Chapter 50

The voice of the crowd gave in. Qingyi was at a loss for a moment. She turned to look at Pei Mogui beside her, and wanted to get the answer from his eyes. Unexpectedly, even Pei Mogui lowered her head and knelt down in front of her with one knee.

His head is slightly drooping, his tone is calm, and his words are firm and powerful: "follow the orders of the pavilion leader, and when girl Bu returns to the Luan Xue Pavilion, he will give the position of the pavilion leader to girl bu."

Bu Qingyi's brain hummed, and suddenly it was blank.

Why did Gu Chaoxi give her the position of cabinet leader, and how could she convey it through Pei Mo's return? She didn't have the heart to think about it at all. The word "will" was like a Dementor curse, which seized her heart and deprived her of all her thinking ability.

He is always Dead?

Although he had expected that he was ready to bear the bad news, when the cruel ending was really revealed, bu Qingyi was still overwhelmed. The pillar that has been supporting her all the time is crumbling.

"You can't fall, at least not in front of them." Pei Mogui didn't know when she had stood up. She gently held Bu Qingyi's elbow with one hand, so that she could rely on it without shaking and falling. He quietly looked at the people kneeling on the ground and gave an order: "there are still many things to report to the cabinet leader. Please wait here for a while."

After that, Pei Mogui seemed to be helping him, but in fact he gently pushed step Qingyi to leave the secret room and return to the ground of the imperial mausoleum again.

Seeing that she was still in a trance of sadness, Pei Mogui's expression was more complicated. He was silent for a long time before he spoke low: "I promised you that I would tell you everything you want to know today. So, what do you want to ask? "

Naturally, there are so many questions that I don't know where to start.

It took Bu Qingyi a while to wake herself up from the chaos. For fear of being seen on the verge of collapse, she did not dare to look up at Pei Mogui.

"Tell me first, how did he die?" Open your mouth, her voice is hoarse.

"Poisoning. The same poison as you Pei Mo's eyes were calm, and even numb. "In fact, in those days, Gu Ge was also injured by hidden weapons and poisoned by Zhu Rong, but the situation was not as serious as you. He knew that you must give priority to his life, so he deliberately concealed his injury and insisted on sending you to the ice coffin of the imperial tomb. After that, he fought with the traitor with his only remaining children and escaped by chance. However, Zhu Rong's poison could not be eliminated, and finally he failed to survive. "

Bu Qingyi closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Her breath was shaking.

Indeed, if she had known that Gu had been poisoned, she would not have been lying in the only ice coffin. Gu Chaoxi knew her so well that he didn't tell her the truth. He would rather use his own life for her life.

But did he ever think about how she would survive?

Pei Mogui quietly looked at the delicate expression changes on her pale cheek, raised her hand several times, hesitated and then put it down.

He sighed silently and spoke slowly: "do you know why I didn't tell you this right away when you woke up? Because the Lord of the cabinet had expected that if you wake up and know the truth, you will blame yourself for despair, lose your mind and try to get revenge. So he asked me to promise that I can explain everything to you only after you find another meaning of being alive. "

Bu Qingyi's fists were tightly knit, and the stabbing pain came from the palm to the heart.

"So? You didn't want to tell me before, now you can? Do you think I don't care about his life or death, and don't regard him as my most important person? " She stares at Pei Mogui, blaming means impressively.

In this case, excitement is inevitable. Pei Mogui didn't care with her at all. He still whispered in a warm voice: "no, I know that no one can replace him in your heart; you are still the one who will do anything for him. But one thing I can see clearly is that you are no longer the smoke who only lives for the sake of the day and the night. In your heart, there are other people who care about you, and there are things that you are willing to maintain with your life. "

Pei Mogui took her hand, palms up, flat body, warm fingertips in her palms to write three words.

Lin Qianhua.

Step green dress Leng Leng looking at Palm does not exist trace, heart bottom suddenly a sour.

She found that maybe she didn't know herself very well, at least not as well as Pei Mogui.

"Mr. Gu spared no effort to keep you alive. Naturally, he would not allow you to do anything for revenge after you wake up. In that case, would his sacrifice be meaningless? But he also understands that even he can't persuade you because of your personality, so he has this requirement. " Pei Mogui let go of her hand, and her face was as calm as water. "I have been following this request, and I dare not tell you the truth until you run to Guangling palace for Qianhua Is it mindless nonsense? Realizing the importance of lead China to you, I think it's time to tell you everything. "

Bu Qingyi didn't know what to say. He could only give out a faint sigh, heavy.

Once upon a time, Gu Chaoxi was everything to her. She was happy to die for him.

However, all this has been gradually changing since she woke up in the ice coffin, especially after she got to know lead China, associated with mother and son, met Nanzhu and Qinchuan again, and met this occasionally serious but not very serious man in front of her, her life no longer seems to have the name of Gu Chaoxi.Does this mean that Gu is not so important to her?

