Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Eventually, I couldnt find a way to turn it off, so I flipped the phone over and started looking around the house again.

Come to think of it, I have to wear a proper young child-like outfit, not a pajama to go out.

What kind of clothes did Cheon Yise usually wear?

I approached the closet and opened the door wide.

It wasnt the familiar clothes that always greeted me consistently.

These days, kids clothes were filled with flashy clothes, not suits, pajamas, or sportswear.

I closed the door again.

And after taking a deep breath, I shook off my desire to turn away and opened the closet again.

I cant handle this.

But I have to do it even if it doesnt work.

I had only worn shirts or cotton pants of the same design and color. I had never developed a sense of fashion.

Still, Im an idol band member I cant just go out in casual clothes

I brought my phone back to search for idol-like clothes.

Then I clicked on an app, which I believed to be a browser. After thinking for a while, I entered the search term.

Because I was not used to the keyboard, I was sweating as I had to keep writing and erasing it, unlike my usual self.

[Search > Cheon Yises fashion]

The search results were disastrous.

There was a reason why Cheon Yise decided to commit suicide, he was pessimistic about his personal affairs.

He had been working for five years, and I still cant find any information about him, just how obscure is he?

There were only strange accounts and article photos that looked like belong to foreigners.

Even that was mostly about stage costumes. It was not a reference to his everyday clothes.

Eventually, I changed the search word.

[Search > Male idols clothes]

In the era of hundreds and thousands of idols, a huge amount of data was poured out.

I stood in front of the mirror wearing something roughly similar to the one in the closet.

Hm

Its an unrealistically handsome face

Even if others want to fix it like this, its going to be hard, but its not worth it.

Its a face that you have seen a lot nowadays, but hes still too handsome.

A handsome man with long horizontal, thick, neat eyebrows that made him look mentally strong.

For a face to have that kind of impression Even though he was mentally weak, too weak.

I would see that face a lot in the future, but I wasnt used to seeing it head-on, I ended up unable to open my eyes right away.

But I have to get used to it. Its my face now.

Finally, with firm determination, I looked up. But it was also embarrassing.

How can you not succeed as a celebrity when youre so handsome?

At first glance, I felt stupid looking at myself in the mirror and sweating.

Since I started browsing, I thought it would be good to know some rough information about Cheon Yise.

I put some clothes together in my head, changed the search word, and pressed the search button.

[Search > Cheon Yise]

[Idol Star]

Group: Climax (main dancer)

Agency: WePlanet Entertainment

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Other than that

There were only a few magazines and showcase photos that seemed to have been released by a third-rate entertainment media with viruses.

Even when I went into the analysis results showing the amount of real-time buzz, I couldnt find anyone mentioning it.

How many people here are middle or high school students?

[Real-time search results <Other>]

[Anonymous: Do you know the cut from last years fan signing event?]

[Anonymous: If they win the lottery, its 100% confirmed. Last time, 200 people were picked and only 80 people came]

Fan signing event Cut? I dont know what this means. But it was understandable that in a lottery event where 200 persons were selected, only 80 people applied.

But I ha-have to go.

It was a human barricade made of low-grade elementary school students who were about the same height.

However, young Cheon Yise had no power to shake them off and get out.

It was only after the attendant discovered Cheon Yise that the children booed and dispersed one by one.

Young Master, are you okay?

Young Cheon Yise bit his lips and began to shed tears filled with sorrow.

Just like in the last video, Posil was guarding a corner without me knowing.

Kkiing, I cried as if to console young Cheon Yise, but it didnt seem to be conveyed.

They keep ignoring me because I, I am small and not good at anything.

The attendant stroked Cheon Yises head in the back seat and whispered with relief.

Well, theyre bad friends. Why dont you make your own talent so that your friends cant ignore you? It would be a good idea to copy the person Young Master think is cool.

He probably wouldnt even remember what he said.

That seemed to be heart-touching advice for Cheon Yise.

From that day on, Cheon Yise began to diligently copy the dances of dance singers on TV.

The little boy, who wasnt even 10 years old yet and dancing to a music video on a monitor in a brilliant room, made me feel weird.

You worked hard even at such a young age.. What was I doing when I was ten?

When I was in my prime of elementary school age, I lived in an old house with bathrooms attached outside.

It was a time when there were no entertainments, let alone computer games placed in front of the local stationery stone.

You have to go out to the downtown arcade.

Our neighborhood didnt even have an arcade because it was a place where people who ran away because they couldnt pay their debts every night lived.

Although my mother died, my fathers business went well so the family situation improved.

At that time, my fathers remarriage caused trouble with the family, so I could not expect support from them.

Then I dropped out of high school and started working as a kitchen assistant

As a result, I went straight down that road and succeeded, so I thought it was a new beginning in my life.

However, since I died like this, the new beginning ended with bloodless persecution.

Anyway, Ill put off my sad childhood.

What does it have to do with him being so absorbed in dancing

Soon after, I saw Cheon Yise as a middle school student who didnt seem to have a brain to study, even though he was applying all his might at home.

I thought he was going to sleep out of exhaustion from the private tutoring that ended after 1 a.m.

While both parents were sleeping, he secretly played a dance video alone in the room and copied it.

Then, there was a scene where he was caught and quarreled with his father, and his head was almost shaved.

You like it that much?

While I was watching carelessly, time flew by and I could see Cheon Yise as a high school student.

That school must be a good place.

The school uniform of a private high school, which once was boasted on the news as a school where only rich elites could enter, stood out.

Cheon Yise was performing rough choreography at an audition hall.

At the time, what his parents wanted was for him to study hard.

Soon after, Chairman Cheons personal entourage came and took him out of the practice room of a certain agency.

How can you get into a company thats rolling under him!

Then why dont you let me debut? Why are you interrupting me when I went in on my own?

Did Chairman Cheon think it was better for his son to work under the Cheonsu group rather than under someone else?

Since then, he finally got his parents consent and joined the debut team.

But Cheon Yises struggles didnt stop there.

The trainees blatantly ostracized Cheon Yise who was suddenly plugged into the team.

At other times, it seemed that Cheon Yise, who begged his mom to do this and that for him, also have pride.

Instead of reaching his parents, he was seen gritting his teeth and swallowing the resentment alone.

I thought he was a guy who live with a flower garden inside his head

He must have had his own passion and determination.

Cheon Yise also practiced by reducing the amount of time he sleep. It was very touching to see him concentrating day by day until he reached the level where he could teach other trainees.

However, like other idol trainees, the trainees who became attached in the midst of the bullying left the company over time.

Their positions were replaced by a new debut team member.

And soon, the face of Cheon Yise, who accepted the disastrous result of his debut, appeared.

A new hell was unfolding, which began right after the debut.