Chapter 146 - Where Did Your Courage Go ?

Some 18+ content ( yeah I'm dirty minded sue me rawrrr ) 

" ah Chen , I really don't know what should I say to you " in the end Su Wan didn't say anything , it was alright that her husband was this honest at least she didn't have to worry about Lin Chen hiding anything from her in the future . With him like this if any young missy decided to have designs on him , he would definitely tell her without filtering anything . It was better not to let him know about this one flaw who knows if he end up learning how to keep things to himself .

With that she took the basket and turned around  to go inside the kitchen , Lin Chen who received her ' half scolding - half cajoling ' words didn't know what to think , was he scolded ? Or was he played ? What happened ? What did he say wrong ? Lin Chen scratched his head and tried to remember if he said something wrong in the end he couldn't figure anything out . So he could only run after Su Wan inside the kitchen " Wan Wan - wait ! What happened at least tell me what happened ? What did I say wrong ?"

Su Wan said nothing instead she thrusted the fish and a cleaver in Lin Chen 's hands " go and clean this for me , I need to cook breakfast " 

Lin Chen wanted to ask what he did wrong but he also knew that if Su Wan was talking with her then she wasn't really angry at him , who knows if he continued to harp on the subject , maybe she might get angry ? So , Lin Chen  took the fish in one hand and the cleaver in other , and walked out of the kitchen in a dream like trance , was he right or was he wrong ? And if his wife wasn't mad then why did she say such words ? 

Su Wan watched his confused expression and chuckled softly , ah , Lin Chen 's blundering innocence can be really funny sometimes . It was nice that he was  this straightforward but when it came to business - No ! Su Wan shook her head and didn't let her trust waver in Lin Chen , as his wife she gotta support Lin Chen . Her husband might be straightforward but he wasn't stupid . 

In the kitchen Lin Chen and Su Wan were finished facing their troubles but on the other side Lin Yan was only starting to face his troubles . He had cleaned up after Su Wan left to take bath and walked over to Lin Yu 's room , he was hesitating about whether or not to talk to Lin Yu but when he thought about Lin Yu 's extreme measures and his contradictory and dark thoughts , Lin Yan thought it was time for him to pull on his big brother pants and slowly help his brother to start walking on the right path again . 

Thus , he knocked on Lin Yu 's  door . For the first two knocks no response came from inside it was only on the third knock did Lin Yu 's muffled voice answered him " its open come inside "

Hearing Lin Yu 's response , Lin Yan pushed open the door but just one look inside the room and Lin Yan wished to retreat  in his steps back and never come back inside again . 

Lewd images were pasted all over the walls and each drawing only had the face of one woman - Su Wan . The first sketch consist of Su Wan lying on the bed with a thin and transparent robe draped over her body , it hid nothing at all - her peaky mounds were clear to naked eyes and so was her sweet valley .

In the next sketch , Su Wan was tied down with her legs spread apart  something big and thick thrusted inside her as lecherous honey dripped down her valley . 

And the next sketch that was stuck right next to it , was the most extreme one . Su Wan was pressed between two bodies as both her holes stretched obscenely to take on the thick ,pulsating rods - a lustful expression on her face as she sucked on the third one . 

The more Lin Yan looked around , the more  perverted and obscene these sketches get . He immediately closed the door , worried that someone else might see it . 

Lin Yu who was sitting on a small table and sketching , looked up seeing that it was his second brother , he didn't say anything , instead he went back to sketching the next dress he wanted to launch at Shan Shui . 

" you don't check before you let people in ?" seeing his nonchalant expression , Lin Yan immediately hissed " what if it was Eldest brother or mother? What would have happened then ?"

Lin Yu heard his brother's reprimand and laughed softly " no o..one will c…come to m..my ro…room so ea…earl..early in the m..mor..morning , onl..only sec..second br..brother wh..who ca..caught me ye..yesterday night would bo..bother to come this ear..early "

So he guessed , it was him " but still if it was someone else ? "

" So wh..what ?" Lin Yu asked back , putting down his brush " hav..haven't sec..second bro..brother already told Wan Wan , abou..about me ?"

Lin Yan was shocked , he didn't expect that the reason for Lin Yu to act so carelessly was this . He immediately felt upset and rushed forward to slap the back of Lin Yan 's head " do you think second brother is such a person  ? Of course I won't tell Su Wan about this warped personality of yours but Not only because you are my brother but also because its not my place to tell her but yours "

Lin Yu rubbed the back of his head and looked up surprised , last night he couldn't sleep , he was afraid and worried that his righteous second brother would tell Su Wan everything and when he will open his eyes and meet her this morning , Su Wan would look at him with disgust . 

He didn't know why he was afraid , what he wanted from Su Wan wasn't something wrong . After all Su Wan was like him in some ways , she loved to live her life at her own terms and he didn't fear her shying away from his overdeveloped thoughts . 

But he was still afraid . 

Lin Yan saw him acting mute and scoffed " now you know how to be scared ? What happened when you boldly touched her without consent ? Where did your courage go , I mean " picking up the sketch where Su Wan was wearing a Cheongsam which had its backside completely open , she was leaning on a pole , revealing her jade like buttocks and her nectar was slowly sliding down her thighs " this kind of obscene sketches must have taken a lot of courage , didn't they ?"

Lin Yu snatched the sketch from Lin Yan's hands and blushed " you th..think I'm a per..pervert ? You think I'm s..si..sick ?"

Lin Yu was the youngest but he was the most mature one out of the four , because he was weak since his birth and was born with inherent stuttering , he was often teased . His elder brothers were busy earning money while his fourth brother who was the closest to him was busy with his studying , Lin Yu couldn't turn to anyone , Thus , Lin Yu made friends with a few thugs in the village . He learned how to please those bullies , and slowly warmed into their circle so that he could avenge himself by using the power of those thugs . 

Because Lin Yu hung out with the thugs , he was exposed to a lot of things . Though his heart never itched to try those things before , Lin Yu was really interested in those things . But he didn't have a woman he liked , thus he kept himself chaste and clean , now that Lin Yu had a wife , he was really itching to try those things . But the thing was , he was afraid that Su Wan would find out his past , his pervertedness , his obscenity - Lin Yu was afraid to lose her thus , he dared not to show his true self to her . 

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