Bu Qingyi suddenly panicked.

No, it can't be! No one can replace Gu Zhaoxi. No matter how many things he has experienced and how many new people he has met, he will always be her -

who is she?

This should be able to answer the question without thinking, at this moment, but can not find a perfect answer.

There was no reason for panic. She gave in to a burning pain in Qingyi's heart. She bent down and leaned powerlessly against the white marble railing, holding her shoulders in her hands, like a helpless child.

I can't find it.

Can't find her to live and die for Gu.

If she is the same as she used to be, shouldn't she try every means to kill Pei Zan for revenge and ignore everything else? But as time went by, she didn't finish her revenge. Instead, she began to look forward to something she didn't have before.

Despite the strong resistance, despite the reluctance to admit it, the facts are in front of us.

Revenge for Gu is no longer her only goal in life.

"Well, if you torture yourself like this again, I'm not sure if I want to tell you the rest." Pei Mo crouched down, hesitated for a moment, carefully encircled her with his arm, and patted her on the shoulder like comfort, "my Lord, you are twelve years older than me. Do you think it's appropriate for me to coax you like a child? You're trying to make me lose my life, aren't you

In my arms, there was a puff of laughter.

"That's right. Be open and find your own life is not a bad thing - don't pinch me, I'm telling the truth. Otherwise, what do you think of the lead China who doesn't want to die for you? " Pei Mo return body slightly outward, avoid step green clothes stretch to pinch his arm hand, slowly lift her up.

What he said is not without reason, and it has the effect of smoothing the heavy atmosphere. As he said, it seems that it's not absolutely unacceptable to think about what lead China has done for her and give her more responsibility in her life.

The night wind with snowflakes is cool to the bone. Qingyi soon calms down.

It is no surprise that Gu Chaoxi has died, and grief should not be the most important task. Now she had to figure out what had happened in the past 13 years, and then make a long-term plan for the next step.

Take a deep breath and exhale slowly. When you look back at Pei Mogui, bu Qingyi still returns to his usual smart look.

"It's time to talk about you." Without any trace, she opened the distance from Pei Mo GUI and said, "listen to what you said, it seems that you have had direct contact with the pavilion leader? But your age... "

Pei Mogui pinched his eyebrows and seemed tired: "I was seven years old when the Lord of the pavilion had an accident. It seems that I really can't have contact with him. But there's one thing that other people don't know except me and the gang of children just now - the time when the cabinet leader died was actually four years ago. I have been in contact with the Lord for seven years. "

In the 14th year of Yunhe, when the snow Pavilion collapsed, Pei Mogui was just seven years old.

In the 18th year of Yunhe, Gu Chaoxi disappeared. In the fifth year, Pei Mogui was 11 years old.

At that time, he had put on the identity of Pei Zan's eldest son. Because he was too young to be suspected by Pei Zan, he had the opportunity to contact Gu Chaoxi.

"That summer, Pei Yuanshu got a serious illness. Pei Zan took him back to Guangling county to recuperate. Qinchuan and I were the only ones in the palace. One night, Qinchuan suddenly tied me up, put on a sack and carried me out of the palace. When I was released, I saw the Lord sitting in front of me - I had never seen him before, but I guessed his identity when I saw him at the first sight. There is no other person in the world who can have such a supercilious temperament. "

In Pei Mogui's recollection, Gu Chaoxi was like a God.

Pei Mogui, a young man, is very sensible. He proves to Gu Chaoxi that he hates Pei Zan and gets Gu Chaoxi's trust. Since then, every time Pei Zan went out, he would meet Gu Chaoxi with the help of Qinchuan. He would learn kung fu from Gu Chaoxi, listen to Gu Chaoxi talk about things related to or unrelated to Luan Xue Pavilion, secretly imitate Gu Chaoxi's every move, words and deeds, and describe his admiration in his heart.

Two people in their twenties, from master-slave relationship to master apprentice relationship, gradually become like father and son. Even Qin Chuan can't help feeling that Pei Mogui is like Gu Chaoxi's child.

Naturally, Gu Chaoxi also trusts him and is full of expectations.

"In order to drag me into the water, Pei Zan asked me to bear the blood debt for him, so he gave me the position of deputy cabinet leader. But in fact, the position of deputy cabinet leader that I recognized was given by the cabinet leader. When I was 16 years old, he said that one thing had to be done by me, because his time was running out, and this thing might end up in the end of his life. "

Pei Mogui's tone was lighter and lighter, and his eyes were more and more ethereal.

Bu Qingyi turned to look at him, only to see his side face, a radian sunk in the memory, appeared on his thin lip.

"The only task that the Lord gives me is to let me guard the secrets of the family under the imperial mausoleum, the ice coffin and you."I'm not born, I'm old.

Bu Qingyi, as a kind of green smoke, exists to take care of the day and night.

Pei Mogui, as the Deputy cabinet leader, exists for her.