Chapter 293

Chapter 293

Though stopped by Tranquility with a resounding clang, the impact sends a pulsating tremor through my Spiritual weapon and deep into my bones. With a concentrated focus of will and Chi, I direct the bone-shaking vibrations outwards and away from my body as it travels up my arms and out my back to minimize the damage done. This all happens in the blink of an eye but I barely need to think as the reaction is all but instinctual after months of punishing practice. Though the Resonating attack has been successfully dealt with, my arms are leaden and numbed by the destructive passing of Argats attack, as if Id spent hours hammering away at a monumental mountain of steel instead of blocking a single overhand strike. Still, this is better than the alternative of having my muscles torn and bones fractured by the Resonating waves of power.

I want to stop, but I cant, not after one hit. Again. With another clang, a second Resonating wave is transferred through my shield and directed out my body, leaving me trembling in its wake. Again. And again. And again. Such is life, trials and tribulations without end. Even when life gives me a break, Im compelled to manufacture trials and tribulations as practice for when the real shit hits the fan. Itd be much better if I could cancel my opponents Resonating strike with one of my own, but lacking the ability to do so, this is all I got.

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Long after Ive lost count of the number of strikes, Taduk steps in and looks me over. Time for a break my boy. Your eyes are bloodshot, means the strikes are reaching your head. Could be concussed or worse, brain damage is nothing to sneeze at. Sit and heal, no more of this noisy practice until tomorrow now, you hear? Hows a man supposed to nap with all your weapons clanging and damnable drum beating? We should never have gotten on these boats, whats wrong with taking a nice quin ride along the sea shore? Let me tell you...

Nodding in meek compliance, I lower my self to the ships ever swaying deck with my teachers gentle help, barely able to keep my head straight as Taduk continues his tirade. I guess I overdid my training but its not entirely my fault. If you arent a sailor, there isnt much to do on a boat and Im terrible at doing nothing. Despite being on the largest ship Id ever seen, the cramped confines of our dark hold don't allow us enough room to practice the Forms much less spar, and with all our gear packed away, all I can do is sit in quiet meditation, nap, or practice defeating Resonating attacks.

Ive said it before but travelling sucks donkey balls. When do I unlock flying mounts?

Retreating to the comforting oblivion of my Natal Palace, I draw on the Energy of the Heavens to replenish my diminished Core and naturally repair my injured muscles. I understand why Akanai likened my self-strengthening abuse to swatting flies with a heavy spear. Even after years of pain and suffering, the results are barely noticeable, hardly worth the effort. Id be happier if there werent any results at all, because then I could stop, but since it works, I cant stop or else all my previous suffering will have been for nothing.

Im in too deep to give up now, gotta see things through till the end. Even if the gains are minuscule, theyre still there and Ill take any advantage I can.

It doesnt take long for my Core to reach its limit, and the torrent slows to a trickle as natural limiters kick in to ensure I dont absorb more Heavenly Energy than I can handle. Opening my eyes, I take in the void around me before focusing on the churning wall of Blobby, an ever moving yet deceptively still current of Heavenly Water surrounding the mentally constructed room and village. After finding him in Sanshus canals, my standard rate of cultivation improved to where I no longer needed a Runic Ring. While Im not sure if or how my amorphous tenant is responsible for my upgrade, it cant be a coincidence. The sad thing is, drawing more Heavenly Energy at a faster pace has limits to its usefulness. Sure, I replenish it faster, which means I rarely run out during a fight. In those rare instances I do empty my Core, it only takes about a half hour of meditation to get back to fighting strength and about four times that to top it off due to diminishing speeds as my core draws closer to full capacity. Its a nice perk, but Ive found little use for replenishing Chi faster.

Dont get me wrong, its nice to have and Reinforcement, Honing, Stability, and Lightening are all super useful, but its not like I can divert all my Chi to using those skills. While its possible to do so, its rarely advantageous since it would throw things out of wack. Over investing Chi into Reinforcement not only risks tearing muscles or breaking bones, it can also put me off balance or slow my actions/reactions since Ive devoted so much attention to Chi and not enough to everything else. Likewise, using the other three skills require a balance between power and function. Too much Chi into Stability or Lightening leaves you too anchored or too free and Honing more than necessary to cut through metal is just downright wasteful most of the time.

I have other uses for Chi like Self-Healing, Amplification, Deflection, Sending, and Resonance, but in the grand scheme of things, Im a little underwhelmed by the Energy of the Heavens. I mean, its useful, but is this it? Is this all Im supposed to do, keep collecting Chi over the years as my Core slowly grows in size and density? There has to be more. Besides, there are so many cool things one can do with Chi, but until my Chi is able to remain Chi outside my body, Im shit out of luck. Short of that, all I can use Chi for is to make myself a better fighter, which is limited in value. No matter how awesome I am at swinging a sword, Im constrained by the finite range of my weapon and travel speed. Even if Im capable of killing three Defiled per swing, thats still three hundred swings to kill a thousand Defiled. A thousand enemies is just a drop in the bucket when talking about an army of millions. Even if they all stood still and closed their eyes, itd take weeks for me to make a big enough dent in their numbers to matter.

I know theres more to Chi, but its so far beyond my reach it might as well not exist.

