Chapter 167

Listening to Xiang Ling's growing up experience, Su Leyao's mood is really complicated. Born in such a family, no matter how much money, no matter how high power, noun and status, will not be very happy.

She always thinks that simplicity is the real happiness, ordinary is happiness. In fact, when you think about it, there are some similarities between her and Xiang Ling's experiences. They all live in imperfect, imperfect families.

Xiang Ling immersed in the memory, the condensation on his body dispersed, and a thick loneliness shrouded his whole body. Like a abandoned child, in the face of a strange environment, he can not cry, to show a strong man.

So, arm yourself with indifference. In this way, others will not sympathize with him, will not pity him, can not see his vulnerability and sadness.

This kind of feeling she understands, does not say once she, even now she still often subconsciously uses this way to protect herself.

After she calmed down a little, Xiang Ling slowly opened the door of memory again: "from the beginning of being sensible, we all doubted whether we were born by our mother, because she was very good to the children born by her parents. When they were sick, she took good care of them. When we are sick, only the baby sitter is around. When I was 15 years old, I was kidnapped, but my mother was busy taking care of my father's little daughter. The kidnapper asked me to call my family, she said, let me not make up such lies to cheat her, even if I was really kidnapped, she would not pay a ransom. Of course, I've been desperate. Even my mother who gave birth to and raised herself said that. Who else can save me? "

Xiang Ling's voice is very calm from the beginning to the end, but Su Leyao's heart seems to have been pulled by a rubber band. The pain of playing one by one is hard to restrain. If it wasn't for a string pulling her, she really wanted to rush up and hug him.

That kind of experience is an eternal wound in my heart, which I will never forget. Even if forced to suppress or disturbed by some common things, usually can pretend not to remember. But the inflammation is still there, and it will fester from time to time.

I don't know how to comfort him, for his experience, the language is so weak.

Although it is known that he was rescued safely later, he was still sweating for him at that time. Fifteen years old. He's just a kid.

"It's my sister. My sister found that I was missing, and asked my father to find me. Dad was busy with the meeting. He said he had a very important operation and couldn't leave. My sister sat at the door of the conference room, crying all the time. Later, her grandfather, who had just returned to China, listened to her and called the police. The kidnapper also heard my mother's words and asked me to call other family members. At that time, I didn't know who to look for except for my nanny. In the end, the police found me based on the clues. " Xiang Ling lips appear a cold sneer, see Su Leyao heart is a burst of pain.

Compared with him, she was almost as happy as ever. Although her father was vain and didn't want her, her mother loved her. Do your best to let her get more love than other children.

"Xiang Ling..." Mumbling his name, tears in his eyes.

It's been five years. It's been five years. I haven't heard her call him that. He used to hate her, hate her go silent, hate her not even a farewell. Hate why she should walk into his heart, and then leave.

The kidnapping not only made him go around the gate of death, but also made him grow up too early. After seeing all the ugliness and selfishness in the world, even a mother with blood relationship can be so cruel to him. Who else can believe it?

Therefore, he would rather hide in his own world and resist with silence.

Xiang family is the most famous medical family in e country, but it can't cure his autism. His grandfather and father were afraid of influencing his reputation and sent him to a small mountain village. It's called rest, but in fact it's giving up.

Dad has so many children, they are all excellent, they are good candidates to learn medicine. They all shed the blood of their family, which is the best comfort for grandfather.

Xiang Ling raised his head, and the vulnerability and sadness in his eyes were so obvious that it was distressing.

"It was you who cured me of my autism and made me yearn for life again. I think Xiang's family is a special case. Mother is a different kind. Not every woman is the same as her. However, your inexplicable disappearance, I fell into the ice again. Su Leyao, tell me, why did you leave? Why didn't you leave a word? " He finally asked, which was a question he had never solved.

Although he had the answer in the morning, he still wanted to hear it from her.

He didn't want to guess any more. For five years, he had guessed thousands of things. But they are all self abuse, tangled into a war.

"My mother has an accident. When I take care of everything and go back to you, you are no longer here." She didn't know who was directing the play behind her back.

Xiang Ling had a bitter smile on her lips: "my mother was diagnosed with severe depression. She cut her wrist, swallowed medicine, and even went to the bathroom. My sister cried and begged me to go back. She said that she could not live without her mother. No matter how bad she is, no matter how wrong she is, there will be no us without her. So I went back. Her condition is worse than I expected. I asked the housekeeper to wait for you in the villa and told her to let me know as soon as I got news. Perhaps, we have been cheated, once again into her to save love set by the Bureau

Su Leyao opened her eyes incredulously. She had gone back, but there was no one. There was dust in the house, and there was no sign that anyone had lived in it.In fact, such a scam is not brilliant. The reason why they were able to become friends was that they were small and had nothing to rely on at that time, and they also made use of their dependence on family affection.

