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### Chapter 46 - Swallowing medicine and committing suicide?

Ji Zimeng ran back to his dorm room in one breath. He was exhausted. He held the door for a while, gasping for breath. Then, he took out his key and opened the door.

The room was pitch black! No one!

In university, once a man and a woman started a relationship, it was inevitable that they would have to deal with the same situation, so it was normal for them to stay at night. As for Tang Xiao Lu and Jin Ping Mei, Tang Xiao Lu was a native, and would often go home to stay.

… ….

If no one was around, she could put some of her emotions out.

Without turning on the lights, Ji Zimo walked to his seat under the scattered moonlight. He put the large bag of aunt towels that Gu Shibai had bought for her into the cabinet, took off his shoes, and directly climbed the stairs to the bed. He lifted up the blanket, lay down on it, and then covered himself with the blanket!

There was no light, the air was not flowing, and it was very quiet. In the entire world, only her breathing could be heard, and the feeling of suffocation washed over her like waves, and she wanted very much to pull back her blanket. She wanted to get out of it, but, no, she did not do so, and for a long time, she did not even move.

About half an hour later, she lifted the quilt to reveal her upper body.

In an instant, her eyes dimmed, and her nose was filled with fresh air. She no longer felt suffocated.

… ….

And half an hour ago, she had almost thought that she would die.

But in fact, nothing had happened to her!

So: a lot of times, we think we can't go through, in fact, as long as they don't die, anything can.

… ….

"Ji Zimo, don't be affected. It's just a phone call, don't think about it anymore! It can hold! "

Ji Zimo repeated this to himself several times in his heart. He closed his eyes and wanted to fall asleep, but it was not that easy!

She knew him and counted on her fingers. Ten years? It was half the twenty years she had lived! Li Shaoze's name had been branded on her skin, bones, and heart for a long time. She closed her eyes, and the image that appeared in her mind was so clear that it reached his eyes, his nose, his thin lips, and every single fold on his face.

But what was the use of remembering?

Remember, can time go back to the good old days? Remember, there was no betrayal between them? Remember, her son, Ji Mo, wouldn't be kicked out of the capital? Remember, they can be together openly?

A sob of pain came from his throat, and Ji Zimo clenched his hand into a fist and stuffed it into his mouth, stopping the sound from leaking too much.

She did not move, as if she had not heard.

She went over it again and again before regaining some of her consciousness. She moved her trembling hands to look for her mobile phone. When she looked at it, the words' Big Sister Shaoying 'were written all over it!

He didn't dare to accept the third round. No matter what, he didn't dare to accept it!

Ji Zimo watched the name dance around on the screen. It was extinguished, extinguished, and jumped all the way until his phone went off automatically. He didn't pick up the phone!

There was no more ringing of the phone, and the room became much quieter. However, the pain in her heart grew more intense, as if it wanted to bite her heart clean!

She got up from the bed and supported herself with the stairs as she walked down shakily. She turned on the light in her bedroom and rummaged through her boxes and boxes for something. After a long time, she finally found the white bottle!

She once thought that she wouldn't need to rely on this to sleep. She didn't expect that not too long had passed and she would actually need to find it again.

Indeed, she had underestimated Li Shaoze's influence on her!

Without pouring any water, he unscrewed the cap and poured out a few medicinal pills, which he popped into his mouth.

She didn't drink the water. It was very dry and astringent. She swallowed with great difficulty!

After placing the bottle on the table, Ji Zimo returned to his bed. This time, he quickly fell asleep.

… ….

"Doctor, when will she wake up?"

"Don't worry, I'll wake up soon!"

"You can try calling her. She'll wake up faster this way!"

"Silently, silently, wake up!"

"Ugh!" There were all sorts of voices in her ears, causing her head to hurt! She groaned as she struggled to open her eyes.

"Silence." What entered his eyes was the magnified face of Jin Ping and Tang Xiao Lu.

"Jin Ping Mei, little deer!" When she called out to them, she realized that her voice was hoarse.

"Thank God you woke up."

"What's wrong with me?" Ji Zi looked at the two of them in silence. For a moment, he could not remember what had happened to him.

"We should be the ones asking you this. Silently, what happened to you? Why did you take a sleeping pill? You really scared us to death! " A 1.75 meter girl, she looked like she was about to cry!

"I'm fine!" When she heard that Jin Pingmei had said she was taking sleeping pills, Ji Zimo remembered what had happened. She put her hands on the bed and sat up a little. She soothed them.

"Is that medicine something that can be taken casually? And did you eat anything? "You ate it like candy. The doctor said that if you didn't bring it in time, you would have to go to sleep!"

"I'm fine!" "Don't worry!" Ji Zimo reached out and grabbed Jin Ping and Tang Xiao Lu's hand. There was a smile on her face as she said this. It seemed as if she really didn't care, but in reality, only she knew how scared she was.

If it was one year ago, then she would have let it go. Now, one year later, she felt a bit reluctant. What was the reason? It was probably because he had returned home. Thinking about it, it was quite laughable that his life and death would be decided by someone else!

"You're awake?" Ji Zimo had just finished speaking to Jin Ping and Tang Xiao Lu when a man's voice rang out.

When she looked towards the source of the voice, she saw Gu Bobai standing at the door of the ward. The bright sunlight shone on his face, making him look a bit unreal. However, Ji Zimo didn't care about that right now.

She shifted her gaze to Jin Ping and Tang Xiao Lu in front of her, lowering her voice, "Why is Professor Gu here?"

"Today's first lesson is Professor Gu's elective class. We didn't see any of your people when we arrived at the classroom, so we called you and turned off your cell phone. Afterwards, we received a call from Bai Jingan saying that you were in your room and seemed to have swallowed sleeping pills. How could we endure that?" Ji Zimo could almost imagine that scene. He could also foresee what kind of "greetings" she would experience when she returned to school.

We sat in the front row, the professor probably heard some things from the front, and at that time we were too anxious to go to the hospital and ask for leave, so we told Professor Gu that we were taking leave and told him that Bai Jingan had said you swallowed sleeping pills. I didn't expect that Professor Gu would be so concerned about the students that he would actually send us to the hospital!