Chapter 130 - 130 A Proud Man

"Do not worry Miss. President Feng only drank to lighten his foul mood, to fill the loneliness and pain. Once he starts, he can't stop to numb all his pain," he offers me a small smile. 

"Now, he's better than before we found him. So Miss Bei helps a lot, thank you," He said gratefully.

"Oh. What did help?" I ask defensively.

Unfortunately, I don't know why I was so hurt by the assistant Yu statement just now. He has just told me I helped the situation, but why do I feeling like he's insinuating that I might have helped with the relapse as well.

Kevin places his hand over mine on the worktop.

"Don't worry, his attention was focused elsewhere only,"

"But had caused great damage to him after I've left him," I say quietly.

I'm just confirming what they are both thinkings. We were not together in the couple sense for me to leave him, though. 

"Not your fault, Miss Bei," Kevin reassures me firmly.

"You didn't even know before," he stated to assure me.

"If I had known, things would have been different. But he never told me before," I'm still defending myself.

Not sure how things would have been different if Feng Teng has told me, or would we turned out a better way? I know I never like his dark side like I saw last Sunday.

But if I leave again now, will that happen again?

Or should I stay and help him, but would I be doing that out of guilt or because I love him? But he might not even want me here if he gets conscious. Because he was so mad at me on that night.

My head is jumped into a mess. I put up my elbows on the counter and plant my head in my hands.

What am I supposed to do now?

"Miss Bei," Assitant Yu rumble and pulls my head back up automatically.

"President. He's a really good man." He says undoubtedly.

"What made him drink like that?" I blurt.

Yeah, I know Feng Teng is a good man deep down there, but if I know more I might understand better.

"Who knows? Miss," Assistant Yu muses to lighten up the mood and then looks at me.

"Don't be thinking he was drinking all day every day. He, not that kind of person. The things had happened right now, that's just because the guilt out of misery, not because he's a drinker," He informs.

"So he didn't drink if I don't cause him that?" I can't believe that.

Assistant Yu laughs.

"Yes, he doesn't. Although you have brought out some other rather nasty qualities in him," he nods in a smile of confirmation.

I frown at the Assistant Yu statement.

But I know exactly what he's talking about, my guess was true when I see Kevin smiling face. I've been told that Feng Teng is usually quite a laidback type, even the entertainment media has been caught his affair sometimes but I have only ever seen snippets of his laidback.

But most of the time when I'm with him, all I've seen his unreasonable control freak and he even admitted himself that he's only became like that only with me...since then.

How lucky I am, isn't it?

"Hmm.I'll company with him here, but if he comes conscious and if he doesn't want me to here, I will be calling one of you two," I warn.

"Haha. I'm sure that won't happen," Kevin sags visibly.

Assistant Yu nods.

"Good then, I need to get myself back to the company before grand elders Feng found any of this incident," He gets himself up from the barstool.

"Oh Miss, you will need my number. Where's your phone?" Assistant Yu ask.

I look around searching for my bag and remember that I've left it on the terrace, so I jump up and leave them in the kitchen while I go to fetch it.

On my way back to the kitchen, I can see Feng Teng is still out for the count.

I wondered. How long will he be like this and at what point should I really still be worry?

Seriously, I have no idea what I'm supposed to do after both of them leave.

Watching him silently, I find his lashes flickering mildly, his chest rising and falling up and down steadily as he breathing. Even in his sleep, he looks very troubled and sorrow. Slowly I approaching him, quietly and pull the blanket up to his chin. 

Now I'm quite reluctant as I've never looked after him before, but I believe when I reach this part it's quite instinctive. Then, I kneel and rest my lips on his cold cheek, soaking up the little bit of comfort after it before standing and making my way back to the kitchen.

When I reach back to the kitchen, I find that assistant Yu has already gone.

"Here," Kevin passes me a business card.

"Yu number." He informs.

"Was he in a rush?: I ask.

He could have waited for me.

"No. He never hangs around for longer than necessary. Hey, I've called SiSi. She's bringing some clothes for your stay over," He says calmly.

"Oh, thank you," Poor my clothes, if it's living, they are going to wonder where they live this time as they have been transported back and forth to this place on numerous occasions.

"No. You are the one that I've should says thanks. Thank you, Wei Lin." Kevin says sincerely.

"Don't thank me." I protest, feeling uncomfortable, especially since this part was my fault not him.

" I know. It's just...well, after last Sunday, you've been received a really good shock." He shuffles nervously.

"Stop it," I said.

"Sorry, okay. Wei Lin, when he drinks, he won't be able to stop actually." Kevin laughs lightly.

"So don't worry, my man he's really a proud man. He'll be mortified if he knows we've seen him like this." He put on silly smiles.