Chapter 77 - 77 Beneath Forever

"When the appointment?" I ask. I know I sound unprofessional right now, but I don't care much because he already went out of line.

"Up to yours comfortable." He answer.

I look up at him, finding that he was staring at all time.

I lean in.

"Hmph. No free time,very busy," I spit, I rather being childish.

"What about cuddling with me?"

My eyes widen in shock.

"Seriously? Get lost then!" I spit.

"Do you know cuddling while doing business is healthy for you physical and mental." Then he pouts while his lips curve at the corners.

"Business or pleasure?" I ask.

"Pleasure, only you." he answers darkly.

"Do you realise that you are out of the boundary in business matter?"I whisper on a hiss. 

"You better give me a proval of business for that, if not this business appointment will never happen," I say firmly.

I saw over his face reddening all over and he shoots forward in his chair.

"You better follow my plan." he warns.

"And I know you loves after cuddling things, later," He leans back again.

"Our business matter are beyond of the boundary, do you want me to remind here again?"

I sigh heavily. Feng Teng is self_absorb and powerful far than what I expected. His earlier proposal I need to think again. And if I want to back down from this relationship, it would be better, if I dropped this contract, right now since no payment wire yet. Still got time,even after that everyone will keel over with shock especially Xu Feng Brother, but if he knwe that I'm totally got damage, I believe he will accept the reason of the dropped. Because Xu Feng Brother is a very virtual employer.

Neither if I continue living like this, I'm bound to be rumbled forever. Then I will have to knot down forever with Feng Teng and living with freaking control. At the end, I'm losing control and might damage knacker my future career and happiness here.

Losing control? I laugh to myself. I never been losing my temper and control before but since I met Feng Teng because of this project with Old Mansion Feng, everything start to change just because of this beautiful and powerful man whom trampled into my life without my permission.

"What is funny?" he asks in serious.

I take time flicking through the pages of my notes harshly.

" My life right now," I muttered.

"When shall I pencil you in?" I ask as my focus still on my notes.

"I don't want to be pencilled in your notes, because a pencil can be erased." His tone is smooth and confident.

I look up from my notes and find a large, permanent, black marker pen being waved under my nose.

" Make it every day." he states calmly.

"What!? Every day? Don't be so stupid!" I blurt a bit too loudly.

He gives me his roguish grin as he removes the lid from the marker. Reaching over, making a point of brushing his fingers over my hand, he pulls my notes away from me.

I got shiver with his moved and he gives me that knowing look. Turning to tomorrow's page on my notes, he coolly runs a line through the middle, writing "Hubby" across the page in big, black letters. He then skims past the weekend.

"You're mine since then and future coming anyway." he muses to himself.

Hell! What? Am I? Nothing confirm yet.

F**K! He being so self assured again.

He arrives at Friday page and finds my ten o'clock appointment with Mrs Mu Yun. Locating an eraser from my desk tidy, he slowly rubs it out, looking up at me when he leans down to blow the fragments of rubber from the page. He's really enjoying this, while I'm sat back in my chair watching him trample all over my work notes, at the same time trying to gage how serious he is. I fear he's completely serious.

He proceeds to put a big, black line through Friday as well.

What is he doing? I glance around the office, noticing my colleagues  knuckling down with some work of them. I relief.

"Feng teng. What are you to pull out here?" I ask calmly.

He pauses, looking up at me.

"Marking our appointments here." he say without any concern his surrounding.

What? Am I a statue that sitting here?

"Hey! Listen. Are you not enough just controlling the social aspect of my life?' I'm a bit surprised at how calm I sound. I feel completely got chase away from my right life.

"Why must you making an appointment with you on my working notes? Don't we have a plenty time for you to f**k me, since I already accept your ring?" I know hav speak an immatured emotion.

"Watch your language,"he cautions me.

"I've told you before. I'll do whatever I wants and no matter how much thing does it takes." He say.

"What do you mean?" I got dumbstruck at his sentences and my voice is barely came out.

"Only to keep you beneath me forever." He say confidently.

He wants to keep me beneath him forever? 

Hey. My confident over him start crumble down.

Does he ask proposed me last week just as his pleasure l.u.s.t companion or more than that?

Oh God, I'm afraid with my easy decision that I might got tangled with a real dangerous man.

I to scare ask that. I'm afraid that I will get a real bad answer though.

After a bit of silence from me;

"What if I don't want to be kept and back down?" I ask.

"You want, I know. Butright now, I'm having such a trial time just trying to figure out why you keep sending me off." He returns his attention to my notes and sets about putting a line through every day for the rest of the calendar year.When he reaches the end, he slams it shut and stands. His confidence knows got no bounds. Such a self assured.

While I'm pondering.How does he know I want to be kept by him? Don't he know that his confident about me might be wrong?.

Oh God, you know right that I'm trying to lie to myself right now. I'm in total mess.

This notes I will get rid of it and buy new one. I mentally applaud with myself for backing up my appointments on my email calendar. I always have a precautionary measure in case if I ever lost my notes especially with my critical clumsiness. But right now not because of lost but some unreasonable control freaking guy whom right now bluntly conquered my notes  and incase he erase all already made work appointment all from my notes.

"What time will you be finished work?" he asks.

'"Seven. Hiish," I can't believe I've just answered that without a second's hesitation.

"Hiish," he mouths, as putting his hand out over my desk.

So he wants a handshake now? Pretender!

I reach up, mentally demanding my hand not to tremble, and place it gently in his. The familiar fizzle flies through me when our hands connect, his fingers brushing gently over my wrist as he slowly strokes down the centre of my palm.

My eyes fly up to his .

"See?" he whispers, before pulling away and striding out of my office, collecting an envelope that Er Xi left before stride out from my office.

Holy f**king hell!

My heart clashing each other in my chest, and I'm breaking out in an uncomfortable sweat as I sit at my desk, frantically fanning my burning face with my coffee.

How does he do these things to me?  I blow out a long, lung full of air in an attempt to regulate my hammering heart. He wants to keep me beneath him forever? What? Keep me and control me, keep me to love me or keep me to f**k me senseless? He's already f**ked me pretty senseless. He must have, because I keep going back for more. No, I don't keep going back. I keep getting forced back. Is he forcing me, or do I go willingly? Oh, I don't even know anymore.

Oh Lord, I'm a f**king in mess!