"You say, is it because you are destined not to be mine, that I should be punished if I touch you?"
Shang Zhen really thinks so. She starts again and changes everything, but the only thing that doesn't change is that she entangles with him.
"You and I should be inseparable."
"I don't want this fate!" Feng Xingyan forced down the words, "except you, I don't want anything! I won't like others any more. I just want you
Shang Zhen, with her mouth slightly tilted, slid down the wall and sat down completely in the water. The cold water made her awake. She did not know whether her brain was due to lack of oxygen or fever, but at this time, she still felt happy.
"Then I can rest assured that if you don't love me and forget me, it will make me feel like I haven't lived."
Don't say such words, don't torture him with such words! Feng Xingyan's eyes are covered with blood, his chin trembles slightly, he pinches his mobile phone and has to close his eyes
There is no third party, no misunderstanding, no ridiculous disputes between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and family prejudice. But why is it so difficult to be together? It seemed that God deliberately made trouble and moved all obstacles to him.
He has been climbing over obstacles, and he is about to reach the end, but playing with him like this
This fate, he does not accept!
Shang Zhen continued to type. Every word was like his last words.
"You know what? My biggest regret in my last life is that the drugs I developed are used all over the world, but no one knows my name. I saved many people, but no one thanks me. I like a person for a long time, but I haven't received any response. When I finally die with the enemy, I'm afraid, because I feel like I haven't lived. Will those people collect the corpse for me? I'm dead. Will anyone remember me? I'm afraid not? "
"The only one who will remember me is Li WANYING. I like Ganma so much! She has given me all the warmth. She has always wanted to find me in her last life. It's me who has been cutting corners and missed the chance to live. "
Feng Xingyan wants to type, but he can't type a word. He wants to say, no, he has him in his life, and his mother is also her, he is her, what she wants is her.
Countless people will remember her and thank her, but she can't die, her name can't be on the monument, he can't live without her!
Shang Zhen typed again, as if to say everything that had never been said.
"I used to be so cowardly. I thought that stepping back could make a big difference. When others came closer, I was used to it. This kind of habit is very terrible, it lets me be pinched by the bad guys, even if I have the ability, I will not resist. "
"So I'm afraid of a lot of people. I'm afraid of my stepmother. When she looks cold, I'm afraid in my heart. It seems that I'm still only 12 years old. She's as tall as a giant. I'm afraid of Wan Qingqing. Once she gives a dozen reports, I'll have bad luck. Every time she tries to bully me, I can't resist. I'm also afraid of my father and the student who always looks down on me in school. Of course I'm still afraid of you.
When you frown, I wonder if I did something wrong? Do you hate me more? But even so, I still can't disappear from your eyes, like you, exhausted all the courage of my last life. Do you know? "
"I see." Feng Xingyan sat on the ground, all kinds of noises were heard in his ears at this time, but he could not hear anything. He was immersed in the world belonging to the two of them. He even asked her.
"When I chased you before, I thought you were hard to catch up with. Obviously, I was different to you, but you just refused to obey. Now I know the reason, because at that time, I didn't love you with all my strength. You had a bad temper, didn't you?"
Shang Zhen typed with a smile.
"Yes
Feng Xingyan lost his smile. Even though his expression at this time was ugly than crying, he still laughed.
Shang Zhen told him.
"I was so stupid in my last life, so I learned a little bit in this life. Fear? It is unnecessary, cowardice is not necessary, and honesty, soft hearted, these bad habits, all are useless!
I seem to be in the time of rebirth to their own life screening, I think, eliminate those unstable factors I have invincible! Of course, in fact, I'm really invincible. Those who calculated me didn't get a good deal in the end. It's just my bad luck to be here tonight. Maybe my biggest enemy is God? Damn it, it hurt when I fell, and it still hurts now
"Hold on, will you? Even if it's for me, please! "
Feng Xingyan was nervous immediately, "how do you feel now?"
She's running out of time!
Sitting in the icy mud, Shang Zhen's head is getting hotter and her consciousness is getting more and more dim. She traces these words with her fingers, and it seems that she can see the tense look on his face
"I'm in a bad situation."
"I seem to have forgotten to tell you all the time, or I have been reluctant to admit it."
She had to type with the fastest speed, every time, with life, in writing!Feng Xingyan was forced to breathe between the lines of her words. He could imagine her appearance at this time, narrowing, freezing and suffocating! But he can't even hold her. This kind of feeling is just like lingchi, which makes people unable to survive and die!
"But I found that when death came to an end, the one who I most appreciated to be reborn still got your love. I have never been willing to face this problem, but it is clear at this time that I am very satisfied to be loved by you. I am more satisfied than revenge, than fame and fame! "
"Headache, I don't know whether it's hypoxia or fever. It should be both. I'm half immersed in muddy water. Believe me, it's the worst punishment to stay in the water in this weather. After a while, I'll suffocate, freeze to death, or drown, and I have no other place to escape. In order to kill me, the God designed this death method for me is unique enough Yes
"I love you. From last life to this life, I can't change my heart. "
"If I die, don't be sad. If I can be reborn, I've made money. I've revenged everyone and become a medical star of great attention. I've been very satisfied. What I once asked for was just like this..."
She laughed at herself.
And optimistic, some witty about their own pain, in order to let him remember her.
She seems to have completely let go, before dying, let go of all fetters, show her nature.
Shang Zhenzhang began to gasp. Her breathing quickened and her body became paralyzed.