This time, Ming Xi no longer spoke. She knew that all of this must be a dream. What she possessed was all fake and had a time limit. Rather than wasting her time talking to him, she might as well use this opportunity to sense his existence.
Actually, what qualifications did she have to blame him? She was the one who harmed him, why should she blame him for not keeping his word?
Thinking of that nightmare, Ming Xi's body started to tremble uncontrollably. If she wasn't so willful back then, if she hadn't gone to the seaside alone, then so many things wouldn't have happened and she wouldn't have lost him.
Lose him? Had she really lost him? If she lost him, who was the man she was holding? If she hadn't lost him, then where had the real, solid pain come from?
"Ming Xi, don't cry anymore? How come it's the same as it was five years ago? "I remember that you are very brave now!" Xue Qi hugged her lightly in shock, deeply afraid that if he used even a little bit of strength, he would make her feel pain.
Tsui Xi bit her lips and allowed her tears to fall. After a long silence, she opened her mouth faintly, "I am not brave. I am not brave at all!" The courage of the past, only built on your foundation, now I don't have you, I'm not brave at all! I want to be brave, but I can't be brave either! "
Xue Qi gently straightened her hair in shock. Because of what she had just said, he couldn't tell what it felt like in his heart. He never knew that she was so reliant on him! Being dependent on her was both happy and heavy.
He, Xue Qi, had been frightened in the past. He would never panic because of anything or anyone, even if it was him. But this time, he was truly scared. Fear, so it turned out to be that sort of feeling, one could only feel that it was impossible to convey. His heart, however, became incessantly trembling with fear.
Xue Qi was surprised, but he didn't argue with her too much about this matter. He remembered the purpose of his visit today.
He glanced at the cupboard beside him, which was filled with food, and gently let go of Ming Xi. "Ming Xi, can I feed you?"
Ming Xi couldn't bear to let go of him. She tightly held onto his hand, and as he got up, she also sat up.
Xue Qi grinned in surprise. "Since when did this woman become so attached to others?" It would be hard to get away tonight. He shook his head helplessly, but could not help but grin. The corner of his mouth had a trace of a happy smile. Xue Qi grabbed onto Tantai Xi's hand in shock. Then, he carried the porridge with one hand and sat back on the edge of the bed, letting Tantai lean against the bed. Under the dim moonlight, he scooped the porridge into her mouth one spoonful at a time.
Ming Xi stared unblinkingly at Xue Qi in shock, but her small hand held the lapel of her robe tightly. She had already failed to catch him many times, so this time, no matter what, she would not allow him to sneak away. Even if it was just a dream. But, this dream was so real! It was so real that she felt it was a reality.
After seeing that Qing Xi had finished eating the porridge, Xue Qi smiled in satisfaction. He looked at the soup again and was about to go get it when Ming Xi pulled him back and said with her mouth puckered, "I'm already so full. Are you going to push me to death?"
Xue Qi lowered his head in shock and looked at the bowl held in his hands, realizing that it was indeed not small at all.
"If you're full, then quickly lie down and sleep, okay?" Xue Qi was frightened, as if he was coaxing a kid. His soft yet shining eyes were staring at her.
"Are you leaving? Was my dream about to wake up? I don't want to sleep, I don't want to wake up! " Thinking that she wouldn't be able to see him again later, Ming Xi burst into tears. A woman, isn't it? If he lost the love of his life, he would either cry himself to death or die of his heart. If they lost the people they loved the most, their world would collapse. In that world, they were battered and exhausted, with nothing left to live for …
Seeing the sorrowful look on Tantai Xi's face, Xue Qi leaned over and patiently advised, "Wife, you have to eat obediently and raise your body to be fat and then give me a fat baby. I don't like a baby with only a layer of skin. Fat baby, it's cuter! "
"If you don't leave, I'll just eat obediently!" Ming Xi held Xue Qi's clothes tightly.
"Eat well, I'll come see you every night, okay? "If you don't eat obediently, I won't come and see you!" Seeing the stubborn look on Tantai Xi's face, Xue Qi wanted to smash her with his fist, but he couldn't bear to do so. No matter how heartless a man was, there would always be a soft forbidden ground in his heart. Whoever had the ability to enter it would become the ruler of his life. However, the gentleness in his heart would only be opened for her. His gentleness was the only one, just like his heart. In this life, it would only belong to a single woman.
Ming Xi looked at him with a grumbling gaze. After a long while, his lips curled into a smile as he said in a willful manner, "Okay, you can leave. I don't want to see you again!" "You're leaving …"
Xue Qi knitted his eyebrows in shock. He knew that women were fickle people. But it was time for him to go. He did not want the hardships that the two of them had gone through these past few days to be in vain. He wanted to make him pay a more painful price.
"Sleep well, I need to go!" After speaking, Xue Qi got up in shock and walked towards the window.
When Tantai saw this, she immediately became flustered. She jumped out of bed and hugged him from behind, murmuring in a pleading voice, "Don't go, husband, don't leave me!"
Xue Qi grinned in surprise. "Husband?" No matter how he listened to it, it was pleasurable.
He turned around and pulled her into his arms. Leaning over her forehead, he gave her a gentle kiss. "Wife, I'll come back to see you tomorrow, okay?"
"This is bad!" Tomorrow, maybe, I won't be able to dream about you! " Ming Xi said stubbornly.
"I promise, you'll dream about me tomorrow, okay?" This woman, did she really think she was dreaming? His reaction was really slow!
Actually, that wasn't because his reaction was slow, but because he didn't believe it! To not believe that it was true, to not believe that he was still alive, was like at first she did not believe that he was dead.
"This is bad!" With tears all over her face, Ming Xi raised her head and looked at Xue Qi in shock. Seeing him with his back facing the moonlight, she couldn't even see his face clearly.
"Hubby, kiss me, okay? Kiss me, I want you to kiss me! " At the thought that she could only kiss his ice-cold photo, Ming Xi suddenly burst into tears. She could no longer feel his scorching kiss …