Chapter 145

Su Leyao pulled Huangfu Yuyang's sleeve: "let's go."

She really didn't want to dig deep. Every time she saw the truth, her heart would be hurt. Even if she pretends to be indifferent on the surface, there is still a trace of luxury fantasy in the hidden place of her heart.

I hope he really has difficulties, and I hope he has a little guilt for their mother and daughter. In this way, at least one day in the future, she can find an excuse to forgive him.

The unexpected meeting, caught off guard, tore up all her dreams. Holding her humble dream bubble disappeared, inside that small, no self-protection ability, curled up into a shrimp shape of her, fell.

Fell on the unprotected concrete floor, good pain, good pain.

Looking at Su Leyao's pale face but pretending to be strong, Huangfu's heart beat. He shouldn't be so merciless at this time to expose all the camouflage and lies of Lin Changfeng. The reason why family love is stronger than other feelings is that there is no choice, only because of natural concern, only because blood is thicker than water.

No more talking, I went upstairs with Su Leyao in my arms.

Lin Changfeng, who had been exposed, stood there, his eyes twinkling, and he kept a secret. Just as they were about to walk into the elevator, Lin Changfeng suddenly rushed up and crazily held Su Leyao's hand: "Yaoyao, it's my fault, it's my fault, I'm sorry for you and your mother. Far away, I know that nothing I can say now can make up for the harm I have done to you. Far away, I've got the retribution, I have nothing now, and I'm sick. Yao Yao, I'm old and in poor health. I don't know how many days I have. Can't you forgive me once for the sake of family affection? "

Lin Changfeng eagerly holds Su Leyao's hand, pleading, as if holding the last straw.

At this moment, Su Leyao is really frightened by Lin Changfeng, and forgets to respond. She did dream that one day, she had a future, and Lin Changfeng regretted the scene of asking her to forgive.

In the imagination, she will make a lot of arrogant performance, but when the fantasy becomes true, she does not know what to do. The hand he grasped was very painful, not physically, but mentally.

The fact is more cruel than she thought. She is very contradictory.

Who doesn't want his father to be a hero of the world, to support a carefree day for his family. You can hold her up with one hand, let her sit in his arms and enjoy his care.

However, the world's heroes are alien animals, and bears have become the mainstream. Behind every cruelty and unfeeling, there is a high sounding and unavoidable hardship.

She doesn't know whether to believe or forgive?!

Su Leyao didn't get rid of him immediately. Lin Changfeng saw the opportunity and hung his head in repentance: "Yaoyao, we are the closest people to each other now. Are you really willing to see me, a bad old man, helpless in the hospital?"

Stubborn face, but a little melting heart. Anyway, he's her father. Yes, he was absent from all the growth of her life, but gave her five years of warmth.

This is also her most helpless place, can't love, can't hate.

"Mr. Lin, let's talk about it another day. Yaoyao is very uncomfortable now." His attitude to Lin Changfeng depends on Su Leyao's attitude. If Su Leyao can get a little happiness from forgiving Lin Changfeng, then he is willing to do it.

"Take a good rest. I'll see you tomorrow." Lin Changfeng said carefully.

Su Leyao frowned and drew back into Huangfu's arms.

Back in the ward, Huangfu Yuyang helped Su Leyao to lie down on the bed. He sat on the chair beside him and held her hand: "don't be sad."

Meimu looked out of the window, empty, and let Huangfu Yuyang rub her hand.

After a long time, youyou said, "when I was a child, people always laughed at me for not having a father. At first, I was very sad and went home to cry. My mother always said that my father is an astronaut. He is carrying out a great scientific research task. He can only go home after the project is completed. I look forward to it every day and count the days with my fingers. I have to ask every day when Dad will come back. All the answers are the same

"Grow up and be sensible. I know that mother makes up a lie, only the children who love their father will believe it. Rural people don't have much leisure life. Their biggest hobby is to say right and wrong. From the mouth of others, I heard a lot of bad words to my mother. I had a fight with a boy who was a head taller than me. I was thrown into a mud pit, dirty and smelly. I said, "my father is not a bad man. He is a great scientist. He sacrificed the happiness of our family together in order to make more people happy." At this point, Su Leyao raised a self mocking smile on his lips.

"It's good to be ignorant. I remember saying it very loud and forcefully. My mother was frightened to see that I was covered with mud. She quickly burned hot water to give me a bath. After the sludge was washed away, she saw the scars of being bullied by bullied children on me. At that time, my mother cried. Silent tears drop by drop on the bath water, swing open a circle of ripples. My mother choked and told me that dad was really not a good man. He didn't want us anymore. He has another family. He's not a good man, let alone a good man. " She had never mentioned these words to anyone, even her best friend, angel.She didn't know why she wanted to tell Huangfu Yuyang that she had a huge stone in her heart. If she didn't say it, she would be crushed.

