Chapter 187

I don't know how long later, the car stopped at the gate of Shengtang. Huangfu Yuyang takes the lead in getting out of the car. The quick acting doorman comes to help Su Leyao open the door. Looking at the young, enthusiastic face with a flattering expression, Su Leyao can't bear to get out of the car for him.

The doorman looks about the same age as Qin Hao. If Qin Hao can find such a job on her own one day, she doesn't want anyone to embarrass him.

Huangfu Yuyang walked in front, and Su Leyao followed. He seems to have some self-care, sullen, but with the pace of Su Leyao.

The maid in Rose Red Veil led them into the box. Huangfu Yuyang ordered some dishes at will. This time, Huangfu Yuyang did not consult her.

The maid respectfully retreated, leaving only two people in the private space surrounded by layers of screens.

Huangfu Yuyang seemed determined not to speak first. Su Leyao couldn't bear the silence and said, "Huangfu Yuyang, why do you want to do this?"

"How do you know Xiang Ling?" He did not answer rhetorical questions.

Su Leyao was a little crazy. She asked her first, but he didn't answer. He still questioned her. What happened to his manners and accomplishments?

He closed his eyes and suppressed his anger. He just kept silent for a long time. He didn't ask. He was obviously changing the topic. She only a trace of stubborn temper was also hooked up: "I asked first."

As if he hadn't heard her protest, Huangfu Yuyang asked again, "you have taken Qin Hao away from Shengtian Aoyu. Have you found a better home?"

Now, even if Su Leyao was blunt, he could hear the overtones of Huangfu Yuyang. A sneer appeared in the corner of Su Leyao's lips: "Qin Hao lived in Shengtian Aoyu because of your relationship. Now you have to leave Shengtian Aoyu. Why does Qin Hao stay there? Waiting to be swept out? "

"Then you can take him to another man's house at will?" The smell of gunpowder is gradually rising, and the black eyes are more and more profound.

Su Leyao tried to suppress his anger: "Xiang Ling is not a casual man. We have known each other for ten years."

Such a long period of time is far beyond Huangfu Yuyang's expectation. He has investigated Su Leyao, how can he not find the existence of Xiang Ling? Ten years, ten years, ten years

The long deadline reverberated in his mind.

"Huangfu Yuyang, I don't want to fight with you. I just want to solve the problem. I know you're not impulsive, but why do you do that? It's not good for you to destroy QK and Huangfu's family. " She really wanted to persuade him to stop doing things that hurt others and hurt himself.

At this time, the maid served the dishes, and their conversation came to an end.

Huangfu Yuyang took up the wine pot, poured a full cup for himself, and drank it up. Su Leyao frowns and wants to stop him. He pours another cup into his mouth. She can only pounce on it and snatch it down.

In the dispute, the wine spilled all over them. Huangfu Yuyang sat quietly, staring at Su Leyao with only a pair of deep eyes, which made her uncomfortable: "Huangfu Yuyang, what's the matter with you? In order to find out huangfuyan, you have endured humiliation for eight years. You've been in a wheelchair for eight years, and you're not in the mood. Why on earth, you can't tell me. But can you retract that statement? "

"I'm not as rational and self-sustaining as you think. I'm just an ordinary person. I'm not as strong and resilient as you think. Some things can be compromised, others can't At the same time, his eyes locked tightly on Su Leyao: "he has separated his son, which made him regret all his life. Is that not enough? Not enough for him to reflect? Why did he control my marriage once and for all? I just want to marry a woman I love. In that case, he is stingy with blessing, and I don't ask for it. "

Huangfu Yuyang finally told the whole story. Su Leyao was not moved, but helpless: "because of your parents' tragedy, you should learn to communicate and compromise. Some things can't be hard. Huangfu Yuyang, go back and solve the problem well. Don't be impulsive and make things you regret all your life. "

"He looked for you, didn't he? He forced you, didn't he? " At this moment, Huangfu Yuyang was as vulnerable as a child. He was angry, helpless, unwilling and helpless.

Never seen Huangfu Yuyang so fragile, Su Leyao felt a pain in his heart. I want to hold him in my arms, pat him on the shoulder and comfort him. However, she can't. His pain today is caused by her, and she can't guarantee that the future will bring him happiness.

In fact, all the disputes and conflicts between Huangfu Yuyang and huangfusheng were due to her. She didn't want to get involved in such a grudge and become a disaster.

"Huangfu Yuyang, I know you have a grudge against master Huangfu, but anyway, he is your grandfather. He may be a bit extreme, but I believe he really thinks about you. " Su Leyao can only persuade him.