"My mother's illness is good and bad, over and over again. When she was good, she apologized to me, even knelt down to beg my forgiveness and said I was sorry for her. When she had an attack, she tried every means to commit suicide. He kept saying, "it's too painful. Let her die. Let her be free." Just listening to Xiang Ling's report, Su Leyao felt his heart was very depressed.

She can't imagine the pain and suffering of Xiang Ling at that time. Family love is a better haven for children, a weakness and an abyss.

"Several times we thought we couldn't save her, but she had a strong life force. She is not reconciled, she paid so much, but can not get her husband's wholehearted love. So after two years, my grandfather's health is getting worse and worse, and my father is no longer young, devoted to medical research. They are eager to find someone to inherit Xiang's Pharmaceutical Group, and I am his only legal successor. At the beginning, because of my father's romantic, amorous. My sister and I refused to study medicine, so my grandfather and father were very angry and disappointed. We all learned financial management and got good grades. " The more you want to get rid of it, the more you fall into the whirlpool of fate.

"Under the pressure of my mother's death again, I compromised and agreed to take over Xiang's pharmaceutical." Maybe it's a family curse.

Their growth paths are totally different. Compared with Xiang Ling, Su Leyao feels much luckier. At least, in the past five years, she has been very calm, living like thousands of ordinary people.

Xiang Ling finished his story, and they fell into a long silence.

Su Leyao loves Xiang Ling's experience, but he has no intention to do anything for him or change anything. A person's birth is not a choice, but parents can not accompany their own life, also can not control their own life.

She thought, Xiang Ling should have lived the life he wanted now, right?

This sentence she dare not ask, afraid of a export, some plot cocoon, a hair out of control.

"Hey, need a refill?" Xiang Lingling appeared at the door with a smile and a coffee pot in his hand. There is no trace of gossip in the beautiful big eyes. It looks very calm.

However, too bright smile betrayed her intention.

Without waiting for Xiang Ling to reply, she has come in by herself. Put the coffee pot on the table and washed two clean cups again: "here, try my latest coffee and see how it tastes?"

When she knows that Xiang Ling's elder sister is the girl who is too beautiful, Su Leyao doesn't know why she is a little stiff.

"Here, have a taste and give me some advice." Xiang Lingling poured a cup of coffee for Su Leyao with great enthusiasm, and then looked at her with a pair of big eyes.

Being seen uncomfortable, Su Leyao had to take it up and sip it lightly. Suddenly, a pretty face wrinkled into a bitter gourd. The modulator is here, and she can't spit it out.

Just as she was about to swallow it in silence, Xiang Ling had no choice but to say, "you can spit it out. No one dares to drink the coffee she made. Last time, the experimenter had diarrhea for three days

"Ah..." Su Leyao opens his mouth in fright, and the coffee in his mouth suddenly spurts out, splashing all over Xiang Lingling.

Xiang Lingling, beautiful and ethereal, was sprayed with coffee stains on his face. Su Leyao blushed and apologized again and again: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Are you ok? I'm sorry

Xiang Lingling put away his expectant expression and looked lonely: "it seems that he failed again. Is my coffee really that bad? Can't I really make a special cup of coffee? "

Xiang Ling took out a piece of paper and handed it to Su Leyao. He motioned her to wipe the corner of her mouth: "the coffee you made is very good if it doesn't poison people."

"Well, did you arrange your sister like this?" Xiang Lingling's temperament is soft and beautiful. Even if he is angry, he is somewhat pitiful and weak.

"Yue Yao, do you think it's really hard to drink? Is it that bad? " The beautiful woman looks at herself vividly. No matter how hard hearted she is, she can't tell the truth.

"Do you know me?" Suddenly, Xiang Lingling called out his name. If you remember correctly, Xiang Ling hasn't introduced herself to her since she came in.

He took a few paper towels and gracefully wiped the coffee stains on his face. Xiang Lingling sat down beside Xiang Ling and patted Xiang Ling on the shoulder: "this smelly boy has never brought anyone here. You are the only one. So, you must be his most important and special person. "

After hearing Xiang Lingling's explanation, Su Leyao lowered his eyelids and felt bitter.