Before going to bed, the window was still full of stars, and by this time, the night was already deep, and there was some faint gloom.
Sun Jie woke up from the pain of the wound, frowned. She was sweating and biting her teeth. However, she did not dare to groan, for she was afraid that she would wake up the man beside her pillow.
He reached out and touched it. It was cool. He didn't sleep. He got up.
She opened her eyes painfully. All she saw was gloomy. She put one hand on the bed and got up to see where he had gone. But there was no figure of him in the room. When she saw the balcony, she saw the back figure.
He stood there, in his black pajamas, as if symbiotic with the night. She stood up and walked with her slippers on. Before she saw it, she smelled smoke.
He's smoking cigars. It seems that he has smoked a lot, but he hasn't been like this for a long time. Why did he start smoking again this evening.
In the heart ponders, whether has encountered any difficult matter, therefore in the mind is not happy, can only use the smoke to dispel the worry.
She approached him, stood behind him, put her hands on his waist, and said softly, "why did you smoke? I didn't stop smoking. What's the matter today?"
The man didn't speak, as if he didn't hear her voice. She didn't react until she felt that her hands were gradually breaking off her hands.
Then there was his soft voice. "Miss Sun, did he tell you he didn't smoke?"
Sun Jie's eyes widened and her body slowly lost consciousness. It should have been such a familiar voice, but it made her feel as if she had never known this man before.
He called her Miss Sun?
Her hand quickly came back, away from his waist, and stepped back a few steps. At this time, the evening wind just penetrated her body. She tightened the clothes on her body and pulled the other side of her neck. Her eyes were fixed on his cold and warm back.
After a long time, Xu Yiru turned around. He still had half a cigarette in his finger. His eyes were so delicate that he was cold and indifferent. "We are different."
Sun Jie was so surprised that she was a bit uncertain. After a long time, she could not say a word. They just stood there, facing each other. Sun Jie finally found her tongue, opened her mouth, but her voice was so dumb that she could not say, "you are Is Xu Yiru real? "
Xu Yiru's eyes are very fuzzy, can not find any feelings, "thank you for persuading ruiruirui, let her agree to appeal."
This sentence made Sun Jie know who he was in her heart.
Also let her understand, what Li Rui recorded is true.
It's true. What about the two of them?
"Miss Sun." Xu Yiru said, "are you afraid?"
Sun Jie lowered her head. There was a mist in her eyes. She looked up at him and laughed, "no, but you appeared too suddenly. But I'm glad to see you. It's the right time
The man's eyebrow is a pick, seem not to understand what she said.
Sun Jie quietly dried her tears and said, "young master Xu, can we go in and say, it's cool outside."
Xu Yiru lowered his head and said, "OK."
In the room, the two of them sat quite far away from each other, which was not the same as the original relationship between you and me. Sun Jie also had some slight sarcasm in her heart. How many people could accept all this, and how many people could sit here calmly and chat with another personality of the man she loved.
Could it be that all the love in her life was given to the shadow in the imagination.
But his existence is so real.
She felt that it should be just a dream, so she pinched her leg hard. It was so painful that she didn't wake up in tears. The man sitting on the other side of the sofa sat upright and looked at her man motionlessly. She couldn't find a trace of affection in her eyes.
At this time, she was sure that all this was true.
"Is there anything miss sun wants to tell me?" Xu Yiru said, the voice is still that voice, but Sun Jie is not familiar at all.
Sun Jie and his eyes up, said, "at that time, I came out of the prison and asked you to help me. Was it you at that time?"
"No, it's him." Xu Yiru did not procrastinate.
"After all these years, have you appeared?" Sun Jie was really calm. It was terrible.
Xu Yiru said, "it may have appeared several times."
At this time, Sun Jie lowered her head and did not look at his face. "You are all back, so don't go. Miss Li should be able to come out soon after she appeals. Then you two can be together."
