Chapter 61: Do I Have to Go This Far? (1)

Chapter 61: Do I Have to Go This Far? (1)

Chapter 61. Do I Have to Go This Far? (1)

I almost turned around reflexively, but I couldnt take my eyes off the two-way road that continued ahead.

No one was coming right now, but it was raining and I had to stay focused in case someone came from the opposite side.

Should I ask if theyre filming right now?

I kept glancing back nervously, checking on Seong-wons condition.

He seemed to have calmed down a bit since earlier, but he still held a lukewarm plastic bottle and a cold cat in his hands.

It seemed impossible to ask Seong-won if he was okay with being filmed from behind.

Instead of continuing the conversation, I quietly closed my mouth.

I had turned off my personal mic a long time ago, so there was no sound to use.

Even if they filmed, it would only be a short clip in the interview scene without any sound.

It was best to keep my mouth shut when I couldnt tell if this situation was being recorded or not.

Were almost there. If youre having a hard time, get off. Ill talk to the others.

I gestured to the PD behind me.

Lets get off.

The PD nodded his head, shrinking his body.

I could see Seong-won sitting inside the window, but everyones eyes were on me as I got off empty-handed.

Um

Should I ask them to turn off the camera for a moment?

I stared straight at the main PD behind the camera lens and made a scissors sign with my hand.

PD-nim, Im sorry, but can you please turn off the camera for a moment?

What?

Kyunghwa, who had been sitting close together on the floor until a moment ago, asked me what I was talking about.

Camera first.

What are you trying to say, Ise-ssi?

The PD gestured with his hand, covering the camera lenses with a cover.

We went to the hospital. But they said they were too young and there was no chance, so they couldnt do anything.

Ah, wow

Everyone looked at me with hardened expressions and asked.

Then what do we do?

I sighed and glanced at the car.

I told him to come out when he felt better.

Ah

After a brief silence, Seon-woo finally opened his mouth.

Seong-won-hyung, you must want to be alone right now, right?

Seon-woos eyelashes fluttered over his wet eyes. I hesitated and couldnt answer right away.

Maybe?

Then Kyunghwa intervened calmly.

Stay still. Seong-won needs some time to calm down right now.

I thought the phrase life is like a second chance suited this guy more than me.

Of course, he seemed to have a hard time mentally and subtly cared about the other members, but still.

Something It wasnt because he was meticulous and caring by nature.

I wondered if he had some circumstances that made him have a strong sense of responsibility since he was young.

Even if he does Its not something I can dig up.

Anyway, thanks to Kyunghwas intervention, Seon-woo didnt rush to comfort Seong-won and turn the already troubled guy upside down.

Then, with a click, the passenger seat door opened and Seong-won ran out.

Huh.

Uh, what do we do

If we stop filming now, it would be like crossing a point of no return with the staff.

You guys are getting paid by me, arent you? Should I push you?

That was what the original Lee Se would have thought, but I couldnt say it out loud.

I had to see these peoples faces again and again in this narrow entertainment industry.

How long would it take to find new staff?

The production team we hired now was also people we got through connections.

If we flipped over because of a conflict during filming, we would lose face with Kang Yugeon who introduced us.

I was the one who paid the money, but I couldnt do anything. I told them to say I cant do it because Lee Se will go crazy if they didnt want to do something.

I couldnt even say a word of protest at this moment.

As I said nothing, the PD gestured for me to move.

Lee Se, turn on the mic. Were going to shoot again.

Damn it. I clenched my teeth without showing it.

***

The filming continued until the scheduled schedule was finished.

The observation camera didnt turn off either, and the interview went on as usual.

I was worried if Seong-won could handle the interview normally, but fortunately he came out in front of the camera bravely.

A handsome persons face wouldnt go anywhere even if it was swollen with tears, but This was too much.

In the end, the staff brought a hot pack and he started filming with it on his face.

Are you okay?

Seong-won, who came back with a silent face, looked for the cat first.

He had been with him for five years, and even longer if he counted the trainee days. No one complained that he looked at the animal before the person.

Hes sleeping well. Look at his belly, its so plump.

Yejun said thankfully that he didnt need to stimulate his bowel movements manually after a month.

Instead of the yard, we brought in a cat litter box and a basket for sleeping in the bedroom. Thats when I remembered that we hadnt eaten properly.

Now that hes okay, lets fill our stomachs too.

We couldnt eat poorly today either. We brought basic seasonings and all kinds of food from the dorm.

I smiled awkwardly in front of the surveillance camera.

I hope Seong-won feels better, so I brought out my secret weapon.

It was none other than a tomahawk steak. I had smuggled four ice packs in my bag without the manager noticing. It wasnt a very meaty cut compared to its weight, but it had the best visual appeal.

Wow, how did you hide this?

Wow, can we grill this? Me too!

Yejoon ran over with his eyes sparkling, even before Seong-won. This guy was second only to Seon-woo when it came to appetite. It was almost pitiful.

Wait a minute. You go and light the charcoal over there.

As I removed the tendons and fascia from the meat so it would be tender, Yejoon jumped out with enthusiasm.

He soon came back with the barbecue grill ready.

The fire is up!

I seasoned the meat generously and took it to the grill.

Did you bring foil today? How about we roast some potatoes?

Oh, good idea.

While Yejoon and I ran around like crazy to make up for the wasted time during the day, Kyunghwa and Seon-woo stayed by Seong-wons side.

The cat seemed to have passed a critical point, but I still didnt feel he was healthy. What if he didnt make it through the night?

Everyone was showing their utmost care for Seong-won, who had barely calmed his mind.

Meanwhile, the meat was sizzling nicely. Now it was time to carve the flesh from the bone and grill it again until it was hot inside.

I sliced some butter and rubbed it on the meat chunks, then turned around and shouted.

Get the table ready, were going to eat!

Maybe a hearty dinner would give us some energy.

I felt more strength in my hand holding the meat tongs than usual.