Chapter 75 - 75 Easy Catch

When I feel his hand brush against mine, and I could guess what he wanted to do, so I automatically pull it away.

I'm really sulking right now but still he ignore mine. On a slight growl, he tries holding my hands again. But I won't go easy with him this time. I pull my hand away. I'm not forgiving him yet and want him to acknowledge it. He doesn't care about my feeling at all.

He try grabbing my hand again, but this time he holding it in a locking grip, to the point causing pain. I flex my fingers, looking up to see his fixed glower fade into contentment, as I give up fighting and let him keep hold of me. Let him? Like I have any other option. I'm beginning to read him like a novel, sometimes he soft and gentle but sometimes he vicious and like a mad man if he doesn't get what he demand.

This lunch hour has been like a bomshell. I discover that he was not only wants to control me completely but persistant like bull. And I don't even have a right to say no, or givin an opinion on even on my life decision,none at all.

I wondering if this is what I really want for lifetime relationship? Is he is the right choice for me? Can I be happy and bears all his freak control possesive in future? 

Oh no... What should I do?

My head is a riot of mixed feelings and doubts.

Why did I have to go and fall in love with the ultimate, unreasonable, challenging control freak with him? Why? 

Oh heart, can we back off?

When we reach at the halfway before my office, I wait patiently for him to release me from his grasp. I have no idea what to say. He watches me carefully for a considerable amount of time before his forehead meets mine and his lips move up, pressing against my brow.

"Go," He steps back.

I leave him on the pavement and walk back to my office. I didn't say anything to him.

When pushing my way through the office door, I'm met by Yi Lan inquisitive faces. I must look as terrible as I feel. But I hope she don't start any conversation with me right now. Cuz currently I think I might fall apart. I shake my head at her as I make my way to my desk.

I sit on my chair ready to get back work. I focus my full attention on my computer screen, trying to ignore the thought that currently dwelling inside me.

Feng Teng really has some serious issues with controlling and possesive over me. After pondering for awhile, I realise I really can't accept all of his controlling behaviour. What if my choices accepting him is wrong?

And Marriage? 

I'm deading toward unsure on my decision. I might need to think over again. 

My mobile rings and I'm grateful for the distraction from my turmoil.

President Gu? Is he back?

"Hello?" i answer the call.

His light voice rolls down in the telephone.

"Hello, Miss Bei. What your plan about the project going on? Mr.Zhang has told me your meeting went very well." He say.

So he call me from Itally just to ask me this? Could it not wait until he's back?

"Yes, everything good." I don't know what else to say.

"I do hope that lovely little head of yours is swimming with ideas. I'm looking forward to meeting upon my return to S city." He say.

So he's referring to my head as pretty. Oh, please don't give me with another freaking client. I'm having a hard enough time tangled with the one I've got. And it got up to be a next level relationship too. Oh my stupid head. Why I'm thinking to accepting Feng Teng proposed. 

"Yes, I got your email too. I'll have some sketch and scene ready for you on the pdf." I say as I've practically finished the mood boards and drawings. It just came to me all of a sudden – at a moment when my brain wasn't consumed with a certain other client.

"Excellent!When I get back next week,shall we meet? He ask.

"Yes, of course. Any particular day?" I agree.

"I will have my secretary contact you. She has arrangeing my schedule." He inform.

I pout to myself. How lovely to have one person dedicated to organising your life. I would benefit from one of those at the moment.

"Okay, President Gu." I nodded.

"Alright, looking forward meeting you and goodbye." He say.

"Goodbye, President Gu" I hang up and sit at my desk, tapping my tooth with my fingernail. I really don't know if he's just being super friendly or super friendly. He took my decline to dinner pretty well, so am I reading too much into this? This must be because of my past experience with Feng Teng, or maybe I have EASY CATCH written on my forehead? I instinctively rub my head.

Oh God, I'm a total mess.

I retrieve my drawings for The Gu's Building project, spread them out on my desk, and grabbing my pencil, I start making notes.

Suddenly,I hear the office door open in the background, but I don't look up. Since my brain on a roll with additional ideas. It's a welcome, and very needed, no distraction at the moment.

" Wei Lin Jie" Er Si calls.

I just ignore her call since I'm on deep focusing.

Just then she say annouce;

" Someone here to meet you." She say as she pull me out from focusing on my drawings.

I look up, Holy sh*T!

I nearly falling off my chair when I see Feng Teng stood proudly at the front of my office.

Oh, good God, what is he doing?

He walks, with complete confidence, over to my desk with all godly in his slender body of his,gentlement black suit and neat hair. I notice Yi Lan and Fu Heng tapping their pens casually on their desks as they follow their gaze over his path to me. He stop at the foot of my desk, my eyes travelling up his body to meet his brown hazel gaze, the semblance of a smug, and satisfied smile tickling at the corners of his mouth.