"And you?" However, Xu Yiru suddenly asked, "besides, I can't decide whether to stay or not. His consciousness has already surpassed mine. At first, it was me, but now it is him. I have changed from master personality to sub personality, but he has changed from sub personality to subjective personality. Do you understand what I mean?"
Although Sun Jie laughed, her tears still kept dropping, "I, I don't know."Xu Yiru then asked, "if I stay, he will never come out again. Do you want to?"
"He's just a part of you, but I love him." Sun Jie suddenly raised her head. "I don't want to see him disappear, but I don't want him to lose me again."
Xu Yiru said calmly, "so are you afraid? What are you afraid of? "
"Worry about separation, worry about his pain, worry about his life alone." Sun Jie said that, in the heart was originally particularly desperate, but now feel good happiness, "I don't quite understand how to show my ideas now, just want him to be good."
At this time, Sun Jie suddenly looked at the man, "is there any way? I mean, the way you two exist, can you be cured
"Maybe, you can find a famous psychologist. But he doesn't have to
Sun Jie understood a little, "so, you are very willing, aren't you?"
"Yes." Xu Yiru nodded, "after all, I am the owner of this leather bag. He is just a derivative. In the past, I have disappeared for too long. I think you should be able to understand me."
"Well, I understand that you are out now, but you may not come out again. But he has always refused to see other psychologists. I told him a while ago, but he did not agree Sun Jie stopped for a moment and said, "maybe only Miss Li can really enter his heart."
Xu Yiru simply answered and did not speak.
Then, Sun Jie said, "I will try to persuade him."
"Well."
Then, the atmosphere in the room was a little strange. Seeing the water cup on the tea table, Sun Jie asked, "young master Xu, would you like a glass of water?"
"No, thank you." "Miss Sun, would you like to have a rest
Sun Jie just laughed and said, "well, I'm very tired these days. I'm sorry."
"Then you go to have a rest. I'll go to the balcony. Maybe he will be back when you wake up."
Sun Jie did not know whether what he said was true or false, but it seemed that she had such a state before. If this is the real Xu Yiru, who is the second personality she thought she was, the one who went to the hospital to see her, and the one who was in the fan accident?
Do you have five personalities?
Photo, Sun Jie felt that his words were particularly deterrent. She stood up obediently. "Then I'll go to bed."
Xu Yiru nodded again, "well."
After Sun Jie went to sleep, Xu Yiru also stood up and went to the balcony. Looking at the night of Lecheng, he felt a lot of mixed feelings.
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The next day, in the morning.
Sun Jie woke up and just opened her bleary eyes, she saw a moist face.
Xu Yiru lovingly looked at the woman who was now under his pressure, "good morning!" He gave her a gentle kiss.
Sun Jie is not very sober, she just slightly opened her eyes, her brain has not woken up, just feel something under the body into, her eyebrows wrinkled, some gradually wake up, also know who is the man who is moving on her body now.
"You can be lighter." Sun Jie said.
Xu Yiru was merciless, "no way."
The feeling of shyness gradually turned into joy. Now Sun Jie felt particularly uncomfortable. She stretched out her arm and put it around the man's neck. She said, "did you get up and smoke last night?"
Hearing this, Xu Yiru looked at her strangely, "why do you ask? I had a good sleep last night, and I didn't sleep all night. "
Sun Jie's heart was cool, that is to say, the man she saw last night was the real Xu Yiru.
"No, it's just that I smell some smoke, so I guess if you smoke secretly in the middle of the night." Sun Jie joked with him, "maybe my nose is broken. You know, my sense of smell is very sensitive."
Xu Yiru smile, eyes still difficult to hide the doting and tenderness, he lowered his head to kiss her, gradually deepening, said, "I think your sensitivity is particularly cute, I love to death, I can't help myself."
At first, Sun Jie didn't understand what the "sensitive" was. After a while, she realized that it was too dirty to look directly at.