The incense pieces in the censer were burnt out, and there was no smoke again; the strong smell of medicine in the room could no longer be covered, sharp and pungent.
Feng Luo thinks that she is too strong to burst into tears any more, but unexpectedly, a conversation with Mo Changting makes her almost cry like she collapsed in front of Mo GUI. The wound healed by forgetting is bleeding again, and she is in agony.
Those cruel memories were hidden in her mind, as far as possible not to recall, dare not touch.
Every time she thinks of her innocent body, she can't escape from Pei Yuanshu's clutches. She thinks of the bed stained with her blood and tears, and she wants to kill herself in pain. That kind of sadness is wonderful, not only because she lost her precious chastity, but also because she couldn't keep it, including the things that Mogui wanted to protect even though she hurt herself.
Silence, the red blood in the eyes, turned into strength, but hiding in the fists, there is no place to vent the anger.
The same reaction also appears in Mo GUI.
Fingertips gently swept his tight frown, step green clothes, sigh: "it seems that for you, Phoenix fall is as important as family."
"She is my relative, except that she is not related by blood." After a low sigh, Mo GUI finally came out of the heavy memory. He let go of his hand, which was white because of his grip, and his lips were covered with a self mocking smile: "at that time, my father was still trapped in the water prison, and uncle Qin was the kind of person who couldn't get along with anyone, so fengluo became my closest person. I also confidently promised her that I would not be bullied as long as I was alive, but what happened? I should have guessed Pei Zan's intention, but because of his carelessness, he let his father and son succeed in their treacherous scheme and hurt Feng Luo. "
"You didn't protect her. But there's no need to blame yourself. " Bu Qingyi did not blindly comfort Mo GUI. She went out of the bed and soaked the cloth towel. As she wiped the sweat from his palm, she said faintly, "I don't think anyone knows better than you how difficult it is to fight against Pei Zan. What if you thought of his plot? Can you resist openly or play smart to help fengluo escape? Once. What about next time? I always feel that from your standpoint at that time, there is no way to protect fengluo all the time. It is not easy to achieve that level. "
Mo GUI didn't respond immediately. He quietly looked at Bu Qingyi, calm and distracted.
After a long time, he took back his reverie and sighed: "it's over. The longer I get along with you, the more I feel like you is inevitable. I didn't believe that God was destined to make such a ridiculous statement, but now I'm going to be beaten in the face. It's very painful. "
"Come on, don't you think I don't have a brain? When you said I couldn't get married, I kept a careful account of it! " Bu Qingyi threw the wet cloth towel into Mo GUI's arms and turned his eyelids to the sky.
"It turns out I'm right, right? You see, who dares to marry you but me? " Without waiting for bu Qingyi to retort, Mo GUI suddenly realized, "Oh, yes, there is a king of Jin who has no eyesight. However, the Lord of the pavilion is so clever that he must have known for a long time that he is not sincere. Of course, this kind of man can't count. I'm the only one to count. If I could marry you, it would be to surrender to the first-class demons for all the people in the world, and do good deeds absolutely - "
but for some reluctance, bu Qingyi would have to take a piece of meat off his arm.
Slowly, Mo GUI rubbed his blue arm and said tentatively, "is it ok now? I've told you everything about me and fengluo. You'd better be careful. I'll Then I'll explain it to you again. "
"No, I have a headache when I listen to you." Bu Qingyi waved her hand and said lazily, "I have no problem with fengluo. If I were a man, I would love her. Who would make her look good and have a good character? But don't blame me for not reminding you that it's your business to treat fengluo as your sister. Have you ever thought about her feelings for you? "
"Yes, I used to think about it almost every day and have a headache every day." Looking up with a sigh, Mo GUI's smile is more helpless.
Feng Luo likes Mo GUI, no doubt, and it is the heart of love, not the feelings between relatives and friends.
He knew this very early.
"You don't have to mind too much about the wind. I never hide anything from her, including what I want to do and who I like. " Mo guiding looks at Bu Qingyi, and there is a kind of stubborn persistence in her eyes. "Fengluo knows that I treat her with my relatives, and she also knows my feelings for you. She also told me that she never expected to be happy with me. If you are still not at ease, I will find an opportunity to make it clear to her. I am sure that she will never pester anyone between you and me for this. "
Bu Qingyi frowned: "it's easy to say."
"Yes, it's easy to say, but hard to do. But as long as I can get rid of your bad feelings, I'm willing to do it no matter how hard it is. " His lips, which had been invaded by the disease for several days, were a little bit more bloody. Mo GUI laughed and chanted, and his eyes were red. "I said, my Lord, I'm so honest. If you set up many barriers and obstacles for me, isn't it a bit out of the ordinary? Just now I personally said that I like you, but I don't want to go back on it? "
This is a joke, but concession, Qingyi suddenly serious. She frowned a little and said, "like is like, you don't need to cover it up. If I fall in love with someone in Tsing Yi, I will never be inconsistent, nor will I pretend to refuse to give up. "He is good to her and gives up all loyalty for her. She doesn't need anything to prove it. She doesn't doubt, test, or wait for him to pierce this layer of window paper in silence.
