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Mujin, he just doesn't want to leave her

Li Shu's eyebrows are light, and his dark eyes are filled with countless emotions that are hard to give up. "I didn't want to disobey your meaning, but mu Xiaojin is the only woman I like in my life. I tried to put it down, but I couldn't give up after all."

He tried, even at the cost of hurting Mu Xiaojin, to make himself think that he should do so. Cheating on himself can hurt her, and he can not care about her, hoping to let himself admit that he really does not love her.

But when he tried, only found that hurt her, his heart like a knife like pain, than hurt himself more pain unbearable.

Mrs. Li couldn't speak, and Li Shu didn't expect her to respond.

He drooped his eyelids. "In this world, I can give up everything, including life. But I can't give her up. "

"It was, and still is." "No matter what she did, I couldn't help loving her and abandoning her," he said

"You think the death of my sister is indirectly related to Mu Nan, and I forced myself not to like her. But I still can't control myself. She is helpless and indifferent abroad, so I still secretly ask someone to protect her for fear that she will be hurt. "

"She came back to China and unintentionally appeared in front of me again and again. I was still struggling and forcing myself not to pay attention to her, but she became my woman..."

"From the moment we had a real relationship, whether I wanted to admit it or not, I just wanted her to stay with me day and night."

Mrs. Li stopped "talking", staring at her crazy son.

Her son's beautiful face looks incomparably lonely, but also a little depraved atmosphere of desperation.

She pursed her lips and listened to him gently talk about his inner feelings --

"we have known each other for many years, and I watched her grow from an ignorant little girl to a strong and mature woman. She is defiant and defiant. She is defiant and defiant. She is defiant and defiant

Even if she made an unforgivable mistake, he couldn't stop liking her.

Just as she was in danger, his first reaction was to protect her. He didn't even think about whether he could survive the crash.

He just wanted her to survive.

Li Shusi seemed to fall into the abyss that could not extricate herself. "She hurt me by mistake, and I love her; she killed my child, and I love her too. Even this time, Qiao Ruoxi testified to her face, and you identified her All the evidence points to her as the murderer, but I am still hopeless and choose to believe her

Deep in his heart, a voice kept saying - she didn't.

Because she told him she didn't do it, she didn't. He seems to be possessed by a demon, blindly love her and follow her blindly.

Mrs. Li's eyes blinked a few times. She never knew that her son loved mujin so deeply. So Magic.

Li Shu Si's face showed some painful color, and his voice was low, "I told myself that she hurt you. I can't connive her any more. I want to break with her and have nothing to do with her again."

He grinned bitterly, the corner of his mouth contained a bit of irony to himself, "but I can't do it."

He struggled and tried, but mujin had occupied all his thoughts.

Even because with the deepening of his feelings, he seems to be out of control, completely unable to accept her contact with other men.

Especially Chu Linfeng, they are childhood sweethearts and have a good relationship.

Every time they meet alone and have a little intimacy, he feels extremely envious. That kind of feeling is like someone hitting his heart with a hammer, extremely dull and repressed anger, and Can't hide the uneasiness.

If you love a person too much, you will worry about your gain and loss. His possessiveness to Mu Xiaojin sometimes makes him feel frightened.

And that kind of jealousy he can restrain a little bit, but the day Mu Xiaojin took away the child

He felt as if the sky had collapsed, and he had only one thought -

to kill her and die together.

But when he sobered down, he was always afraid of what he had done. If he hurt her, he would regret it even more.

Mrs. Li listened quietly and her eyes softened.

Li Shu Si supported his forehead with one hand and kneaded his temple heavily. He was a little disappointed and said, "I don't know what I'm talking about I feel like a madman... "

He said a lot incoherently, raised his chin slightly and looked at his mother's face.

"It's my fault. Please forgive me for what Mu Xiaojin did It's her fault. I will educate her well. Please don't be angry again, OK? "

Mrs. Li was already in tears.

She never knew that the handsome and tall man in front of her -

her strong, resolute and indifferent son, was so wronged in his heart.Mrs. Li blinked her moist eyes and fell on her face.

He was so depressed She did not know the circumstances of life will go so painful.

Suddenly think of the words that my mother-in-law said when she was alive. The corners of Li's lips trembled slightly.

It's not his depression, it's her

She has been immersed in hatred, harmed her son, so that he can not like an ordinary person to love the people they like.

For a long time, he has been oppressed.

In the emotional world, her child has always been a poor talker.

When his mother-in-law was alive, she could enlighten him.

As soon as his mother-in-law left, he was left with overwhelming pressure.

And she has been playing a role of pressure.

All this was a fatal blow to him. It was she who was sorry for Li Shu Si. It was she who let her son carry too many things that she should not bear.

Now, Mrs. Li is aware of her mistake, and tears of remorse are dripping down the corner of her eyes and are soaked.

Li Shu Si slowly raised his head, but found that his mother was already full of tears.

He was slightly stunned. He had not seen his mother cry for a long time. The last time he saw it was when his father died more than ten years ago.

Now he was accusing him that he could not give up Mu Xiaojin. Li Shu Si slightly pursed his lips and said, "don't cry I'm not good. "

Mrs. Li wanted to shake her head, but found that she couldn't even do it.

Her heart was full of remorse.

When his father left, she must take good care of his children.

She betrayed his father, not only lost Li Xiaomei, but also Li Shusi has been living in pain.

She didn't take good care of him, but she was very harsh on him. She hoped that his wings would be full and he would be in charge of it alone He has achieved all this.

However, his heart is bearing the pain that ordinary people can't bear.

She has been immersed in the great sadness, refused to forgive Mu Nan's standing by, with hatred from all the people of the Mu family.

Li Shu Si fell in love with the girl of the Mu family, which made her unable to let go. As soon as she saw them together, she felt that he should not fall in love with the Mu family she regarded as her enemy.

She always wanted to prevent Mu Jin from becoming the daughter-in-law of the Li family, but she forgot that in this matter, the most burdened and the most painful one should be Li Shu Si.

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