Su Leyao didn't sleep well all night, so he got up early. Meeting Xiang Ling is just an episode. Since he pretends not to know himself, she doesn't have to care any more. In fact, this is better.
Five years no see, I don't know what each other's life has become. It's better not to get close, so as not to cause more unnecessary misunderstandings.
Besides, she's married now. For some confused feelings in the past, we should uproot them.
Open the thick curtain, let the sun fall down a room, shine the beautiful dawn.
When wechat prompts the audio, Su Leyao bends down and picks up the charging mobile phone. Above is the message of Huangfu Yuyang: "did you sleep well last night?"
"Well, good." Su Leyao's simple reply.
"Come to QK in the morning." With a little bit of demand.
"What's the matter?" Su Leyao is puzzled.
"I miss you." The three short words fall into the heart lake of suleyaoxin and turn into stones, causing ripples. Meimu stares at the dialog box and doesn't know how to reply.
All of a sudden, there was a sense of guilt. Huangfu Yuyang was so sincere to her that she could not keep up with him and give him a response.
It's just that she's really not ready. His love came so suddenly and thick that she couldn't bear it. She can't respond to him hastily when she can't be 100% sure that she is in love with him and can accompany him no matter what difficulties she encounters in this life.
It's more cruel to give people hope of rebirth than to have no response at the beginning.
If he really loves her, then he should be more able to accept her choice.
Hesitated for a while, Su Leyao knocked: "OK, I'll go to the publishing house to find sister Jennie later."
Put down your cell phone, go to the kitchen to boil water, soak a cup of cereal, and find out the bread you bought last night.
Although a person's life has all sorts of inconveniences, but she is still more used to such a simple. Just, leave Qin Hao alone in Shengtian Aoyu, she's really sorry for him.
"Ding Dong, Ding Dong..." When the doorbell rings, Su Leyao frowns. So early, who is it?
When I saw the man standing outside through the cat's eyes, I was shocked. It's Xiang Ling.
How does he know she lives here? What's more, he didn't admit that he knew her last night. What's he doing here today?
Even though full of doubts, Su Leyao still opened the door. A cartoon home clothes, lining her even smaller. For a moment, Xiang Ling was in a trance.
As if the five-year gap does not exist, they just separated yesterday.
"What's the matter?" Su Leyao's short question brings him back from the past.
"Is this yours?" Voice is still like frost like ice, even in the hot summer, still people feel chilly.
Su Leyao looked down and saw that it was a key chain. Outdated style, the above plan has been blurred, is the result of frequent friction.
It's a birthday present from Ling. She keeps it close to her.
Blushing awkwardly, he reached out and said, "thank you."
"Why do you keep it?" The voice of questioning sounded from her head, cold in a few wishful, covered in layers of frost, not easy to notice.
Lips murmured for a long time, several excuses floated through my mind, and finally she swallowed them.
"Why do you keep it?" Xiang Ling asked again. The Obsidian eyes flashed eagerly, which was quite different from the coldness of the voice.
I didn't expect Xiang Ling to be so aggressive. He had appeared suddenly and was in a state of muddle. How can she answer that?
To be honest?
For five years, she kept it close to her body and took it with her wherever she went. Said she did not forget him, always remember once simple beautiful. She said she used to tell him when she was 18.
Five years of blank, no news, not that you can forget. It's not to pretend that she doesn't exist. More importantly, she is now the wife of Huangfu Yuyang.
Although her heart is still tangled, restless and hesitating, no one can change the track of the fact.
He collected his mind, raised his head and looked into his eyes: "if you get used to it, you don't lose it."
Xiang Ling's expression doesn't change, but the chill on his body is heavier. Su Leyao was quite familiar with the breath of being thousands of miles away. That's what he was like when he was in the villa.
The only difference is that at the beginning, he erected the cold heart wall to prevent others from approaching and hurt. Now why, she doesn't know. I didn't have the courage to find out.
"Is it?" With a bang, Xiang Ling slammed the door shut. The evil man's handsome face with the frost before the storm approached step by step, and Su Leyao instinctively retreated step by step.
Until the back against the cold wall, she was surprised to look up, with the ice eyes of Xiang Ling. She seemed to see the ice breaking and a blood red pain gushing out.
Her heart wrenched with pain."Why?" The very light voice, but clearly revealed his pain.
