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Sun Jie, who wakes up from her dream, is sweating. Thinking that the dream just now is not real, she finally takes two breaths.

But his pale face, his empty eyes, and his bony body continued to appear in his mind.

Unable to control themselves, tears gushed from the lacrimal glands.

If this is the case in the end, she might as well let him have no feelings for himself now, or hate her.

Sun Jie wiped the tears on her face and took out her mobile phone. Seeing that it was already afternoon, her face sank slightly, and then she made a phone call to go out.

After that, she said to her cell phone, "Dad, I promised to have an operation."

"Didn't you lie to me?" There the tone is very surprised, there is joy, "small ball, you really did not joke with dad?"

"Really." Sun Jie said softly, but her voice was full of unwillingness, "Dad, I have considered it clearly, and I promise to have an operation. But before I go into surgery, I have to make him hate me. You've never liked him, so now take it easy and use my name. However, I can find another way. I can find someone else and say I like him. It seems that it's very good. "

Su he was suddenly silent at the other end. When his daughter finished speaking these words, he still had no words, just listened quietly.

After a while, the voice at the other end came over, and he was not polite at all, "you are just playing games. Do you know what you are talking about?"

"I know very well." Sun Jie's tone was terrible.

"Just understand. I'm just worried if you're completely irrational."

Sun Jie took a deep breath, "Dad, do you know what I just dreamt about? In a white bed, my whole body was covered under the white cloth. Everyone in the room was in great pain, but I didn't see him. So I ran to the hospital garden to look for him. In the garden, I saw him cut his throat with a knife in front of me

Even now, she can clearly feel the shock in her dream, the unspeakable sadness and loneliness.

"My daughter, how could he be so cowardly." Su he sighed, "Xu Yiru has always been very powerful."

Sun Jie stopped for a moment, "but if What if I didn't wake up on the operating table? What if he can't take it? Dad, you told me that I was still a big part of the reason I was able to live miraculously, right? "

"Therefore, do you want him to hate you from love to hate, and ignore you even when he comes face to face?"

Sun Jie's hand was holding the sheet tightly. Her fingers were white and she was biting her teeth. "No, that's what I think."

"But have you thought about it? If you survive, your future is still so long, but he no longer loves you, and still hates you, can you really accept it? "

This kind of problem made Sun Jie feel that her heart was going to be torn. "At that time, we could still breathe and live together. Everyone's head was the same blue sky. Dad, mom has been gone for so many years, but your love for her has not decreased at all. Love can not be maintained day and night. "

It seems that it really doesn't matter.

"Can you really stop showing up in his future life? There is no Xu Yiru in Sun Jie's life. "

Sun Jie laughed, "I will try my best."

"Well, dad knows what to do." Su he also had to shake his head over there, "your personality and I are not like at all, all like your mother, daughter, even so, father still wants to tell you, you do so is ridiculous."

Sun Jie felt quite funny. She cried and laughed, "seriously, you should be happy about the result. You see, if my operation is successful, he doesn't love me again. Then I can only stay with you at that time. Don't you think you can make a profit without losing money?"

"On second thought, there seems to be some truth." The man at the other end seemed to be thinking something.

Sun Jie's heart suddenly slipped from the top of the mountain. "Dad, you have to be perfect. He can't hate me for ordinary little things."

"Don't worry. You can accompany me as long as you think about it. I will try my best to be the best."

Sun Jie's mouth pursed for a while, then said, "Dad, I'll hang up first."

"Well, you have a good rest."

"I know."

After hanging up the phone, Sun Jie felt that her forehead was full of shining stars. She felt that she seemed to travel in the Milky way completely. Compared with those stars, she was just a glimpse of her own.

Seriously, maybe she thought too much. If she really left the world, he might not be so sad.

However, she was not willing to let him feel such a little pain.