"Yaoyao, if I compromise, will you be happy?" I didn't expect that Huangfu Yuyang would ask such a question and directly threw it to her. Su Leyao was stunned for a long time. She really couldn't be the young lady of Huangfu. But when she thought that one day Huangfu Yuyang would marry another woman and treat her as well as she did herself, she couldn't control the sourness.

"You always refuse to accept me, is it related to Xiang Ling?" Xiang Ling's appearance makes him find the direction in the layers of fog, and Su Leyao has always been indifferent to him.Whenever he thought he was going to catch her, she went away again. I always feel that she is hiding a secret. I can't see it, I can't touch it, it's like a fog. He didn't know whether it was a thing or a person. Now, he finally understood that it was a person.

Just because Xiang Ling lives in her heart, she refuses to accept his feelings?

Xiang Ling, Xiang Ling, when did she live in her heart?

Su Leyao trembled all over, as if he had been told what was on his mind. Drooping eyes, no words. Her reaction gave Huangfu Yuyang a direct answer.

"In that case, why didn't you tell me earlier? Afraid I won't help Qin hao? No, Xiang family is a medical family. He can also find the resources I can find. So what is it? Huh? Su Leyao, what are you talking about Huangfu Yuyang leans close to him, and the air of wine pours on her face, which makes her heart tremble.

He pushed him back with his hand: "Huangfu Yuyang, don't do that. You're drunk. Let's talk about it another day. "

Slender fingers picked out her delicate chin: "I'm not drunk. If I'm really drunk, I'm confused by you. Su Leyao, tell me, are you in love with Xiang Ling? "

A word "love" is a double-edged sword, which hurts itself as well as others.

Su Leyao bit his lip and his eyes became firm: "yes."

A sonorous and powerful word, like thunder, rolled into Huangfu Yuyang's heart and shattered it.

Huangfu Yuyang, not retreat but advance, Su Leyao forced to the corner. Gao Daxin's long body pressed on her and made her retreat. She could only greet him: "say it again." His voice was hoarse and rough, as if trying to suppress the pain.

That kind of sound is like a sharp steel wire. She knows his pain, but her pain can't be expressed, can't be shown, can't let people know.

Su Leyao didn't answer. Huangfu Yuyang couldn't help roaring: "say it. Say again that you love Xiang Ling. " Force her words is a knife, first cut his heart bloody.

After closing her eyes, Su Leyao knows that this is the best time and the worst time, but she can't tolerate any hesitation: "yes, I love Xiang Ling. Five years ago, I would have told him if it wasn't for the wrong. I know Xiang Ling likes me. "

She finally admitted that she loved other men.

Pain rises from the floor of the foot, all the way to the heart, temple a sudden jump. The pain was sudden and ferocious, and he could not escape.

The only hope was shattered by her, and Huangfu Yuyang suddenly felt like a fool. He took heart and lungs out of her, thought about everything for her, thought about her everywhere, and could not even hear a trace of other people's resistance to her.

In the end? He is a fool who deceives himself. Not all his efforts can be equally rewarded. Of course, all he did for her was willing and unrequited.

It's just why didn't she tell him in the first place? If she told him, he would respect her decision. It would have been easier to let go then than it is now. Why didn't she say that?

Why?

The most difficult part has been said, the pain has spread to the whole body, and it doesn't matter to make up for it. Let him be sober once and see clearly that they are predestined.

She didn't want him to be caught in the opposition of huangfusheng and do something harmful to his family. Although, she did not like huangfusheng, because he looked down on him from the beginning.

But she doesn't want Huangfu Yuyang to break with Huangfu saint because of her, which really damages the interests of QK. She is not great, just, don't want him to regret in the future. She doesn't think highly of herself, let alone belittle herself.

To be realistic, she and Huangfu Yuyang come from different planets. Even if they have a good feeling for each other, they are hard to get together. Love is one thing, marriage is another.

No one will always accommodate another, no one will always have no regrets to pay, do not ask for return.

She and Huangfu Yuyang had been in constant twists and turns since they knew each other. She doubted whether he was with her because she was a woman whom huangfusheng hated and opposed.

Such a hypothesis is true in psychology, a state of rebellion.

Of course, all the reasons she listed are excuses, the most important one is. They were in a conspiracy from the beginning. It's hard for such feelings to break through the cocoon and fly to the other side of happiness.

She can already see that their future will be very hard. When all the enthusiasm and strength dissipate, will he treat her as usual? She has no confidence in herself, because he is so excellent.

The most important thing for an excellent man is temptation. She doesn't have the capital and self-confidence to keep his heart forever.