Su Leyao really didn't know what he was asking and how to answer. At this moment, she noticed a detail. He was wearing yesterday's clothes, and there was a faint purple under his eyes.
Incredible thought passed by. Did he stay here all night last night?
Once this idea appeared, Su Leyao quickly suppressed it.
"Mr. Xiang, thank you for finding my lost property. If you are thirsty and want a cup of tea, I welcome it. If you have something else, then, I'm sorry. It's really inconvenient for a single woman's apartment to entertain people. " Try to be indifferent.
Xiang Ling's appearance has disturbed her rhythm of life. She has lost sleep for him all night. We should not be influenced by him any more. Besides, didn't he pretend not to know him at first?
Why capricious? Why not stick to it?
She and he are two parallel lines, only when they were young and ignorant, they met for a short time. Five years of time and space have changed so much that they are no longer themselves.
It's better to return to the original, just as it didn't appear.
"Mr. Xiang?" Xiang Ling muttered to himself, the cold voice line is easier to let people hear the deep disappointment and heartache. That kind of pain is infectious virus, a little bit soaked into people's skin, pores, feel his pain multiple times.
Just when Su Leyao was at a loss and could not escape. "Su Leyao, why did you leave at the beginning? Why is there no news at all? "
He finally asked, which had been haunting him for five years. Whenever he dreams back in the middle of the night, when everything is quiet, he always asks the sky, why?
Of course, there has never been an answer.
"I..." Why is his eyes accusing? Why does he seem to resent her leaving without saying goodbye? Who left first so that she couldn't find it? He is rich and powerful. Isn't it easy to find her?
And she, in addition to silly in the villa, there is no other way.
It's just that her time is limited. She is facing college entrance examination and choice. She has no capital to be sad. She must cheer up to take good care of Qin Hao and let her mother go at ease.
"Su Leyao, tell me, where have you been? Why can't I find you? " The ice broke apart completely, and the volcano erupted under the ice. Xiang Ling red eyes, questioning her heart.
In the face of Xiang Ling's accusations and questions, Su Leyao was stunned, red eyed and said: "my mother suddenly got seriously ill and died. After her funeral, I went back to Xiaoshan village. You're gone. No one knows where you've been. I stayed there for two weeks and had to go back with dad. I'm going to take the college entrance examination. "
"No, how can it be? How is that possible? I'll let the housekeeper stay at the villa and let me know as soon as I hear from you... " At this point, the voice is getting smaller and smaller.
A fool knows what's going on. They were fooled by adults. He was fooled by his mother.
Su Leyao is not stupid either, especially after Shengtian Aoyu has experienced all kinds of conspiracies and dangers, she has matured a lot.
Yes, she's just the daughter of a nanny. How can she be a master? She was too young, too stupid, too naive. Just like the dog blood plot in TV series, they were cheated by their parents and missed each other.
After all, fairy tales are only fairy tales. Cinderella's story is written for young girls who are just in love. Therefore, their experience is in line with the reality.
"You say, aunt Su has..." Xiang Ling caught a surprising news from the shocking facts.
Su Leyao sucked his nose and pulled the corner of his mouth slightly: "yes. Mom died five years ago
"Then you..." Xiang Ling found that he was a jerk. He didn't accompany her when she suffered such a blow, and he resented her under the deception of others.
"As you can see, I know it's going well. Dad took me to s city and I finished college Originally thought that the complex tangled life, unexpectedly as long as a short sentence can be summarized.
Ha ha
Xiang Ling at this moment in addition to guilt and pity, and she went through five years of the most innocent good time. He knew that she was a timid girl, afraid of the dark, pain and ghosts.
Her heart is very sensitive and fragile. He can't imagine how she will collapse and can't accept her mother's death. What kind of experience of suffering, let her become so understated, light?
The more I think about it, the more painful my heart is. The last frost at the bottom of my eyes melts away. Instead, I feel guilty: "I'm sorry."
I thought I had no chance to see him again, let alone hear his three words. After all, the world is still too small, in the most missed time far away, but inadvertently brush past.
Taking a deep breath, Su Leyao forced himself to be calm: "nothing sorry. I'm relieved to see that you're doing well now. "
Xiang Ling opened her mouth and had a lot to say to her. Just, when I think of her present identity, all the guilt turned into a needle, and penetrated into his heart.