"I still remember that after I returned from Cui Yu, you told me the same thing." Ling Qing bit her lips as she felt real pain.
However, there was a layer of mist floating above the pain. It was as though he was in a dreamscape.
"So …" I was wrong. " Ling Qili knew that once she woke up, she would only treat it as a dream and might even forget a lot of details. However, he still said, "I made the biggest mistake. I hurt your heart and gave you a chance to make up for it, okay?"
"Is it because I have the body of a phoenix that you are willing to make such a request?" Ling Tian Qing then laughed and threw his teacup on the ground. Looking at the broken pieces of porcelain on the floor, he said lightly, "Even if you put it together, it won't change back to its original state."
She had grown up and understood that there were no fairy tales in the world.
The so-called broken mirror being round still had cracks in it.
Even the most skillful craftsmen could not turn everything into its original state.
"Forcefully repairing and bonding can only scratch you." Ling Qing kicked the sharp pieces of porcelain and smiled bitterly, "Ling Zui, I understand it all now, why don't you understand?"
She had been so innocent and bright, but she had gradually understood the cruelty of life. Why wouldn't he accept it?
Was it because, as a king, he had never failed, so he was unwilling?
"You don't understand." When Ling Jin saw her forlorn smile, his heart ached. He couldn't help but reach out to embrace her. "You don't understand my regret …"
"I don't understand. I really regret treating you like that back then."
"I don't know how much I like you."
Ling Xi's hand touched her shoulder, and seeing that she was not evading, he immediately embraced her and said softly.
Ling Qing did not move as he let him hug her, gently closing his eyes.
There was only the warmth of a dream...
She shouldn't have wanted it.
If one could not withstand the cold when standing at the peak, dancing and figuring out one's shadow, how would this be like living in the mortal world …
People have their share of sorrow and joy, while the moon has its full moon. This is a difficult thing to accomplish in the ancient times …
Faintly, someone seemed to be singing this tune by his ear.
Ling Tian could not tell if it was her or someone else.
"Xiaoqing, I know this is very tiring, but can you …" Ling Jin obediently let himself hold her when he met her. At the same time of his happiness, he was afraid that he would be able to blink tonight, "Can you bear the burden of my love? Don't... Leave me again? "
Carrying the love of an emperor was indeed very arduous.
"I rarely dream of you being so gentle." Ling Tianqing still had her eyes closed. She could clearly feel the aura of a tyrant, a familiar aura that she had not felt in a long time.
"This is not a dream …" Ling Xuanxin hugged her tightly, "If you … tomorrow … If you see me like this, will you come back with me? "
"Don't be silly." Ling Tian Qing's words had shattered Ling Lian's beautiful dream.
She said very seriously and clearly, "I don't like you anymore."
Although she was a bit drunk, her voice was firm as she whispered word by word into his ear, "The heart I gave you was broken by you. Do you think you can just go back and fight with all your might?"
"The most precious thing in this world is emotions."
"The more precious something is, the more unique it is. If it is shattered, the harder it is to restore the imprint."
"You threw it away, I won't... "Pick it up for you."
It was like being struck by lightning.
His hand, with every word she said, became more and more unsteady, trembling on her back.
He could feel warm drops of liquid dripping from his shoulders, soaking his clothes into his skin and then into his bone marrow.
It corroded the entire heart.
"The most precious thing about life is that … Can't go back to the past... "
"Once it happens and we experience it, we won't be able to change the course of events …"
"My apologies, but I don't have the things you want …"
Ling Tian's tears finally fell.
Her heart had already been given to him.
Broken.
She herself could not find the remains of that heart.
"Ling Tian Qing …" Ling Xuexin suddenly pulled her face away and fiercely kissed it.
What's gone? What's broken?
She was clearly still fine … In front of him …
She had clearly said that as long as one was alive, there would be unlimited possibilities …
It was a very salty kiss.
The taste of her tears had never tasted so bitter.
Ling Xuanxuan was unable to enjoy this moment, and he even … He was forced to stop by the bitter taste.
"Long time …" "That's it …" Seeing that Ling Zui did not kiss it, a bitter smile flashed across Ling Qing's lips.
It was unknown if it was because she hadn't kissed for a long time, or because she hadn't shed tears for a long time.
Life... "It is impossible to repeat myself, but you said that as long as you are alive, you will have a limitless future." "Ling Xin's heart was in a mess from her tears and words. He wiped them away with a handkerchief, his throat aching.
"So, between us... There's a future, isn't there? " Ling Jin did not answer her and instead asked her with his tiny wings of hope.
"Their respective futures." Ling Qing wiped away his tears and corrected him.
His future was to become an ambitious emperor.
It had nothing to do with her anymore.
"I forbid you to say that." Ling Xuanxin finally acted up.
He fiercely pinched Ling Qing's chin and stared into her eyes, which had been washed by her tears until they were exceptionally bright, "No matter what, you are mine. Don't even think about leaving me! Even if it is a fragment, it is still mine! Even if my hand is broken, I will still hold on to you and not let go! "
"..." This is you. " Ling Tian Qing was not scared by his vicious aura and laughed.
