"This metaphor may be a little bad, but you just have to remember a little bit. Maybe I am masochistic, and I feel pain, I am really alive."
Feng Xingyan was stunned, but she saw a strange light in her bright star eyes.
"Can you imagine? I even think that pain is real. Is this feeling terrible? "
Although she was smiling, Feng Xingyan felt a trace of deep sadness. He subconsciously held people in his arms and twisted his eyebrows for a long time before he asked in a very light and light voice.
"Can I know what you've been through in a place I don't know?"
He wanted to ask this question a long time ago, but he never asked it. Until now, she even told him with a smile that the pain is real.
This makes Feng Xingyan suddenly realize that when he doesn't know, the pain she experiences is the heaviness that he can't imagine!
What could have made her feel worse than a terminal illness? Feng Xingyan couldn't think of it.
Shang Zhen glanced at him vaguely. His delicate face, which usually seemed very cold, was slightly relaxed with a faint smile.
She circled his chest in a low voice It's all over. Although it's terrible and terrible, many times, I feel I can't make it, but it's the past. "
Feng Xingyan is obviously not satisfied with the answer, but Shang Zhen chuckles and asks.
"Do you know why I treat you?"
Her words let Feng Xingyan hold his breath subconsciously.
"Because you are safe, you have not hurt me."
Feng Xingyan pursed her lips and drooped her eyes.
“…… I hurt you. "
This is also the place that he hated himself most. Once upon a time, he once insulted her again and again, but she seems to have forgotten.
In fact, Shang Zhen really forgot.
Her fingers have the following not a scratch seal line Yan's striped shirt, secluded way, "that kind of degree, has nothing to calculate."
Compared with the persecution and greed of some people to her, Feng Xingyan's humiliation is as harmless as a child's family.
She had a little self mockery smile, "and those humiliations, I also asked for, I thank you for not really doing anything to me, so I am willing to be good to you."
Feng Xingyan simply did not know how to describe his mood. His throat itched and asked in a hoarse voice, "just because, just because I didn't hurt you, you treat me so well?"
So what terrible things did other people do to her? That does not hurt, is the best existence?! Feng Xingyan can't think of it!
What's the loophole in his intelligence? Why is there no news related to her?
Shang Zhen chuckles and stares at a place.
"More than that, of course..."
She looked up at Feng Xingyan's eyes, smiling and squinting.
"Don't you forget how much I used to like you? I can accept what you do as long as it doesn't hurt the bottom line. I always have more tolerance for you than others. "
"Would you die with me?" Feng Xingyan's hand suddenly pinched into Shang Zhen's waist.
She shook her head. "Still that sentence, neither you nor I will die."
Her eyes suddenly became sharp, and her voice was full of strong confidence!
"I won't joke about my life. As long as I'm here, it will be sooner or later to conquer the K
virus! I want to use it to achieve my first step! So you can worry about all kinds of problems, but don't worry about my death. "
She did not lie. Although she did not know the names of the drugs that had been tested on her body, she remembered the feeling of all the drugs entering her body. With her pioneer, it was only a matter of time before she could conquer the K virus.
Moreover, judging from the current progress, this time will not be too long. In her last life, she was plundered all her life, and there is no way to prove herself. In this life, she will use the most difficult world problem to let the world know her name!
Shang Zhen has always been doing nothing but saying nothing, so this is the first time that she has revealed her ambition before finishing.
Realizing that Shang Zhen is not deceiving him, Feng Xingyan is surprised! Endure the beating heart, some uncertain questions.
"How long do you think it will take you?"
Shang Zhen made a joke and glanced at him. "If you don't let me worry, it will take about three months."
Feng Xingyan couldn't help laughing. He held Shang Zhen more tightly, just like holding a fragile doll and cherishing it very much.
They looked at each other with a smile, and for the first time they thought it was good to be alive.
"But All mine is yours, and mine is yours
"Of course, I cherish my life. You can always rest assured that I will not do anything that I am not sure about, and I will not joke with my own life."
In any case, with the rare guarantee from Shang Zhen, Feng Xingyan's gloomy mood for many days turned clear in an instant, but even if Shang Zhen asked him for the bottom, he was still worried and asked again."You say you don't like me? Dare you say it again? "
He took a while to calm his heart, then took her hand and said solemnly.
"Still can't compare with you, you are a millionaire."
Shang Zhen also added, "although there is a lot of money, but every second is very hard."
Shang Zhen thought that there would be no danger after this incident, so she nodded.
But there is a kind of sweet in my heart. What's the ghost? Shang Zhen she I was worried about him, so I came here to talk to him, just to reassure him?
Feng Xingyan's face suddenly burst red! He's a big man! He is four or five years older than Shang Zhen. He is not worrying!
His purple eyes flickered slightly, and his handsome face was tense. He earnestly looked at her and waited for her to agree.
She grinned and showed a little open smile, which would disperse the haze of fengxingyan!
No, the more I think about it, the more embarrassed I feel! He didn't have It's not that disturbing, right?
She made a gesture and said solemnly, "I still like high cold."
Seal line Yan face a change, eyebrow tip high of stir up!
"Almost forget, you are still a rich little woman?"
"This is the last time! In the future, no matter what, you can't do such a dangerous thing! Can you promise me? "
Knowing that Shang Zhen is very sure that she will not die, Feng Xingyan is like putting down a huge stone! It's not too much to say the rest of your life!
"Are you so sure?"
Shang Zhen suddenly sighed, "if you were this image, I would not like you."
Feng Xingyan pinched her pale face and couldn't help laughing, "you're right. We are a pair of brothers and sisters now!"
Shang Zhen nodded without hesitation, opened her five fingers and held it hard, "K virus? It's just a toy