Chapter 138

"So if you'd like to kiss me, I might feel better."

Feng Xingyan finished, holding his breath to see Shang Zhen's expression, but saw Shang Zhen on guard, as if some resistance, this, also in his expectation.

Feng Xingyan pressed the bitterness under his eyes, slightly hooked his lips, "don't worry, I'm such a body now, and I won't think of anything complicated. Our trade is still there. You don't have to worry about what I will do to you."

He pause, light said a sentence, "this kind of psychology may be a little morbid, when other people avoid me, I especially hope to have a person who does not mind my body, close to me."

After hearing the speech, Shang Zhen gradually relaxed his vigilance.

She didn't expect that Feng Xingyan, who has always been very calm about life and death, still has such a fragile side in her heart. However, when she thinks of the vigilance of those experts on him, she suggests that Feng Xingyan be moved to the isolated mountain area for whole-body treatment. Shang Zhen has a little understanding of his psychology

Feng Xingyan is unfortunate, because he was infected with K virus, but he is lucky, more than 100000 inhibitors, he injects one every day, his parents have enough power to bring him back from the hell, have enough ability to ask a group of experts to work for him, more able to meet her, doctors who know K virus incomparably.

If he had not been lucky, he would have died in the country, because the country would have strangled the danger in its cradle, and no accident would have happened.

Feng Xingyan continues to say, smiling voice with a trace of indifference.

"Because of you, I always thought that I might become the first person to survive in the hands of K virus. I never thought of giving up. But when I was looked at by some eyes, I knew that I had become an alien, wasn't I?"

"No

Shang Zhen shakes his head. "As long as you still have faith, you are not different."

"Well, why don't you want to kiss me?" Feng Xingyan sneered, "even if gently touched, will you feel terrible?"

When Shang Zhen heard the speech, she lowered her eyes and suddenly raised her eyes, leaning toward his lips.

Feng Xingyan's eyes are slightly widened. In the dark space, by moonlight, you can see her trembling eyelashes. A cold fragrance comes, which makes Feng Xingyan feel like a dream.

But in the last second, he turned his head slightly and let Shang Zhen's kiss fall on his face.

Although he has been taking inhibitors all the time, Mr. Yan also says that his saliva and sweat are safe, but he is still afraid. He can't let Shang Zhen into a dangerous situation because of his uncontrollable desire.

After kissing him on the corner of his mouth, Shang Zhen has a meal. He is very beautiful in front of him. His delicate facial contour is tight. He looks away, as if he is holding on to something.

Shang Zhen suddenly smiles and looks up like a prank and licks his earlobe.

In the silent carriage, Feng Xingyan's breath becomes urgent! He turned his head and looked at Shang Zhen. His eyes seemed to swallow her up!

Shang Zhen snickered, "in fact, do you miss women?"

She pretended to be relaxed and said, "calculate your age. You are 23. It's the time for men to be impulsive. Now they are not only limited in their range of activities, but also unable to get close to outsiders, so they are very depressed?"

This indifferent tone of her makes Feng Xingyan's face appear angry!

He missed women! But he never thought about anyone else, all the time, he thought only about her!

But her subconscious escape from all this, pushing his desire for her intimacy to his body's hunger and thirst. Is she so afraid that he wants to be with her?

Do you think that he can't survive, that this feeling is fruitless, or after she was hit last time, she completely let go of their feelings, and will never be attracted to him again?

No matter which one, Feng Xingyan felt that he could not accept it!

He's dead, he's dead! He even if

…… But if he died, why should he hold on to Shang Zhen?

The anger comes and goes quickly. Feng Xingyan's body suddenly relaxes, and some self mockery hooks his lips.

Shang Zhen's approach is right. It's empty to talk about feelings with him now. He Should not be so impulsive, forget their own status quo

The carriage was quiet for a moment, Feng Xingyan looked back tired and closed his eyes.

"Can I have a hug?"

Feng Xingyan was stunned at first, but he couldn't help laughing when he saw her sleeping in his arms.

"But at that time, Yue Mengru said that you directed and acted on all these things, and even you made the medicine yourself. I didn't believe it, but I still went to check it out and found out that you did it. I was so angry that I took you to the hospital Mend it, and hate you even more. "

But he didn't hear a response for a long time.

He bowed his head and imprinted a kiss on the temples of Shangzhen. He said with a bitter smile, "I apologize for what I have done before. Zhenzhen, you are a kind girl. I used to treat you like that, but you didn't blame me. I'm very grateful. But now, even if it's hate, I don't want to have no place in your heart."She has no eyes in her eyes.

"Do you know?" Feng Xingyan suddenly asked.

He wants to be her unique, he wants to own her everything! Knowing that we shouldn't, we just can't help it.

He Feng Xingyan's incident, as long as it was in the past life, that night may be very exciting, very afraid, very happy, but now, in addition to the pain, she does not remember anything, said also meaningless.

"Well?" Before Shang Zhen responded, she was firmly pulled into her arms by a hand, smelling her unique cold fragrance. Feng Xingyan's mouth was warped, and her exhaustion disappeared.

"In fact, after our relationship, I suddenly became interested in you, and you were very serious about my feelings. At that time, I wanted to fulfill my engagement."

Low voice, ambiguous words, let Shang Zhen have a shudder feeling, she cold face, eyes nose nose view heart, but the next second, Feng Xingyan asked.

"Maybe you're right. I I want women. "

When Shang Zhen woke up the next day, she felt warm under her bed! She didn't feel rubbed, and found herself in a person's arms later!

Feng Xingyan continued, "I tell you these, not to shirk responsibility, nor to pray for forgiveness, I just want to say, I will believe you in the future, no matter who is against you, as long as I live one day, I will stand on your side."

Perfect Zhenzhen, what can I do with you?

He thought of something and his voice suddenly cooled.

Looking down, Shang Zhen has fallen asleep!

Shang Zhen gave a dull reply.