Chapter 112 - 112 Obviously

" Daling, do you know this is mean man love you. You bring out the worst in him, you know." She smiles.

"I know," I agree. 

"And he does bring out the worst in me too. Example, he hates me swearing, but I intentionally do it more. Others he has an issue with exposing my skin to the public, other than him no one can see it, but that made I wanted to wear shorter dresses more. One second he tells me that he loves having me around and wanted to make me belong to him forever but at the next time I feel like he wanted me only for his pleasure. So now how am I supposed to think?" I say.

" Daling, all of your insecure or overthought right now, still made you stay here," she says thoughtfully."

"And you're not going to get any answers if you don't ask the damn questions to him," She scowl.

"SiSi, I do ask him those questions," I say.

"It's a right question like just now or not?" She asks.

HUH?

What are the right questions?

I look at my best friend and wonder why she's not kidnapping me from the tower and hiding me away from Feng Teng if she concerns about me. Plus she's seen him in action and surely that would be enough for her as the best friend to intervene this matter.

"Why are you not telling me to leg it?" I ask suspiciously.

"Is it because he bribes you with the van?" I scowl at her.

"Don't be stupid, baby Wei Lin. This is SiSi okay. I would toss that van right back at him if you wanted me to. Because you're more important than that beautiful van. And I'm not telling you to leg it because I know you so much, you don't want to. Wei Lin, what you need to do right now is telling him how you do feel and negotiating acceptable levels of intenseness." She grins.

" Hah, how about in the bedroom, is it fine?" She asks.

I smile shyly.

"Erm. He said he'd make sure I'll always need him. He did. Now I need him, Sisi. Not just need, addicted too," I spill it.

"Hmm. So you have to talk to him, darling." She gives me a little nudge on the shoulder.

"You can't go on like this." She shakes her head.

I definitely can't go on like this;

I'll be in an asylum within a month. My heart and brain are being yanked from one side to the other by the hour. I don't know my arse from my head. If it means slapping my heart down on the table for him to trample all over, then so be it.

At least I'll know where I am. I'll recover…eventually…I think.

I stand up.

" Hmm. So will you take me to his office?" I ask.

I need to do this now before I bottle it. I need to tell him how I feel.

Sisi springs from the stool.

"Sure!" she sings enthusiastically.

My car's at her place so I'm kind of stuck without her.

"Give me five." I run upstairs to change into my jeans and pump mules, meeting her at the front door in record time.

I send Feng Teng a quick text to tell him I'm on my way.

It's time to lay my cards on the table.

We walk into the lobby but I don't see SiSi limited van. I scan the car park for her van, but it's not like you can miss the giant heap of metal.

"Oh, I hope you don't mind." Sisi laughs nervously, just as I spot my Beetle, roof down and parked in one of Feng Teng spaces.

"You, you're a cheeky pig!" I scowl at her.

She waves off my insult.

"Hello! Lady Bei. Don't you narrow those big browns on me? If I didn't drive her, then she would be sat outside the house for eternity. It's a waste and lonely you know to let this beauty alone. " She says.

The indicators flash, and I put my hand out for the keys, which she reluctantly hands over on a huff.

We drive out towards the road, discussing the merits of domineering men.

We both reach the same conclusion: Yes to s.e.x and no to all other aspects of a relationship.

The problem is: Feng Teng manages to drag s.e.x into all aspects of our relationship, using it, mostly, to get his way. And I can't ever seem to say no so I'm pretty much doomed. This could all be over within an hour. The thought sends an unbearable ache to my stomach, but I have to be sensible here. I'm already in way over my head.

I pull off the main road, up to the Feng Corp Building.

They open immediately, letting me through.

"Holy shit!"  Sisi exclaims as we drive up the long, gravel driveway, flanked by trees.

"I can't believe now I'm in front of Feng Corp Building, Wei Lin," SiSi awes.

She's in awe already and she hasn't even seen the inner of the office yet. We eventually emerge into the park.

It's busy.

"Holy f**king shit!" She gapes at the imposing property, leaning forward in her seat.

" Indeed, this what they said that Feng Corp is the architecture and technologist building ." She said in awe'.

" Yeah, indeed." I pull into space next to the Porsche.

"I can't believe I would be able to enter Feng Corp. Daling your man is a real JACKPOT," she grumbles, joining me on my side of the car.

"Holy f**king shit!"

I laugh at Sisi amazement, she rarely got shocked easily. I lead her towards the steps, expecting to find Assistant Yu to greet us, but he doesn't appear.

Instead, I find the glass door and went to the receptionist. Looking back at SiSi, I see her gazing around, open-mouthed and wide-eyed at the splendid surroundings.

"SiSi, shut your mouth." I scorn her lightly.

"Ohh. Sorry." She snaps her mouth shut.

" Building was very fancy," She says.

"I know." 

" Wei Lin, I want a tour," she says, craning her neck to look up the stairs.

" This is Feng Teng workplace, not a home," I say shortly.

" Let's go, I have to see him first," I head past the canteen, spotting Kevin and Junjie immediately.

Kevin gives me a huge, cheeky grin as he swigs his beer, but spits it out as if he saw a ghost.