It was as if she knew that Ling Chao would go crazy if he encountered her.
That was why she forced him to show himself.
This was because she knew very well that even if Ling Jing were to pierce her hand and kill her, she would not permit her to truly leave.
"I don't want to imprison you …" Ling Xuanxuan felt very uneasy due to her tranquil smile. He unconsciously let go of her hand. "As long as you take one step back, we …" "It's the same as before, I won't force you …"
He had endured it for so long, yet he didn't come to find her. Wasn't he just following the wishes in her diary?
She didn't want him to look for her. He could give her some time.
But now, didn't she want him to appear?
"I respect your opinion, but that does not mean that... You can do whatever you want. " Ling felt the need to make his position known.
He was not someone to be manipulated.
He was also not a person who would back down without paying anything.
"I don't dare." Ling Tian Qing said as he remained seated.
"You wanted me to leave your life alone, but why do you force me to come and find you now?" It was best not to believe that she did not dare to do so.
She wasn't afraid of anything. If it wasn't for the beauty pill, she wouldn't even be afraid of death.
"I just... A life where you want to fail with yourself... "Farewell." Ling Tianqing said softly after a moment of silence.
Ling Xuanxu could only feel that there was too much helplessness and sadness hidden within these words, but he did not understand the true meaning behind them.
By the time he understood, it was already too late …
"You … It's not a failure, it's me... Not good enough. " Ling Jin suppressed that strange sadness and tried his best to comfort her with warm words.
Just now, he had lost his composure because he had suppressed it for too long …
He didn't want to threaten her... He also didn't want to scare her.
"I've met you, we …" Let's go to Gu Jueshan. " Ling Tianqing suddenly changed the topic.
She didn't want to say anything more about parting.
I don't want to argue with him about the past.
Since tonight was a warm dream, he might as well enjoy it.
Even if he woke up tomorrow, it would be even more lonely and cold.
"You want to go?" Ling Xuejian did not expect her to invite him to "walk in the night".
"Today, I went to the Thousand Buddha Mountain to admire the flowers." Ling Tian stood up and looked at the moonlight outside the window, "I suddenly feel that …" It's so beautiful here, and I don't have anyone to share it with. "
"You are not... Did you go with someone else? " Thinking of the chrysanthemum, Ling Jin couldn't hide her loneliness, and her internal organs once again began to ache.
"I want to go with …"
You want to be with someone important... Or someone who used to be important...
Just wanted to share it with someone.
"Will you come with me?" When Ling Jin met her, he suddenly stopped talking. In the end, a faint sweetness welled up in his heart.
She must still like him.
Flower Speaker had once said that a woman's words were the most contradictory.
"There, I encountered some things that I would never forget for the rest of my life." Ling Tianqing looked into Ling Zui's eyes, feeling like she was in a deep slumber. It was all too surreal.
That was the turning point of her fate.
Since the first time, she was secretly lured by Wen Han to Phoenix's side, and was deemed to be the phoenix by Ling Xuanxin …
Then she would wait there for him, waiting for him to hunt …
Time and again, she could have escaped, but she was always on fire.
"Because... Did you meet me? " Ling Zui asked softly.
"…" Ling Tian Qing did not answer.
She just … He had met his own fate.
She seemed to have fallen into a very, very long memory.
Ling Zui could not see the sadness and joy in her expression.
She was just like that spirit tree. Standing under the starry sky, she tried her best to reach into the darkness. Even from afar, she could see the light, but no one knew the secrets and loneliness of that tree.
"Little Qing …" Ling Zhi panicked when he saw the silence on her face, and could not help but shout out again.
"I'm sleepy." Ling Qing rubbed his eyes. Was this a dream?
Why did she sleep in her dreams?
And he was still a little drunk?
"You … You're not going to Gu Jueshan anymore? " Seeing her stand up and walk towards the bed, Ling Jin immediately followed.
"I don't want to dream about you anymore. Leave." Ling Tian stood by the bed, unbuckling his belt, not even turning his head to look at Ling Zui.
Ling Xuejian finally understood what was meant by 'a woman's heart is like the bottom of the sea'.
He had always thought that women were just tools, that they didn't have to care about their thoughts, and that he had never bothered to pay attention to their little thoughts.
The ladies of the harem only fought for favors. There was nothing else worth paying attention to.
As for Ling Tian Qing, he had separated himself from his simple view of women.
He placed her on the same level as him. He wanted to study her thoughts, master her thoughts, and be on the same level as her … More common language.
"You're not leaving?" Ling Tian Qing then took off his outer robes and turned to see Ling Lingcun standing behind her without saying a word. Raising his eyebrows, he said calmly, "Then I'll go to sleep first."
Ling Qing had had a lot of strange dreams, but regarding Tyrant's Dream, it was mostly about him treating her like his prey. Sometimes he would use his blade, other times he would use his bow and arrows, and other times he would wake her up with a slap …