly: "I have already decided to leave, the gratitude I owe you, I will definitely repay you if I have the chance."

"I don't want it! If you leave, I'll go find my enemies and fight for my life. I don't want to live anymore. " Du Xue said while crying.

"What did you say?" Deng Fan heard and frowned, "What do you mean by fighting to the death with your enemies?"

"He's the one I've always wanted to kill. My parents were killed by him." Du Xue said.

"Why haven't I heard of it from you before?" Deng Fan was surprised.

"Because if I did, I'm afraid that you would take the initiative to find that person to take revenge for me." Du Xue said.

"Who is that person?"

"Do you want to know?"

"Yes."

"Alright, at this point, I don't want to hide it anymore."

Therefore, Deng Fan followed Du Xue back to the sofa and sat down, then slowly listened to Du Xue explain in detail.