It's nice to love someone. It shouldn't be a burden.
Bu Qingyi's initiative and seriousness made Mo GUI feel uncomfortable. He was stunned for a long time and scratched his earlobe: "I'm ready to overcome difficulties and pursue slowly. You're so simple and forthright. You really don't play according to the routine. In this case... "
Long ending concession, green eyebrows a Yang, black and white eyes a stare: "there are words, don't stammer!"
"Well, I'll put it bluntly. After hearing that, no matter how you feel, you are not allowed to cut me."
Mo GUI took a deep breath, three times in a row, and then opened his mouth solemnly.
"Where are you going to get married? What's the name of the child? Shall we teach by ourselves or send them to private schools? If a boy wants to save more money for him, is it better to marry a Kung Fu daughter-in-law or a quiet daughter-in-law? I don't think the dowry should be too vulgar for my daughter's sake, so as to avoid her husband's family... "
Bu Qingyi didn't expect that when he changed the topic, he would spend decades later. She quickly reached out to cover his mouth and gritted her teeth: "can you ask for a face, Mo? When did I say I was going to marry you? Are you still ill and daydreaming in broad daylight? "
"That's a beautiful dream." He is at ease.
Take a deep breath and try to keep calm. Bu Qingyi took back her hand and stood up with her arms in her arms: "if you talk nonsense again, I'll go and tease you. All the girls will come and see how you end up."
Gaoliang Wanyu, a famous wanderer in Huajian in the former imperial capital, now looks like he just got out of his honeypot. It's really hard for people to adapt.
But Mo GUI didn't care. His eyes didn't leave Bu Qingyi's face, and the radian on his lips was only deep: "you can do whatever you want. Anyway, when I can get down and walk around, I'll go to discuss the arrangement with my father and decide the marriage as soon as possible, so as not to let some Jinwang people think about me in the corner. "
Pretending to be old-fashioned and sighing, bu Qingyi shakes his eyes, but he has accepted it in his heart.
As she said, she is not the kind of person who is muddling and wriggling. She always felt that if they really like each other, why do they have to beat around the Bush and hurt each other in the constant trial and test?
She likes him and he loves her, that's enough.
Although they don't spend a long time together, their understanding of each other and their experiences together are enough to guarantee the sincerity of their feelings. That being the case, it's understandable to put marriage on the agenda.
Bu Qingyi doesn't have so many worries. After a little thought, she wants to tell Mo GUI that she will arrange the wedding. However, she hears a harsh thunder in his mouth.
"Tomorrow, I will pay a visit to Lord Gu and tell him the good news - his regret can finally be filled by me."
It's just a casual and unintentional sentence of Mo GUI, but it's like a sharp knife, penetrating Bu Qingyi's heart.
What is this?
Gu Chaoxi's regret that he didn't become a relative with her, will he fill in? Is it to make up for Gu's regret that his tenderness is changing and he will never die?
What about her?
Bu Qingyi's brain suddenly went blank. The question that he had asked himself countless times echoed in his mind again with a noisy buzz.
Does he like her who has been together for nearly a year, or has he heard from Gu Chaoxi that he has known her for 13 years?
"Green clothes?" Bu Qingyi's face suddenly turned pale and her smile suddenly faded. Mo GUI realized that something was wrong, but she didn't understand why. Suddenly, she changed her mood. What was the problem.
Bu Qingyi lowered his head and closed his eyes for a while. When she raised her head and looked at Mo GUI again, the warmth in her eyes a moment ago had been replaced by coldness, and even her tone became indifferent: "it's still a long way between you and me to talk about marriage. Let's deal with the business first."
"What's the matter with you? Well, what's your temper Mo GUI didn't know, so he didn't realize that what he said just now caused trouble.
The original ease of mind was completely crushed into a piece of irritability and depression. Bu Qingyi has a feeling that if she stays a little longer, she may not be able to control her temper. At that time, she will have a dispute with him because of some trivial things.
On the crest of the storm, you'd better avoid it first.
Thinking of this, bu Qingyi didn't dare to take a look at it more. His eyes deliberately flitted past Mo GUI, and he raised his feet and went straight to the door. Mo GUI wants to stop her. In a hurry, he forgets her knee. When he jumps to the ground, his knee is soft and he almost falls down. Fortunately, he is quick to hold the bed curtain.
But when he raised his head again, only the slowly closed door was left, and bu Qingyi was already in a restless mood that he could not understand