Huangfu Yuyang sat on the bed and took her into his arms. Chin on her head, gently rubbing, trying to have such a way to comfort her. There are some things that no one can help except myself.

At this moment, comfort and persuasion are too superficial. The only thing he can do is listen and let her say what she has left in her heart. Maybe she will feel better.

Leaning in the arms of Huangfu Yuyang, Su Leyao felt more relaxed and safe than ever before. Imperceptibly speaking more and more, garrulous, messy trivial, only the mouth kept wriggling, she did not even know what she said.

Said, tired hit, confused, she seems to hear the voice of the angel: "sleep, I will always accompany you."

In the middle of the night, Su Leyao had a fever, but the fever did not subside. Huangfu Yuyang was so frightened that he called Shen Teng in the night. No matter how good doctors there are in the hospital, he still only believes in Shen Teng.

The defense planted since childhood is the sorrow of being in a rich family. Take precautions everywhere, pay attention everywhere, and don't trust people easily.

After tossing about in the middle of the night, Su Leyao kept going back and forth. Su Leyao's face flushed and her mouth was full of balderdash, but no one could hear what she was saying?

Seeing her so miserable, Huangfu Yuyang wished he could not bear it for her. He began to regret why he didn't study medicine. If he studied medicine, he could cure her instead of being helpless.

"Yao Yao, how can you suddenly have a high fever?" Huangfu Yuyang was so upset that he forced himself to calm down.

Shen Teng frowned: "she should be caused by mental illness."

"What?" Huangfu Yuyang couldn't understand him.

"In short, people's emotions dominate the internal organs, and the dramatic ups and downs of emotions will be reflected in the body. It causes various diseases. Such a situation as Su Leyao is not uncommon in clinic, but her condition is more fierce than usual. " After Shen Teng's explanation, Huangfu Yuyang wished he could give himself a slap in the face.

If he told Lin Changfeng so many despicable things in front of her, maybe she would not be so sad. No matter how indifferent she is, Lin Changfeng is her father. Blood is thicker than water.

"When will she get rid of her fever?" Seeing that she couldn't sleep well because of her high fever, Huangfu Yuyang's heart was like frying in oil, and it was so painful that he peeled off a layer of skin.

"Yuyang, don't worry." Shen Teng didn't give him a definite time, which made Huangfu Yuyang more uneasy. But he also knew that Shen Teng would cure Yaoyao. It was only a matter of time.

In the early morning, Huangfu yuyanggang took a nap and heard a weak voice floating in his ear ring: "water, water Water... "

He immediately woke up, Su Leyao still eyes closed, brow deep lock. Under the high heat, the red and gorgeous lips exude a strange beauty. Huangfu Yuyang picked up the cotton swab on the table, dipped a little water, and wiped it on her dry lips.

Su Leyao greedily put out his tongue and licked it. For a long time, his eyelashes trembled and his eyelids widened: "Huangfu Yuyang..." Word by word, slowly and laboriously, with a hoarse throat.

Seeing that she was finally sober, her tired and worried black eyes burst out the light of joy, and tried the temperature with her forehead. Huangfu Yuyang then gave a long breath: "Yaoyao, you really scared me to death."

"I'm sorry." These two days, Huangfu Yuyang was obviously haggard for a long time. In order to take care of her, he had not shaved his beard and changed his clothes. He seemed to be a tramp.

She had never seen such a slovenly Huangfu Yuyang. Before, when he was in a wheelchair, he was always bright and dignified. He could meet distinguished guests anytime and anywhere.

"Fool, what can I do for you? It's me who should say I'm sorry. Would you like some water? " Some words still wait until she is all right, no matter what decision she makes, he supports her.

"Well." Light point next head, she is now soft, weak, brain is a paste. She felt that there were many things sticking together. She wanted to peel them off one by one and sort them out clearly, but there were more black shadows gathering.

The more I want to think clearly, the more confused I am. My head began to ache.

Huangfu Yuyang brought water, lifted her up, leaned on his shoulder and carefully fed her.

After a glass of water, Su Leyao felt better. She was tired and sleepy.

However, there are too many problems in my mind, forming a buzzing sound, which has been occupied: "Huangfu Yuyang, will you also be like ordinary men..." Before I finished speaking, I fell asleep again.