With a small mental effort, I bring myself closer to the room and watch as Baledagh practices his Forms. So engrossed in his training, he has yet to notice my presence, his graceful movements and sublime combinations both deadly and beautiful to behold. While his enthusiasm for the Martial Path grows by the day, mine has waned as the reality of our situation sunk in. My brother doesnt care, he's happy to meet any challenge head on but Im drowning in worries for the future. I realized long ago, even Akanai and Baatar are bit players in the war to come and Im so low on the totem pole I dont even matter. We could win a hundred battles and still lose the war, Akanais army of fifteen-thousand Sentinels rendered insignificant in the face of overwhelming numbers.

To further ramp up my anxiety, I realized that as a Second Grade Warrant Officer, its entirely possible I wont be attached to Akanai and instead ordered to follow some chump like Chun Yimu and be forced out on some suicidal mission to test the waters or buy time. In the eyes of the Imperials, Im a grunt, a linesman, fresh meat for the meat-grinder and if I dont play my part, then thats a paddlin or worse. Im not thrilled by the prospect of leaving my fate in the hands of others; to say Im terrified would be an understatement.

Enjoyable as the fresh sea air and adorable sights are, this isnt what I came here for. Spotting Alsantset and Charok, I make my way over to see them. Hanging on the side of the ship, the twins point and laugh as they watch the quins' antics, while Li Song hangs back with most of my pets, though Mama Bun is conspicuously missing. Waving at the quiet cat-girl, I raise my voice to be heard over the wind. Hi! Are You Enjoying It Up Here?

With her long braid wrapped around her neck, Li Song responds with a rare half-smile, nodding as she motions towards Aurie. My big silly floof is having the time of his life, joining the twins on the rails with mouth wide open and golden-fur ruffling in the wind. His arms and head hang so far over I worry hell fall if we hit a rough wave, but Alsantset and Charok have the situation well in hand, keeping firm grips on both their children and my silliest of wildcats. Sarankho is more reserved in her gawking, sitting primly with all four paws on deck while her white-furred head rests atop the railing. Jimjam and the bears are apathetic to the sights, curled up together at Li Songs feet while periodically moaning. The poor babies are seasick but theyll be fine once we land. As sympathetic as I am, theres nothing I can do to make them feel better. Besides, there are few things funnier than watching two bears and cat stumble around on dry land because theyve grown accustomed to the swaying of a ship.

Tucked in their saddlebags, my little bun buns are the most docile of the bunch, sleeping happily in their wool-lined enclosures. To keep them from running about, Guard Leader fed them a second Spiritual Plant. To my dismay, Guard Leader wasnt willing to share her purloined plants with my other pets, stubbornly keeping them for bunnies only. If I want to feed my other pets Spiritual Plants, Ill have to find some on my own, but itll have to be in secret. I dont want to upset Taduk any more than necessary.

Giving each bunny a tiny pat on the head, I notice Blackjack is missing from his pocket. Shooting Li Song with a questioning look, she points up into the sky. Holy shit, can he already fly? But hes just a baby, probably even younger than the bun-buns. How can he already use Chi better than me? Unfair...

It soon becomes apparent Ive misread the situation. Li Song isnt pointing at the sky, but at the highest point on our ship, a tiny crows nest sitting above the main sails, at least 70 metres above the deck. Shielding my eyes from the suns glare, I see my lovely wifey Lin perched above the crows nest, clothes, ears, and scarf flapping in the wind.

Mother above, my wifey is crazy.

Bolting across the ship and up the rigging, I make my way up to the crows nest in what I can only assume is record time. Waiting at the top is one helpless lookout withering beneath Guard Leaders stoic, imposing presence, though the overall effect is ruined by Mama Bun napping in her arms. Giving the expert warrior a look that says she should know better, I turn my attention to my precariously placed wifey. Putting one foot on the edge of the nest, I pull myself up behind Lin and wrap an arm around her waist while clinging to the mast for dear life. Hey wifey, I Send, knowing she wont hear me over the wind. What say you come back down now?

Melting in my embrace, Lin instantly releases her hold on the mast and trusts me to keep us both alive. Flashing her toothy smile, she shows me Blackjack sitting in her palm, looking regal as can be. His ears fluttering in the wind, the newest addition to my family has a contented look upon his face as he stares out at the clouds, enjoying this taste of the heights hell one day soar through. Likewise, Lin snuggles in against my chest as her braids and scarf thrash about behind her, enjoying this stunning view of the world with her Rainy, wholly unconcerned about danger or risk.

Seeing Blackjack and Lin so at ease has a calming effect, and after lowering all three of us to the crows nest, I take the time to appreciate the view. From up here, the people, the boats, the sea, and the land, it all seems so small and distant. My problems, so pressing while down below decks, almost seem irrelevant in the face of such majesty, my worries carried away into the ether by the cold winds. Sometimes, Lins attitude aggravates me to no end, but I envy her ability to see the best in every situation. While we sail along the coast of the Azure Sea, I agonize and mope in the dark and she climbs high into the light, two people taking the same journey yet living worlds apart.

To think, I was so focused on the horrible things going on in life, I almost missed this incredibly beautiful view.

Balance isnt just for the Martial Path, I need to have balance in all things. I need to stop focusing on the negatives all the time, who knows how many amazing things Ive missed while worrying about the worst case scenario?

Wrapping both my arms around Lin, I hold her close and Send, I love you Lin.

This is why I always find her when I'm feeling down. She knows exactly what to do to cheer me up, even when she isn't trying.

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