She must have owed him a lot in her last life, so she has paid it back in this life.Four years ago, she was in a coma in the hospital bed. It was he who went to ask for the blessing of the Buddha. No matter whether it was true or not, now she has been spirited. She finally woke up. Then, the wish he requested at that time should be paid back by her.

On the 10th of June, Sun Jie's head was burning with scorching sun. Along the uncomfortable stone road, she walked up slowly. It took three and a half hours to get to Dongshan temple in Lecheng.

The feeling of going through the vicissitudes gave people a kind of inexplicable repression. At this time, all this clearly entered Sun Jie's pupil.

She stopped suddenly, and the whole person seemed to be shackled by an invisible force.

Looking around, there was no one around. Sun Jie was at a loss and didn't know what to do.

In the end, her two hands were still together, kneeling in front of the door, sincerely praying, throwing away all the thoughts in her heart and cleaning her heart.

When she stood up, she saw a young monk who looked like a teenager. She quickly stopped him, "master, wait a minute."

The little monk stopped, tilted his head and looked at her. Then he turned around and went to her side and bowed, "benefactor, why did you stop me?"

Sun Jie raised her head and looked at the tower behind him. "Looking for the master, can I go in and have a look?"

"Benefactor, it's not that I'm unreasonable. It's really that this tower is the Sutra Pavilion of our temple. No one else can enter it." The little monk said that there was no chance for him to turn around.

Sun Jie just nodded, "well, can I ask, little master, have you ever heard of a man who came to ask for a wish like me? Just four years ago? "

At this time, the little monk's expression was very surprised, and then said coldly, "is that you?"

Sun Jie nodded, "it's me!"

"Since the benefactor is destined to Buddhism, please come in with me." The little monk lowered his head. When Sun Jie turned around, he went to the tower and pulled the mottled copper door clasp.

At this time, the door was opened, the little monk turned around and saluted her with one hand, "benefactor, please come with me."

This is the holy land of Buddhism. Sun Jie didn't dare to slow down, so she went in with her head down.

As he said, there are a room full of books, such as the classic "Vajra Sutra" and "Buddhist scriptures" and so on. Looking around, it seems that there are 10000 books.

Sun Jie didn't quite understand why the little monk said that she was destined to Buddhism. She asked in a confused way, "little master, did you not allow me to go in just now? But why did you bring me in? "

The little monk laughed, but waved his hand and came out with a copy of the Diamond Sutra.

He said, "I just said it was you. You said me. It's just a simple word, but it's rich in meaning. That's why I just said that the benefactor and our Buddhist family are predestined. "

Suddenly, Sun Jie seemed to understand his meaning. Everything in the world can't be separated from me. Only I am the master of all things in the world, and only I can change everything.

That's what I mean.

Then, Sun Jie asked, "four years ago, was there anyone with a deep memory?"

"So I think of a man." "Four years ago, there was an accident in this tower, and all the books on this shelf were burned. Then a man in white came here to pray, saying that his wife was seriously ill. Now he can only pray for the protection of the Buddha. "

Sun Jie's eyes sank and her heart was sour, "he, was he OK at that time?"

"No. He's skinny. He feels like a strong wind can blow him down. He takes a few steps and worships him. Finally, there is blood on his forehead The little monk also heard about this man from his master.

Sun Jie was sure that the man was him. "How long did he stay here?"

"Thirty or forty days." The little monk said, "he copied all these books here."

Sun Jie was staring at these books. Compared with other classics, Sun Jie held out her hand, opened the first page, wrote with a brush, and carefully smelled the fragrance of ink.

That paragraph is like a printed font, a clean layout, a stroke of publicity and wanton.

At this time, the little monk went to the side, took down a dark red paper bag hanging on the wall, and reached out, "benefactor, this is the prayer bag that the benefactor used four years ago."

Hearing this, Sun Jie didn't think about anything. She pulled the rope apart. It was a pair of neat paper.

She took it out, opened it, and several words poured into her eyes.

"I would like to use my life to exchange for Sun Jie's safety."